Hey-boo

produced by me!

lyrics:

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

u say that u wanna go
but baby u having a good time
vodka and cherry coke
20 degrees in the night time

tattoos in the ripped jeans
u lookin so fine
if u wanna go lets go
and have some alone time

why did i wait
swear i had it all made
but i dropped it all and she dont even see me in her free time

u didnt call me saturday
there go the plans that we made
i shouldnt care at all but frankly baby ur my only lifeline

what u mean u cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what u yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

song sampled: Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Pictures

after party (prod. 9TAILS)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by penacho

lyrics:

it never had to be like this no
this was the path you chose
fade away to the background i go
three times no show
made me lose hope
forcing me back on my own
gave me the room and the whole floor
so i did it all on my own
i did it all on my own
bottle shots and a backwoods 
too busy to pick up the phone
too coooooold in april i still need a coat 
the weather had my feelings froze
my words got you blue in the toes
sour jack got me fried like calamari 
ion wanna play a game like this shit is sorry
i will not attend another pity party
my message clear words burn call this shit Bacardi
i been patient as i can get
the trust wasnt there in the end
ur searchin for dirt in my texts
you find what you looking for yet
i been up all night
i need to sleep
i fear my dreams
guilt haunting me
ill be alright
i have to be
they feed off me
they breathe thru me
mind racing ya
ion think i got enough oxygen
ion think i like these circumstances
ion hear the lies bout where you been
something like solo
windbreaker old school like disco
steady sleeping on me like pillow
keep away for you its highly confidential
ive some tales of what ive seen
things ive dragged directly from my dreams
things you wouldnt wanna get close to
things that would mold you
things that would target your weakness and fold you
sour jack got me fried like calamari 
ion wanna play a game like this shit is sorry
i will not attend another pity party
my message clear words burn call this shit bicardi
i been patient as i can get
the trust wasnt there in the end
ur searchin for dirt in my texts
you find what you looking for yet

calamari (prod. penacho)

produced by 9TAILS

lyrics:

kick it into overrr drive
chuggin down a five alive
man its great the be alive
were so comfy that were killing time

i been stuck in overdrive
im not coming home tonight
told mum sleeping at a friends place
but my friend doesnt live outside of the gas station
like where am i again
im way too fried
clothes all sweaty and my hair all tied back
thought id take a walk
sometimes life get hard like a cock
blocked
on every social media
i almost dont love her
slayer tee ripped pajama pants and her converse

made me feel like a monster
fuck it ion want her
fuck it ion love her
straight to zero contact after being smothered
forgetting one another

missing from my role
man its gotta take  a toll
ion know why but
she shows no signs
of yearning of my presence in her life
goodnight
sleeps sound like everything is right

she isnt dealing with the same sleepless nights as me
got somebody else to hold her tight but

i dont care
im in overdrive
every hair
on my neck is high
every nugget in the bag in dry
in my chair all 8 hours of the whole fucking night
im grinding
like boardslide
drop clutch vroom 
im in overdrive
drift pass opps
im the coolest guy
doors got no hope so its suicide

i might leave you a note
when the time comes when i leave for my home
never felt like i belong
home gotta be somewhere in the stars so im gone

never had a friend i treat as well as my bong
still grateful just not very fond of friendship
just more shit with an ending
with my love on pending
ion got time to waste
ion got time for breaks
ion got time for snakes
or fakes or a 1 time tinder date
thats real shit
bad shit happens now i barely feel it
sad shit welcomed it help me write my lyrics
in the life limo and i dont know how to steer it
but pedal down cause

i dont care
im in overdrive
every hair
on my neck is high
every nugget in the bag in dry
in my chair all 8 hours of the whole fucking night
im grinding
like boardslide
drop clutch vroom 
im in overdrive
drift pass opps
im the coolest guy
doors got no hope so its suicide

