thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

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2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

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hachi (mixedmatches)

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prod @tgwog 
more stuff soon 🖤🖤wont be so emo next time :P and thanks for 1.4k <3

lie to you, 
all i do is lie to you
there’s things i never said to you 
can’t get myself to tell the truth
so i just hide from you 
i can’t hide my lie from you 
she knows that i’m bluffing too
she knows that this love is through 
but i don’t,
tell myself thinking is wrong
keep it all inside my dome
wanna be with me i dont,
think you know what you’re in for
and i know
what happens behind that door
i think i’ve seen this before
had a dream we’re something more
on the floor
i swear it’s all on the floor
loving like this is a chore
you know that we could be more
i know you seen it before
to my core
away from you hurts my core
and i’d be there with one call
but you’re afraid of the fall

(i cant **********************
whats it worth to you,
tell me what to do
tell me what to do
stitting in my room,
and im smoking in my room,
dont know what to do, so)

and im just stuck here alone
told you youd seen it before
and i dont care what you do
took half my heart with the truth
and i just cant get it back
cant tell i even want to
dont even know what i want
but i just know i want you

artwork by raphaël vavasseur

liar liar </3 (tgwog)

i didnt realize i havent posted sum on here 4 alm a yr..

pierce my heart | ( ‸ ；)

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

koji kuga,, (✽´ཫ`✽) mh

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

You lookin real stupid

hit you in your heart
Yea well that’s just how we do it

fw us, elevate we going shooting

youre a bitch and we all already knew it 

make myself bleed thinkin I might die
cause ion rlly give a fuck about my life

off a pill you can see it in my eyes
Blood shot, fucked up til the sunrise

you cant hang with us so keep it down
like fuck that bitch thinkin bout it make me frown

everybody know my name like im the baddest bitch around
you my kids, yeah nobody wanna learn so just sit down

you got me feelin suicidal 
say youre the new wave but bitch you aint no tidal  🌊 😔

Heart (negative.creeper & eczotic)

prod @yumenikki @oaelis

[emo:]
im w me
crushing beads
smokin trash from the dirt, fuckin seeds
block what u put on my feed
used to fw xans, took an arrow to the knee

yea thats cheese, stackin cheese
rollin rollin rollin off a bean
i wud text u back but i cant see the keys
helix doin shows every week too elite

like neverless i dont know why
wanna take a picture but im camera shy
life really stressed but im gettin by
they dont really like me cuz i never lie

u can fw me for the last time
imma take a pill just to pass time
imma crush it up just to do a line
mix a couple things but ill never die

i dont wanna alive
point eighty nine
im in love with poison,
so i might take five
i might take four
need a couple more
walk through the door
its all plastic to ignore

smokin scary pack when i record
smokin scary pack that put u on the floor
always been in last place i dont check the score
im stuck in a bad place im in love with tor

tor prod. freger & r000

feat. @midwxst
prod. @lllovbug + @skoolio

mixed/master: @mkne

mistakes

mistakes w/ midwxst (lovbug, skoolio)

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds

pierce my heart | ( ‸ ；)

seedling <<##33