lately I'm having trouble keeping it together

mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & taylor morgan
vocals performed by sewerperson

body high (feat. sewerperson)

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

in the back of the function getting stupid high
could you say that shit again because im hella fried
getting up and socializing would be suicide
i just want a quarter pounder meal, 
but get it supersized
im feeling good tonight 
sitting out back at a friends house
in the deck lights

pool water keep reflecting off the moonglow
tequila shots in the patio
usually the time is slow when its a shit time
but its great and its slo mo

no please no photos
just memories you could see the best view
its the best when you got no one tryna best you
cause they just wishin for the best you

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

patio (prod. Idealism)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

9TAILS <3

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

whole damn week (sewerperson)

heart_beat (sewerperson)

9tails - I Cant See Anything (prod GHXST)

lyrics:

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i cant hold my liquor anymore i gotta vomit
im filled up with the tropics
im way up on the comets
u dont need to tell her what its for shes gonna pop it
if its not her money
she try to change the topic
beige on top her leggings say dior she had to cop it
import somewhere foreign
her german whip is like a rocket
i cant book that flight right now
but once this over on it
i just packed my luggage and stuff this map inside my pocket
baby girl im sorry i cant stay the night
im vanished by the morning on another flight
i guess this the curse of the lonely life
if id known it hurt i wouldnt of done it twice
up at night packing stars into my pipe
i inhale n pause blow out northern lights
i wish you could share this moment here tonight
once i find my body imma hold u tight
i dont think shes capable of doing wrong
i just pick some shit to play and she gon sing along
it dont matter what i choose cause she know every song
ion think i deserve it but i carry on
it gets windy in december when u out at night
it just happens when we talk i never try to fight
i could make it home tomorrow if the feelings right
drunken backyard summer evenings with the water lights

ion think i could lie anymore 
i dont want to
i wonder if u try anymore
i wanna love you
i put all my faith in these feelings i have left
i had plenty shit to say but i just got it off my chest now

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

spiderwebs (nevrfall)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
this a nice moment getting ruined by her temperament
baby girl just feel the ambience
its that he said she said lets be friends
i dont wanna do this shit again
if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes
blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
i look out on to the lake and hold my knees high

i could tell you sick of everybody taking your side
they might grasp the vision but they cant see it from your eyes
course its me just go and turn on the porch light
i wont look the same but i still i kept the blank eyes

guccihighwaters:
still i keep em
i got like 20 reasons
not to fuck with you
we all know that they wanna be us
i get past that
bottles clink in my backpack
won’t puff that don’t pass that
better watch where u ash at
hope you see me
on a magazine
or in your dreams
when you’re asleep
cause you left me in the dust
like i was not enough
i was not enough
no no no

if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes

sewerperson:
lake water hitting at my waist line ya
on these cold septembers morning i could see my breath
i could feel pollution work its way into my chest
i feel sewage seeping out of me when im at rest
every new coat gets to drying up and giving way
i know its just the little things but i can tell its not the same
always had these feelings but i never had the confidence
maybe we could work if we aint see this shit so different

this a nice moment getting ruined by her temperament
baby girl just feel the ambience
its that he said she said lets be friends
i dont wanna do this shit again
if i miss the moon ill still be walking on the star signs
when im dead and gone i hope you think about me sometimes
blisters on my skin get broken into by the sheet ice
i look out on to the lake and hold my knees high

the zodiac ft guccihighwaters (nevrfall)

All revenue made from this song will be given to sewerperson to donate to BLM funds

*Revenue is from Soundcloud and Spotify streams, as YouTube is not monetised for me*

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

AMV:
https://youtu.be/ZLMMiklJ2kM

LYRICS:
if i could hear these walls
id lose my mind
the rest of heart lays in scraps on my arm
we just gotta get into every other night its like we got to
walking out my house i see these panes u put the rocks thru
i aint change my phone those texts are green because i blocked you
i hope u doing better now with no one else to talk to
i had left in the pouring rain
for an early trip i planned yesterday
smile painted across my face
as i board this plane going far away
why was pain so quickly dealt
it seems that i have forgot myself
belting out into open space
as we mumble hymns from a broken place

whole damn week
i was wondering where the cash at
whole damn week
i was moving outta glad bags
world so bleak
i been dodging all the mouse traps
words heavy
i can make it feel my back crack
reach the next day ill never know
is she ok i better hope
freckle pale face tarped over bones
sleeping half baked
eyes aint even closed damn

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

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