cool art i found on twitter 🙃

lyrics

wakin up in the morning
i’m hurt im sore im-

thought this gonna be a sad song right
i feel so good when i stand up straight ya
i do this for me but id love to have a lil community
some friendship, this shit like a cruise ship 
blank canvas that’s my vacay
no need for a vacate 
ion need no payday 
fuck a record deal ion want grade a
whatever i drop that’s my say word 

( i dont even wanna say anything this part of the beats fuckin beautiful bro)

this shit make me wanna cry
shed tears from my blue gray eyes
happy chandeliers 
shoutout my peers but are they really my peers if they don’t know me
i been feelin lonely the past days i got long term friends but they feel fake now (now)
i should probly move out 
be a king i like how a crown sound
plus when i make music i tend to be loud
i don’t wanna wake my mom up (mom up)
nerd neck lookin like a llama
first car i drove was a focus not a honda (vibes)
i got a black coat feel like wakanda
snake devil fruit you an anaconda
flow switch water on my wrist no perseus jackson yaa

blank_canvas_vacation (michael harrison)

produced by the wonderful @iamaneerdowell

lyrics;
i say i try my best
but i
never try my best x2

gods always putting me thru tests
and all my friends are pushing me to the ledge
im still waiting for a text from my ex
my dr switched my meds
i think theyre working
its hard to fix something when ur always hurting
and nothings ever fucking working

is this shit always in my fuckedup head
i get tired of waking up and wanting to be dead
idk how much energy i got left
so leave me alone

if i do not answer the phone dont call me again
i dont wanna talk to you, you always got a plan
you use me for attention than go back to your man
ik i was apart of the plan
its okay you win

i say i try my best
but i
never try my best x2

try my best

r0lling d0pe prod. inkivi

lyrics:

shutting down my eyelids
turning down the vibrance
thinking bout what i did
wondering if i'll live
all i hear are sirens
i just need some silence

shit that we got going on
we never talk about it 
dodging all your questions
finding every way around it
secrets hidden under layers of rock
well guess what i already found it
tell me are you safe
and do you trust all your surroundings
moment that i left i swear it felt like i was drowning 
thoughts inside my brain are more than noise 
i feel it pounding
i dont like this feeling having everyone surround me

shutting down my eyelids
turning down the vibrance
thinking bout what i did
wondering if i'll live
all i hear are sirens
i just need some silence

shit that we got going on
we never talk about it 
dodging all your questions
finding every way around it
secrets hidden under layers of rock
well guess what i already found it
tell me are you safe
and do you trust all your surroundings

do you trust all your surroundings (prod. wraithontheporch)

👻

(MisFiiT) you in the club and i’m in my bed at home
you go ghost i can’t rant cuz i been doing that
i been scrounging for your love in the trash ima sewer rat (fuckin rat)
i feel like cold cuz i always want more and more 
chimney, i feel like im stuck in a chimney
claustrophobic 
bacardi my cup it’s empty
i’m tired of feelin envious (jealous wreck)
there’s a pit in my gut
know this what i want
but i know you don’t care about it

(yungcray) you was at the club I was alone drinking down, this bottle that I store behind my bed,  it really help,
I’m in my head, it’s like a boat, I think I might drown,
I wanna go, just read my notes, I wrote it all down 

and I been feeling reckless, I really wish I knew more 
and I might wreck this life, or find anew door 
all black diamond necklace, it’s pretty it’s a dark tool, 
I think I’ll just go home and maybe write more