overdrive

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

i dont wanna get too fucked up
i dont wanna get too wasted
2 shots down of bacardi black
and i dont know where my face is

why do i drink this if it tastes shit
cookie smoking spaceship 
dark backyard for the 5th damn time
in a week i need to stop this

listen to me girl
angel and demons
fill the world
i cant protect you for much longer theyre stronger 
than i can handle
a vandal upon my soul
i could love you until im cold
but i doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

i wanna die right now fucking right now
switch up in two seconds im just starving craving any help
dontchu yell
sweaty in the summer 
in my bed im screaming while i melt
terrors in the night 
i started becoming scared of myself
woah
talking to the mirror
off the drugs while im alone
i took out my septum and i threw it out onto the road
looking for identity
than throw that person to the floor
i might throw out everything
my shoes my hats and all my clothes
yo

this is not new to me
happens every night
happens every time i have too much im out of line
my friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
ask me if its cool to use my dresser i said i dont mind

i dont mind
everybody on a seperate path these days to try and lose their life
its not our time
but why the fuck we acting like we outta try
what the fuck i gotta hide
damn

experiments
build experience 
dont get lazy though thats how you lose a friend
premature end
tear shed
so preventable
its so sad
a best friend
its too bad
theres no back
once you fall in
your brain is
quickly filled with toxins
a pill reacts with your perscription
breathing heavily
do you think ill live
could you hold my hand
my legs feel like sand
pins and needles
crawling up my back
neck numb
and my heart slow clap
someone bring me back
someone hold my hand
could you have

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

stay around

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies were not a factor
gotta move different cause some outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truth's what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get scattered
on my new reeboks plant matter
in a coned out raw
smoke the spliff than make this song
holding in smoke face blue man group
loud way too loud man it smell like poop
enough about me tell me more about you
did your friend text back did you link that dude
do you treat him like a main or a strong number 2
you aboutta break with the weight on you
did you put the faith in him but he always fell through
lately i just hope that im not that dude
"you aint really do nothing bad" says you
i been getting pew pew'd every other song
drop *boom* drop bombs and support is gonna cease i guess
profit increase so do ever bodies needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off, now you fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss your teeth whats next

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

i want december
there wasn't as many plans 
that i felt bad for missing to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain
and the subject matter inside
you leave im working im eager something i could never hide

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive my thoughts overwrite as fear overides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked with the blood spit
yuck

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

some missed calls

i can hear u talk to me (rizi X mathiastyner)

9tails - I Cant See Anything (prod GHXST)

lyrics:

if this is how it ends
well im glad you were part of it
this was all inside my head before
i even started it
you made it to the end and i appreciate the tolerance
really im my brain inside my head and that is it
these holograms around me somehow willing me to live
and i know i cant touch u i mean really really touch you
on atomic level shit but thats not how were meant to fit
if you look at people walking everybody moves the same
perfect mess of flesh and bone equipped with total mental reign
when you think about it really only difference is the brain
so thats why im looking thru you when im talking to ur face
please dont be scared
theres nothing for me to think about
its over now
im sober now
i power down

catching up cuz she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when you go out
cause when i fall asleep youre the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak now you busy to go out
threw my dreams out all i do is seep now

its over.  you can go home (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
would u Look at all my hair on the floor
and If im not scared I need more
Lifes hard like a tough mudder course
and Lately my bones grow sore
and I could hear my sons thru the chords
and If I had a choice I would abort them
cause I don’t do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though I just try to ignore them yea
cause Up inside my head they not important anymore
She say that im not like I was before
But im just not dumb anymore So Im just not nice anymore
and No im not taking anymore Black blood in my broken heart
Saw dust in my swollen pores No life in my pickled corpse
and Im asleep in the shit water trench in the ground under the city 
Pieces of my body float free from me Leave from me
In like 20 something years they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
and U don’t scare me bitch
I am used to this Try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold Yet I welcome it yea

scary (eric godlow)

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