i could use another shot w/ skele (vishs)

i gotta find my way out...
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LYRICS:
i gotta find my way out
of this 6 foot hole you call a better life
i wasn't meant for this town,
and i've been down this road a thousand times but i still
still move along, it won't end here
still hanging on, but it gets me every time

i'm gettin tired running round all the same damn streets
been getting high and overthinking like the whole damn week
i tried to keep it to myself but now it's hurting
push everyone i love so far away i'm such a burden
i think i made it too far now to find another way out
well maybe i'm just too fucked up, give me another round
singing nananananana nanananana nananananana nanananana
i can't sit and watch another day go by, 
i'll never sleep another night i'm on a mission...

i gotta find my way out
of this 6 foot hole you call a better life
i wasn't meant for this town,
and i've been down this road a thousand times but i still
still move along, it won't end here
still hanging on, but it gets me every time

(outro)
i gotta find my way out
of this 6 foot hole you call a better life
i wasn't meant for this town,
and i've been down this road a thousand times but i still
i gotta find my way out
of this 6 foot hole you call a better life
i wasn't meant for this town,
and i've been down this road a thousand times but i still

6 Foot Hole

lyrics

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

(autumndropsdead)
next time i’ll fuck it up 
cause i know that i am
nothing but a little bitch 
yeah a little cunt
the world’s falling out of my hands
and they took my fingerprint
while my hands were cuffed
got blood up all in the sand 
so i lit a bonfire just to feel hotter but
honestly i just can’t
go through another day
imma fade; fucking toxic, shitty fakes
i got way too many toxins 
coursing through like every vein
in the moment but they never last
in the moment while i’m in the past 
i was laying all up on the grass 
had my head up all upon your lap
now it’s over
or am i feeling change
or is it closure?
cause it feels all the same

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

tired of trying w/ autumndropsdead

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

SPOTIFY

shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no you dont needa cry, baby we will be okay
hopin over obsticles, im grindin everyday
i promised everyone that i would make it out some day
do somethin with my life, i dont wanna throw away

ur the only thing i got, and its fuckin with my brain
my noggin full of passion and emotion, every day
its fixed on to a notion, so im coasting far away
im fallin for your love, dont you ever run away

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no, i dont know what to say
when you causin problems, feel so bad and im ashamed
to tell you that i love you when you seem to always hate
but ill just keep on pushing, hoping you dont leave some day

whys it seem so hard for you to say
that you wanna fuckin call me at least every other day
and i dont wanna say it cause im so afriad youll say
that you had it with my shit, ill find another, please dont babe

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

Darker Days (prod. YungLukas)

silence...

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its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

wake, waking up late
u smoke a blunt and im feelin like shit
ur up in the clouds for an hour i guess
while i sit and cry, lay on top of my bed

is it the ocean, where i be
but the water be frozen, -20 degrees
drill me a hole, so i can drive in
BE PART OF DEATH, WITH THE REAPER AGAIN!

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

 i dont do, too much, with my life
i sit right here, learn about this shit, but why
there's no point at all
yet i wright, these songs
spend my money and my time, just to hope it all, works out

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

the sound of silence (prod. bowniebeats)

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

saving my breath

shiki xo - saving my breath (vishs)

music video:
https://youtu.be/DyWl0tQbD9Q

Don't go
Please don't go I need you
You're a fever dream and I'm sick of you
I can't find a reason you'd wanna be here with me
I adore you
You keep breathing yeah I'm in ecstasy
I won't stop
I'm driving all night just to have this for a second and

I'd ride all the way across the desert for you
Y'all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
They don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over
I'd ride all the way across the desert for you
Y'all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
They don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

I really wanna be fine
I'm sorry I can't be that all of the time
You understand I'd do anything to make you smile
I don't even wanna save you from yourself
I just wanna make you someone you like
I was lost and taking it slow I thought I'd do this right
Got on I-95 and drove all night
When you're all alone I can't stand it
Call me back when you hear this

I'd ride all the way across the desert for you
Y'all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
They don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over
I'd ride all the way across the desert for you
Y'all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
They don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

spotify

fever dream (p. tennis player)

loaded gun! - lyrics

————————————

aye i put my fist thru the wall again
im putting back up my walls again
they just want me to fall again
& all i want is for this to end

hate it, every single day i feel like breakin
wasted, fell thru the floor & hit the pavement
baby, say that u need me but u playin
face it, maybe my life ain’t worth savin

my friends they hate my guts
my family thinks i’m nuts
everybody thinks i’ve lost it
wish i had a loaded gun! x2

Am i crazy who knows
I let my ambition flow
All of my voices explode
Screams from inside my soul

Took a little to much
Here i am again
You say that this is true love
Thats why it burns in the end

Say you need me
Youd rather bleed me
powder freezing
numb my breathing

Say you need me
Youd rather bleed me
Cup with my feelings
Dying in the evening

grinding my teeth while im sleeping
i only only see u when im dreaming
inside of myself i’ve been screaming
did me so bad like why u do me like that

my friends they hate my guts
my family thinks i’m nuts
everybody thinks i’ve lost it
wish i had a loaded gun! x2

loaded gun! w/ frvr&alwys [prod. trace ✰]

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

Stepping Stone w/ Idkconundrum (prod. King Theta)

i've become everything i hate (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3sg1aqLsJU

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loaded gun! w/ frvr&alwys [prod. trace ✰]

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