@kggn @litothedon

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

im falling 4 it
i cant feel,, ignore it
where do i store it
i rlly wanna die but i cant afford it

nothings real i cant sleep uhhuh
no one hears what i speak uhhuh
i dnt care just delete oh well
life i cannot complete oh well

i cant run away cuz its selfish
ik its not healthy, ur not helping
im not ready for the fire that hell brings
im tired, im aching, i cant make it

so go and take it
all those smiles, i faked it
i thought ur love was sacred
i just sat there and waited

idk what u want
1 conflict im gone
i can barely walk
i dnt wanna talk, will u stop
i didnt think id make it this long

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

spotify ^w^

falling 4 it prod. kuru & litothedon

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

red dot「sparr00w」

thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4AWLELv8lgmouGZRODTEJg?si=QwxVK8mTSiqZ_BOc_Gqj3g

2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

spotify

hachi (mixedmatches)

@cdgrl

[lyrics]
let me inside, angel wings white, you make me cry
back road, no street lights, cover your sight, telling you lies
dark night bleached eyes, make my teeth white, i cant see right
cut ties, blood covered ice, bring me to life, heaven's too bright

guess i can forget if i want to
bless me when i'm dead, i want you
dread, i'm scared, no breath, upset
confess my sins ill rest what haunts you

put me to sleep, down on my knees
roll up my sleeve, make myself bleed
keep myself real, make the time freeze
count while i breathe, keep me safe please

keep me safe please, wanna be real
make this time freeze
keep me safe please
keep me safe please
can we stay real?
can i stay here?
can i stay please?

i see right through it, look at nothing no music
sleep life i'm lucid, watch days go by its fluid

evil structures around me
slipping, black ice, i'm drowning
scary dreamlike surroundings
subaru, lights off, recounting

nosebleed, drowsy, u left without me, cant live without it
cold hands, slow dance, open doors, i'm broken

-

can you believe it?

lucid prod. cdgirl

i didnt realize i havent posted sum on here 4 alm a yr..

pierce my heart | ( ‸ ；)

senses - keep going (kojo + emorave)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvznvTKfZBE&lc=UgzlcMlarcneB59aOaF4AaABAg

fall like a leaf [vid in desc]

༺cold & pretty。。༻ ::

https://soundcloud.com/skoolio

swear i sold my soul
the way i pictured it perfect
i hope tonight il never know
give it what it takes just to save myself from the fall

and now its all gone thru
all my plans just fall thru
i know my thought is see thru
i tell u what i go thru but now i know its not true
the way you talk its like its not you

she got me feeling so blue

now my feelings so see thru
she got me feeling so blue

saw it in a light fantasize about the time
youre my fortune need a sign
grant my wish for the one time
now im screaming for my life

does it matter what is really in for us
cant let go im really holding to ur trust
took me whole and you jsut turned it into dust

pictured perfect (skoolio)

prod me

lots of  cool stuff otw
feel like im getting better at everything :D

>lyryx<

i still h8 myself cuz im not like her
i dont want ur help cuz im not like her
im still under ur spell, blessing, & a curse
now u give me hell cuz of what u heard

u kno i h8 2 b this way
im like a waste im a mistake
fuck what they say anyway tho
hold on 2 shame cuz they say so

duno where 2 go
i stay right here
n i feel so slow
stalled in high gear
figure where 2 go
spend my life here
all i got a lil smoke
get me higher

i dont shed a tear
if i want it so bad i should face my fears
i looked in the mirror
saw everything i had just disappear

if u nvr let go
u nvr see what u dont
u get under my clothes
then get under my skin- we're so close

not 2 good at explaining
u gotta go out the cave urself
fuck sublimation
escape simulation itself

i still h8 myself cuz im not like her
i dont want ur help cuz im not like her
im still under ur spell, blessing, & a curse
now u give me hell cuz of what u heard

if u nvr let go
u nvr see what u dont
u get under my clothes
then get under my skin- we're so close

pierce my heart | ( ‸ ；)

seedling <<##33