why cant i meet fellow mental and blxty appreciators in my circle

https://open.spotify.com/album/1HJHg5YjlKnZkOhbKFbTWW?si=yG11cIqVTUi2IbrUaKP4YQ
If You Think This Song Is About You, It Probably Is
@ripwarheart @aidennxo @ogpichu

lyrics;
cut me open
yu say tht im holdin
u say that im holding onn too tight
you say-
girl u got me tossing and turning
u say im nt worth it >_<
u js wanna hurt me
im js tryn be perfecct noww :(
u think im a reject
u think that im leaving
private lobby, priv terminal (shoutout mark)
im leavingg
cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
decided to disappearr
ilook inside the mirror
i look inside myslf
know its been this way 4 years :-/
u make my hrt stop
u mak my body roll
u say im the bad guy
Well baby i already Knooow

u say that im wrong
never said i was right
(right rightt...)
i dont wanna fight :(
holdiong u tight
baby i need u by my sideee

cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
x2

moment (warheart & aidenn.xo & pichu) *check description*

@mental
@pray4solo
@ilyajay
@ripwarheart

love it? girl i love you
can't stop it.. that's the issue
and we fall out.. then i miss you
when the stars out.. need a tissue
see our photos i go dolo in
slo-mo watch me break in slow motion
up in soho thinking where it all went dim
2015 still rockin a bogo then

you still rock the same shit that you did since 2012
i still have the same friends that i had since i was 12
you turned 22 and then you turned into the 12
they look at my stats and then my name it rings a bell
i don't go outside yeah i stay in my own shell
we can run away and go find us a little shelter
this is just a sprite nah i aint drinking no seltzers
your arms or the sun? in your arms i would melt first

i still need the answers the answers are coming
im running from nothing and she wont even hug me
i still wake up everyday thinking we are something
but when i check my phone and feel my heart its just crushing
and he probably has you blushing
i can feel myself succumbing
look me in my eyes reduce me into nothing
know i'm nothing... no it's nothing
i shoulda realized i want you
you want me? that's not true
who i knew it's not you
i'm sorry i loveee you
i'll be back like soon 
asleep until noon
i feel stuck to... you...........

yea ima take it all back yeah cause i said im sorry but im not
idk what i did wrong to get switched up on a lot
even if i couldve changed it idk what i wouldve done
sometimes i wanna erase it like forget about what weve done
hold up fuck that i dont really wanna feel
hold up backtrack dont even know if its real
baby idk whats going on in my mind
i dont even wanna sleep cause i feel like dying


🔁

issue ft. mental (solo, ajay, warheart)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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 /╲/\╭[☉﹏☉]╮/\╱\

mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

performed, written, and produced by me @mental

i dont know what ima dream about 2nite
i dont rly wanna leave without a fight
and i rly cant believe that thats my life
every single time i breathe im boutta die
i cant ever even see the reason why
ur even in love with me, but thats alright
ill just hold onto belief until i die
and then i cry and say goodbye

know u wanna leave me
stay up cuz im bleeding
it dont matter what im feeling
but its nothing, im eating

Love me, hate me, wannakill me

I h8 me so badd wanna end it

im so mad @ me im so mad @ me

im mad @ me

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

spotify

every single second (mental)

https://soundcloud.com/erdo
https://soundcloud.com/terastic

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

i shouldn't care i wish i didn't
wanna keep my head low wanna keep myself hidden
and all of these thoughts they feel like a prison 
i only get them out over these rhythms

move a box like a piston
do this for myself don't care if they listen
its been awhile hate the distance
got some downers in my system

got what i wished for no one wants 2 talk 2 me
coping with materialism go on shopping sprees
hate what going thru and how my lifes been going
i've been rlly going thru it hope that its not showing

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

better than me (erdo + tera) *djswagnasty33*

w/ @kiryano 
@1luvpurp @pyu

(@whyhaze)
since last week i've been thinking abt you
when you called me and said you want it to be true
i run away from all my problems
i wont run away from you 
know you're exactly what i wanted
girl you make my heart move
im right here if you need someone to talk to
i stay awake at night off these pills body cant move
i need you for life girl im hoping we can pull thru
i knew it was love at first sight the first time i saw u
what you want girl i got it for u
dropping pills inside my cup just to feel smth thats brand new
staring at your eyes pretty face i adore you
now that i finally have you

(@kiryano)
all these girls just wanna come n talk to me but ion gaf
ur the only one thats on my mind the only one i love
i wish i could go back to the day when both of us metup
ye i still remember how the leaves fell in that september
i need u
i dont need anything 
she dont need anything
but us here
its not just the pretty things
ur conscious so clear
this love only hurts whenever ur not near
it doesnt matter
it doesnt matter 
yea its whatever
well be there for each other
we both need something to not lose our heads
i think ill write a song n then smoke go to bed

all platforms ##

adore w/ kiryano (luvpurp & meta)

@arid <3
@closr18

lyrics: 
goin crazy yea i think im going mental
she dont understand, think she needa stencil
needa draw it out i need me a pencil
but how can i impress when the stakes so high
no i dont wanna say goodbye
im not getting better so ima jus take my time
didnt know one girl could jus take ur life
baby i dont wanna waste ur time
baby i dont wanna waste it
u dont love me u dont gotta fake it
got so many fans im not even famous
they all tryna steal the swag they all copy pastin
on my ps5 bitch im #gaming
always break my heart now its racing
playing games with me i cant take it
i got way too many problems i cant face em

@arid
u know i cant face it
too many problems leave my body on the pavement
only left one time
had to go out to clear my mind
was it me or my own effigy
girl did u rlly have no love for me
or anything u ever said to me
yea u know it hurts me deeply
can u even read me
i just need some treatment
only for ur heart im seeking
u wouldnt tell
my life on the shelf
know i dont mean u hell
i hope ur doin well

another lie feat blxty

mental

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