Everybody's Gonna Leave Eventually

My Only Friend

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal 
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

hey there i got your letter
every word bled through the paper
you wrote with so much weight
i hope you’re feeling better

avoiding signs from my body
cuz i can’t think of better things to do 
i lost everyone but you

cut ties with anyone around me
they never cared
about me
they’ll probably all
forget me
eventually

and i’m stuck 
being
everything i hated
and i wish 
that i could 
some how make it up to u
the lies and all my faults
were getting to me
i think i should rot
eternally

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

its so good 
lost feeling
im getting better im healing
on every first of the month
i always fuck it up
you didnt hurt me enough
so now we're back in touch
told myself i'd never fall in love again
care too much im fucking up myself instead
losing grip on my reality
its how it always ends
im never going back home
and i dont wanna be friends

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling

appeal (feat. vito)

lyrics
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yeah i think that its time to break up
i can see that ur mad as fuck, 
but i’ve had enough of ur toxic love
got me so fucked up & i’m jaded

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

always in the backround
still all black now
gettin too faded that i always black out
had me in a chokehold, so i hadda tap out
my word don’t mean shit when i always back out

sometimes i feel like i’m stuck in time
guess im the one that got left behind
tryna pick up the pieces again
but maybe i could just use a friend

yeah i think that its time to break up
i can see that ur mad as fuck, 
but i’ve had enough of ur toxic love
got me so fucked up & i’m jaded

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

a void inside that i cant fill
it makes me feel so empty
the voice inside says one more pill
don’t tempt me

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can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

break up! [prod. SyphonBeatz x Perish]

if you cant make room ft. steadysuffer *noahmadethiss + jolst*

[+] gotta keep moving regardless
* produced by jammy beatz *

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TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[chorus: seejayxo]
im still smoking til its ashes
now im living lavish
Ion need to pass it
prolly thinkin that im average
thinkin that I had it
im only getting started
gotta keep moving regardless
say that im cold hearted
well u aint seen the scars bitch
I been working my damn hardest
you aint even artists
you tryna fit a trend

[verse 1: seejayxo]

when I tell her she goin bend
I could see you thru my lens
make a movie, you aint never knew me
I drop a hit and now ur bitch she getting groovy
4 grams in my blunt can barely roll it up
she said that she wanna fuck, so I let her fuck
need a bitch that know me but I don't even know me
look into the mirror wish that I could see the old me
do not let nobody know me
if u really love me then I guess u gotta show me
I been working on my lonely
play one of my tracks and now they all just try to bro me

[chorus: seejayxo]

[verse 2: wstdyth]

double dutch chains, rolling double dutches
too fast, can't be switching lanes, keep it 200 
speed wobble, dubstep bass in the whip bumping
i can see so easily ur fake, u should quit frontin 
touchdown, flip it in a day, that's a quick hundred 
hit it off, leavin home bass gotta keep running 
roll it up and take it to the face, i don't leave nothin 
i was feeling too stuck in my ways, hadda eat something 
smoking grass, grow between the blades, these ain't king trumpets 
my fits are always wet like everglades, hurricane coming
valentine's day, i got bouquets sent away
smoking california rolls at the stop signs every day

ashes (feat. wstdyth) [prod. jammy beatz]

this song is officially on Spotify and all major streaming services 🫶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3nT9S7hmprVOuFddHkdZX3?si=eOYP4-eNRveZFJL7lolDhg

shout out @rip_therapper for the art :)

stream on spotify here

guess this is the end (prod. siemspark x drmabeats)

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

NOBODY LIKED YOU [PROD. R!VH]

ur so fly b4by

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
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💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ Smilecrayola ✨
💎 @smilecrayola 💎
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✨ Remghost ✨
💎 @remghost 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/remghost/ 💎

✨ Sanctuary ✨
💎 @kroogrt 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/sanctuarythereis/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
You're so fly baby waste of time baby
Where you are baby wait for me stay up late for me
It's the time to just stop it
Think we lost it with all this nonsense
Im coughing, it's costing, were at a loss bitch

Im falling, for your eyes can you stop me
Im stalling, you held my key can you restart me
Im crying, please dont leave me thought you loved me
Im dying, dont pull the plug leave me bleeding

People try to slow me down
Cut em off and move faster
Watch how i walk around town
Speeding off right past her
Now that i got my crown
When they talk they whisper
Had to find my way out
And i know i wont miss her

You're so fly baby waste of time baby
Where you are baby wait for me stay up late for me
It's the time to just stop it
Think we lost it with all this nonsense
Im coughing, it's costing, were at a loss bitch

Cant slow down purple rain made my heart cold
Last night down took a pill fucked my old hoe
I cant pop no seals all that muddy gets old
I might sign a deal pay my bills get my wrist froze

You're so fly baby waste of time baby
Where you are baby wait for me stay up late for me
It's the time to just stop it
Think we lost it with all this nonsense
Im coughing, it's costing, were at a loss bitch

Im falling, for your eyes can you stop me
Im stalling, you held my key can you restart me
Im crying, please dont leave me thought you loved me
Im dying, dont pull the plug leave me bleeding

People try to slow me down
Cut em off and move faster
Watch how i walk around town
Speeding off right past her
Now that i got my crown
When they talk they whisper
Had to find my way out
And i know i wont miss her

You're so fly baby waste of time baby
Where you are baby wait for me stay up late for me
It's the time to just stop it
Think we lost it with all this nonsense
Im coughing, it's costing, were at a loss bitch

stream ❄️

hey b4by! (prod. remghost & sanctuary & smilecrayola)

prod. underwood beats
engineered by @kingtheta

lyrics: 

1080p dreams:
I really fucked things up this time 
no redemption
I probably should have seen it coming
but I don't pay attention
and nothing that I try will make it better
it's time to go outside and face the weather
I can't find my tuque 
where on earth did it go?
I guess I'll just put my hood up while trudging through the snow
feeling the cold air decreasing my blood flow
everything will soon fall apart
that's one thing that I know
but what a nice winter breeze
I'm finding myself at peace
no longer down on my knees 
and begging god help me please
I'm here in minus degrees
cold but my mind is at ease 
liking this nice winter breeze
right before I start to freeze

brexx <3:
man I hate december cause I remember
when everything went timber
when everything had ended
the love that had false feelings 
and the words masked by the real thing
but what I said I meant it
you broke it and you bent it
said we'd be forever 
is 3 months the new forever?
in both cases it was forever
whatever

1080p dreams:
but what a nice winter breeze
what a nice winter breeze
but what a nice winter breeze
I'm finding myself at peace
no longer down on my knees 
and begging god help me please
I'm here in minus degrees
cold but my mind is at ease 
liking this nice winter breeze
right before I start to freeze

Stream on Spotify

winter breeze ft. brexx <3 (prod. underwood beats)

i've become everything i hate (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3sg1aqLsJU

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break up! [prod. SyphonBeatz x Perish]

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