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Rust On The Roses • TOLKA BUTCHER

Midnight Wounds

℗ 2025 TB Records, under exclusive license to EMI Records Ltd.

Released on: 2024-08-29

Artist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Lyricist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Producer: TOLKA BUTCHER
Executive Producer: TB Records, Inc.
Composer: TOLKA BUTCHER

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Rust On The Roses

produced by @paysrmusic

lyrics:

imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me

i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me

i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse

residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me

slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last

march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out

i been seeing shadow figures 
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me

im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot

honesty (prod.  PAYSR)

produced by yusei

lyrics:

mystery 
spiteful tendancies
jealousy
manifests in me

slow down
pull back
i dont ever settle down
i just take a quick power nap

harmony is hard to come by
in my reality
could u give yours to me

blunt smoke drift up to the rooftop
rap game viagra gotta go hard
cook him up with a verse get a real chef
someone better recognize real raw

reebok, shoes, jacket, hat, and socks
sportswear lookin like a boston red sox
spark it in the backyard in my flip flops
dodge a party missing links like a wrist watch

feel the burn when i breathe
u got what u needed from me
how the fuck im spose to break free
when youre providing my heat

fill my mind when im weak
suck out information i bleed
im too high to notice anyway
theres no attention to seek

slow down
pull back
i dont ever settle down
i just take a quick power nap

harmony is hard to come by
in my reality
could u give yours to me

coxwell station
spliff smoke sunset grill back exit
personal fragrance
ever since u left clouds make it less vacant
aching
everyday smoking on big loud
bong smoke close up my throat now
cant really take big pulls out
but my sober state is too sunk down

thats my fucking honey falling into me
falling into me
baby look at me and cry when you see everything i see
everything i see

slow down
pull back
i dont ever settle down
i just take a quick power nap

harmony is hard to come by
in my reality
could u give yours to me

slime in the vents (prod. yusei)

produced by 9TAILS

lyrics:

i eat a beat like dominos
like haribos
like oreos

higher level like im subzero
like im piccolo
like im motaro

i dont got a motorolla
i dont sell it but i do it though
im sauced like alfredo

use the drugs to with cope with come up moving slo mo
this gone take two years or more no playdoh

so far so good i have yet to really change 
still go to the store if my mom needs panko
just tryna help the day go by smooth
good moods like snickers commercials
circle rotation blunt migration from my hand to my homies in the shed so gone
hiding zombies in the shed like herschel
different blood but my brothers in my circle

u want beef treat it like a family matter no urkle
smoking purple 
no nurple
rumours poppin up no kernel 
make it music
make it verbal
dont get me heated
im talking car seats
im talking coffee
im talking thermal
get the sunscreen
im talking sun beams
uv rays
ill fucking burn you

im getting dangerous 
im living dangerous
no one fuck with us more than us
whole team gassed up eat dust

stacking ideas until im maxxing my mind out
lie down lights down enter my mind now
im just a normal individual that plays with fl 
lazy young musician brother i feel like drake bell

church bells ringing in the distance while the birds yell
water well outside in the back still got the weed smell
flicking my ash in there
that backwoods stain the air 
most of my ideas start with alchohol or loud in there

breaking down part of the ride like its a county fair
this grind not perfect errors i could never go repair
it doesnt matter though 
i climb the ladder
and i disregard the laughter
while i let my vocals hit the air

its factuals
i keep it practical
switch it up and fit the pockets like its magical
its like it had to be this way
its like i had to snap and slay

its like i called it yesterday
i made some beats and slipped away
round 8 realized its 12 hours since i last ate
great ion wanna sleep thru another sunday
monday way too hard to get thru no way

its never good its never great its always ok
my broski need me then they rech me they know where i stay
give the signal and i got em (gotham) like im bruce wayne

im getting dangerous
im living dangerous
no one fuck with us more than us
whole team gassed up eat dust

dangerous

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

satellites (prod. hidden oasis)

Nothing Like Me

Nothing Like Me w/ 9tails

lyrics:

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves
20 years this flood had took u from this plain
girl u grew crustacean on ur fuckin brain
chairs inside this kitchen mold and rot away
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

shaking shit im so panicked
static
bouncing off of my tv screen
im back at hers but its just a dream
i smoke 2 blunts and sip royal green
bite the wrap and spit out the seeds
white owls and two bags of weed
i might weight it out and then let it breath
this scale not for no calories i gotta
air it out spraying ocean breeze
third eye parallel with teeth
pull it out and i let it bleed
i hold my hair back and i can see
im shooting out fucking laser beams
out the top my head like im a fucking beast
gotta wipe clear all these casualties
and i blast open this whole street
tripping over my own feet
ear full of the slow beeps
im living proof that theres something there when that cellar door
making slow creeks
getting caught in these deep sleeps
then im waking up in these singed sheets
nowadays even im surprised
about every time that my heart beats

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

swamp (nevrfall)

lyrics:

how she know her values is filled up with all the right stuff
baby use ur brain i could fill it with things to think of
i put the core inside my obelisk giving him means to wake up
go 'head n stare into his eyes with disbelief and get ur face fucked
lasers
ah
touching on my skin feel like tasers
yah
every time she promise me she break it ya
the fear inside my heart cause hesitations ya
but baby this is my life
as soon my brain turn off so does my night light
if you cant hold my head i think that i might
the mobs outside theyre house been there a fortnight
this blatant lack of reason make the world cry
this blatant use of violence make the world die
we fear to speak against it through a hive mind
we fear to speak the truth and be the bad guy
ill adopt no principles
u throw at me
its just practical
im invulnerable
multiple
of these particles
collide inside
my skeletal
no love but all
for this love inside
only long as im
not pacified
by said above
get taken hold
get body robbed
i much prefer
my current life

oooooo ooo
oooooo
oooooo ooo
oooooo

cars lights
pass me while im trapped in this white ice
dog bites
its ok he just thought it was play time
ya
shit i gotta melt my skin im too cold
i just picked up my phone first time today
and i felt old
baby if u show through façade some sort of love then im sold
i spent plenty nights too deep in thought
and realized that im too cold
all of my greatest strengths remain in boxes left to go collect mold
guess u never really know what u hold

discourse with the lion fox hybrid (eric godlow)

lyrics:

kick me punch me
what I'm spose do to make you love me
I cant blame you
I wouldn't love me
and I'm way too fussy
I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
5am she's still snoring

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

cross eyed
I wanna help you but I don't know how
I wanna hold you you said not right now
I say I love you and you shut me down
i cant tell you why I still reach out
do you believe that I mean it though
said you're bad shit crazy I don't mean it though
to this meeting I propose a toast
to neglecting those that we might need the most
and I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
I cant picture what I looked like yesterday
let alone what I look like last year
I feel horrible
I suppose it all settles down
vital signs back to normal ground
cigarettes in this wet crowd
late night at the lost and found
I can bike back in streetlights
I could stay as long as you like
curled up in the back room
I wont fold we can tell them lies
go to sleep baby I swear I'll be beside you
you can trust everything stay between us two
I believe we can make it through this monsoon
if you find yourself ensnared just know I got you

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

signs (eric godlow)

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satellites (prod. hidden oasis)

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