she told me she luv me i told her she dont mean that

ANYMORE AND I DONT WANNA BE BOUNDDDDD BY THE CHAINS AND THE WORDS AND THE SOUNDSSSSSS

I DID EVERYTHING I COULD BUT ITS ALL BOGUS

pitfall + kiryano - no feelings (kir 3ds)

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

@mental
@pray4solo
@ilyajay
@ripwarheart

love it? girl i love you
can't stop it.. that's the issue
and we fall out.. then i miss you
when the stars out.. need a tissue
see our photos i go dolo in
slo-mo watch me break in slow motion
up in soho thinking where it all went dim
2015 still rockin a bogo then

you still rock the same shit that you did since 2012
i still have the same friends that i had since i was 12
you turned 22 and then you turned into the 12
they look at my stats and then my name it rings a bell
i don't go outside yeah i stay in my own shell
we can run away and go find us a little shelter
this is just a sprite nah i aint drinking no seltzers
your arms or the sun? in your arms i would melt first

i still need the answers the answers are coming
im running from nothing and she wont even hug me
i still wake up everyday thinking we are something
but when i check my phone and feel my heart its just crushing
and he probably has you blushing
i can feel myself succumbing
look me in my eyes reduce me into nothing
know i'm nothing... no it's nothing
i shoulda realized i want you
you want me? that's not true
who i knew it's not you
i'm sorry i loveee you
i'll be back like soon 
asleep until noon
i feel stuck to... you...........

yea ima take it all back yeah cause i said im sorry but im not
idk what i did wrong to get switched up on a lot
even if i couldve changed it idk what i wouldve done
sometimes i wanna erase it like forget about what weve done
hold up fuck that i dont really wanna feel
hold up backtrack dont even know if its real
baby idk whats going on in my mind
i dont even wanna sleep cause i feel like dying


🔁

issue ft. mental (solo, ajay, warheart)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

why do you hate me? /_ \
art @mental

@pw4prez
@prod1audii

i can't feel my arms
i can't feel my legs
i can't feel your warmth
i can't feel my head
watching the sunset
how i make you upset?
act like i'm nothing
toy me like puppet

omo- i stab me in my chest and i'm like oh no 
getting voices in my head just like a fucking dono
in the end i'm chillin with my friends just like domo
what you said to me has me breaking in slo-mo
motion sickness i- hate this distance cus-
you said you'd love me forever but you just went ghost
and i hate that the most
please come back when ur cold
No Caller ID's hit my phone and i fold

plus ur hurting me
please stop hurting me
someone murder me
this aint no break it's been 6 months
and ur urging me..
to take every single pill that's alerting me-
i feel stupid
i been shot by an arrow but this aint no cupid
all i feel is sorrow can you guess where that's rooted
start to feel better,, come back say you dream of me
to love i'm alergic when i feel it my sinus screams
my throat is sore, my body aches and my hearts dispersed
say that you hate me,, well can it get worse?
well i still love you... feels like it's a curse i have :/

i can't feel (sochi x audii)

song is called holster if ure gna repost this just title it holster not "free" thx :heart:

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine is where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to


maybe they got me thinking way too strong
ive been gone too long
causing thunderstorms head to the concrete
how can i save her when i can't save myself
its funny when u start saying no
they start acting different
im a egoist i just act this way
i do this all the same
tell me all these drugs the same
i dont want nobody, nobody
its all the samee

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine its where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to

egoist (prod. augury + sunrisess)

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

prod @guda feat @diegointhedark

yea u like me but i despise u
i still own u even if were done
im just tryna run but i cant go
trippin off an oxy i cant move
im sorry but i had 2 switch it up 
small waist t shirt 16 lines
girl yk i love that coke n that blo
ive been tryna get it but ive been so lo
whats right 4 me yk
im drownin in my lows
it seems u do not care
i kno wuts right 4 me
x2 

i dont rlly wanna stop for nun 
so just let me switxch it up now
i just wanna raise a kid
i just wanna get old
i think im built for ts n imma make it
i dont wanna lose i dont een wanna die yet
tell me does it get easier when i get older

new jeans 
2 beans make me happy 
all these pussys talking shit 
but never @ me
carve my face off my head 
imma sell it off 
popping laced clonazepam
i kno tht its wrong 

ur bitch bumps my songs 
how does tht feel 
i wear cleats 
n my shawty rocking high heels
steel bars for bones 
iron maiden 
trapping off my flip phone 
cuts on my arms fading

whts wrong idkk
i was stepping through the mud 
now i walk on marble floors
lil shawty wna fuck 
ima hit , bcome a ghost 
ima step in through the front 
brudda kick n the backdoor 

all they wna do is talk 
i jst wna b alone 
i could never punch a clock 
iv been juggin on my own
whn i looked into urr eyes 
it jst made me feel lifeless 
ive been down
hope u kno tht im trying

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

blxty

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