(icaruslurks) 
I do to much I know 
Lately I’ve been off coke 
And I don’t drink that much
I guess you’ll never really know 
But I guess I’m not sober tho
And if I say I am then I’m lyin
Can’t pretend I’m sober when I’m flyin
Can’t pretend I’m happy when I’m cryin
If I say I’m not then I’m lyin 
If I say I miss you then I’m lyin 
There’s no denying the misery 
I feel when you’re next to me 
I feel when you’re next to me

ghost in da club w/ yungcray & Icaruslurks (emory x cl6udy)

beat - @wraithontheporch
feat - @wraithwilldie
master - @iamaneerdowell

lyrics:

watch it all fall to dust
the reality has crumbled of somebody that i used to love
looking at the time
its 2 in the night
look up at the sky damn
i just wanna die brain thinking suicide
imma dodge responsibilities cuz i dont wanna try
i dont really ever think that you could see shit from my eyes
cuz we live 2 different lives
on some real shit i think yours is just way easier than mine
i dont wanna say my feelings i'll just tell u that im fine

baby I don’t wanna try
i don’t wanna know what I’ll find when time spent
turns to my whole life went by
i don’t wanna close these eyes
every second chance I let slip by
every fucking moment I let die
how can I forgive myself tonight?

watch it all fall to dust
the reality has crumbled of somebody that i used to love
looking at the time
its 2 in the night
look up at the sky damn
i just wanna die brain thinking suicide
imma dodge responsibilities cuz i dont wanna try
i dont really ever think that you could see shit from my eyes
cuz we live 2 different lives
on some real shit i think yours is just way easier than mine
i dont wanna say my feelings i'll just tell u that im fine

could never put urself in my shoes cuz u cant afford them ft. wraithwilldie (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

Time had stopped
And I could see
I was that which
Ended we

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks to my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

u know I might be on drugs but my brain works and I got a big heart
but Is it big enough to be washed of this whole thing and sent forth
Her Serpentine eyes stare a dead hole in me from the dashboard
Im getting fucked up in the drivers seat to see if I could’ve done more

What has become of him 
I could throw up with the tension that has taken me on this night
What has become of them
I will burn up from the warmth inside this fire blanket wrapped tight

so Take up the wheel inside ur free hand
and U feel the hurt they missed in their death
Peel back his eyes to watch it again
for The reaper is here to pick thru your friends
the angry man waits and he picks at himself
The patient man stays and he offers him his help
The patient he tends to will take to his thrill
But angry again he becomes when he’s still
so Its thrill that ur after
Its thrill that u want
Its cheap if u choose to take risk of its harm
Its thrilling to me how you gamble its scorn
Im thrilled to inform you the tissue you’ve torn

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks into my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

putty man / drugs p2 (sorrowbringer)

FREE FOR NON PROFIT MUST CREDIT IN TITLE (Prod. chasing.angels)
BPM 129
KEY F MINOR 440
SAMPLE : Hollywood Undead : Circles

[free] emo rap type beat "Deathnotes and Loveletters"

it's been a while ♡

oh i should
clean up the mess inside my room
so there’s no pillow i could hide with
it smells so utterly perfumed
it starts to shake behind my eyelids

from the dark
into sight
where its us
realigned
make a wish
to the people
we once were and try
to believe
it was once
worth the time
just because
looking in
from afar
couldn’t see
what we are

and one day i’ll look back
thinking fuck that
oh i should
oh i should
i’d still shed a light for u
if u wanted that
oh i would
oh i would

crawling out of my sheets
for the first time in weeks
try to pull back the strings
to save me from defeat
what has happened to me?
brush it off until i’m bleak
block it out until i see
it still revolves around me

shed (arceo x kerel)

The Sum Of All Things

(Lyrics)
Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up, just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

Maybe I'm a mess but I guess she kinda like that
Thoughts inside my head, gone again but know they'll be back
Feeling like a reject, say goodbye then
I'm so used to it and I'm so used to this

Can't fall asleep, wondering
What the hell have I been doing lately
Shoutout to Reytee, now my brain is working
Preparing for the...

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
(Calm down, Calm down)
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
(All alone now, I'm alone by myself now)
Speak up, just know that I won't pick it up
(Don't know what to do uh)
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out
(Sorry if I'm not around)

Comedown, getting ready for the comedown
It's too loud, I can't really hear your voice now
Speak up just know that I won't pick it up
Put my face to the ground, hoping to make it out

I luv y'all 🤍
Thank you @reytee for the instrumental <3

Lately [reytee]

I need to post more...

prod for DEADWOOD collective

The Sum Of All Things

NE'ERDOWELL