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thank you little cloud , 

                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

sensative eyes

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i see in you the side of me thats sick to death of life
only sadness waits for me and the grim reaper with a knife
and i see in you the side of me that bores the thought of death 
and only you will care for me when i take my final breath

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

and know that i am hesitant to be at all attached
but maybe i am more afraid that i have met my match
and i think that you’re exceptional dont fear to be alone
i think its time to tell you that you’re the best I’ve ever known

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

now see in me the side of you that wants to let love in
ill never be the reason for the blade against your skin

tate

wooden home

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

youtube.com/watch?v=VnD9DJzHIdE

Da Tooby - Boat

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=seALdEu4TX6ltgKcseuT-w
www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
twitter.com/poppyxtears
itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116
https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/

☆ LYRICS ☆

Poppy Tears: 

under her skin like the ink on my arm
cold where I’ve been I’ve got a broken heart 
ten sedatives slow down I’m gone
she’s the one I’m with she’s the one I want

I don’t wana ever take you for granted 
when I’m coming down you’re the one who helps me manage
heart so pure I don’t mean to enchant it
and when I’m fucked up girl your so understanding

I can’t fall asleep and I want it change
lost in this world I’ll help us find a way 
it’s a gift and a curse and I’ve been led astray
I know that it hurts I’m here till we decay 

9TAILS:

too many nights I’ve spent on my floor 
I don’t know where to go my mind is slipping from my reach and its shows
my whole family see’s I’m not really me anymore too many times I just fall asleep -getting stoned

break away, days come and they go 
loves fades, plans change and lose hope 
fucked up and useless and its shows, 
people change but I know that I wont

love me just like you used to 
I’ll be just like I used to 
mornings, wake up around noon
body wrapped up against you

spotify

until we decay w/ 9TAILS (prod. teen pregnancy)

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

9TAILS <3

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

1242am (prod. syndrome)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

i dont wanna get too fucked up
i dont wanna get too wasted
2 shots down of bacardi black
and i dont know where my face is

why do i drink this if it tastes shit
cookie smoking spaceship 
dark backyard for the 5th damn time
in a week i need to stop this

listen to me girl
angel and demons
fill the world
i cant protect you for much longer theyre stronger 
than i can handle
a vandal upon my soul
i could love you until im cold
but i doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

i wanna die right now fucking right now
switch up in two seconds im just starving craving any help
dontchu yell
sweaty in the summer 
in my bed im screaming while i melt
terrors in the night 
i started becoming scared of myself
woah
talking to the mirror
off the drugs while im alone
i took out my septum and i threw it out onto the road
looking for identity
than throw that person to the floor
i might throw out everything
my shoes my hats and all my clothes
yo

this is not new to me
happens every night
happens every time i have too much im out of line
my friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
ask me if its cool to use my dresser i said i dont mind

i dont mind
everybody on a seperate path these days to try and lose their life
its not our time
but why the fuck we acting like we outta try
what the fuck i gotta hide
damn

experiments
build experience 
dont get lazy though thats how you lose a friend
premature end
tear shed
so preventable
its so sad
a best friend
its too bad
theres no back
once you fall in
your brain is
quickly filled with toxins
a pill reacts with your perscription
breathing heavily
do you think ill live
could you hold my hand
my legs feel like sand
pins and needles
crawling up my back
neck numb
and my heart slow clap
someone bring me back
someone hold my hand
could you have

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

stay around

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

better days (prod. hateful)

this isn't my song, just simply uploading because it's not on soundcloud.

9TAILS - never change

whole damn week (sewerperson)

i love you... (addict.)

lyrics:

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

Memory inflicted scars 
U should go home before we get too close
and Every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what u think of most and I hate it here
blood in the sink I could barely think
spent a rack last night
blood in the sink i could barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money all i see is red
you could take what you want cause im almost dead
you could tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

coma (eric godlow)

There is no real/official 9TAILS twitter, Instagram, youtube, in-game accounts or anything else. ANY account claiming/pretending to be or acting like they are 9TAILS on any platform is 100% fake.

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

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