your music is always amazing. I'm so glad i found your music. thank you. from japan

Miss you Mr.Jonathan Ng, thank you sm for blessing me and so many others with you music🫶🏼

I blink and this song hits the exact same 7 years later.

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Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

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End Credits

Nocturne

Gravity

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cigarette ash like wildfire
burning holes in the nighttime
open scars cut like barbed wire
white lies flying high like a ceasefire
dropping flags on the shoreline
this is as far as i can feel right
cos what you dont know
can haunt you

and all we ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos happy endings hardest to fake

sunsets on power lines
making a break for the otherside
heading out to where that sunshine
45 millimeter rolling like we lost time
polaroids and outcast
rather burnout young than grow up fast
and we could be forever futurebound
cos all i need is time and now and i could leave this past behind me
and maybe ill see a way for me to stay
when theres so much out there
so ill live forgetting for the time being
[and all we ever wanted]
[was sunlight and honesty]
[highlights to want to repeat]
[lets get away from here and]
[live like the movies do]
and i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while
so lets run
make a great escapeand ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos everything was never the same

and i want to let you know
i want to let you go
but i just cant bring myself to speak
but this is how it goes
the end credits the roll
this bridge was built over kerosine
but we can watch it
[burn down]
[we can watch it burn down]

and all i ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos you can wish away forever but youll never find a thing like today﻿

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Interlude

of course im scared
would i be thinking straight if i wasnt
of course im scared sometimes
even if i say it dont phase me
or if i say im not hazy

cos drowning aint so bad
cos at least you know where youre going
but were all futurebound
so i guess thats really the same thing

but i always liked the thought of maybe being a runaway
i could be your lover and you could be my heartache
and i could sing the songs that we used to sing when we were kids
maybe that could take us back to before we got stuck in this

i want to be like john dillinger
just try to catch me if you can
and we could drive off in the sunset
even if its not the plan

cos plans are overrated
cos you never really know where youre going
and the past is always changing
aint been gold since i remembered it that way

but i always liked the thought of maybe being a runaway
i could be your lover and you could be my heart ache
and i could could sing the songs that we used to sing way back when
the future wasnt everything
we lived because we loved it then
oh im going back
catch me if you can

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and this is just another sad song
cant deny that ive been needing one
and that the world is always at fault
and we did nothing how did we do wrong
and ive been thinking that when we thought
the world would break us that we werent wrong
but its just never been the world outside
and sonder kinda has me terrified
and im so sorry i cant find the time
spend all my days over preoccupied
and ive been thinking bout how id react
if you were me and i was ghosted out
and i know i should try more
but ive been so caught in my own small shit that i cant see
past the nothing around me
but ive been trying really fucking hard not to try so hard
really fucking hard to just let go
really fucking hard not to try so hard
and realise ive nowhere left to go

/and playing it safe.

i think you think too much of me

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「僕はふつうの子」
music&lyric&song by TORIENA

他愛ない妄言を吐き
変りものと揶揄される
無意識の威嚇行為
無邪気さで許された

しあわせな空想描き
闇雲にかける暗示
つかの間の現実逃避

だけどー

僕はそう普通だ
変わってなんかないさ
僕はそう普通だ
みんなと同じなんだ

僕が変わってても
僕はキカイじゃないから
こうやって思うこと全部
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僕はそう普通だ
変わってなんかないさ
僕はそう普通だ
みんなと同じなんだ

僕が変わってても
狂ってなんかないさ
僕はそう普通だ
みんなと同じなんだ

僕はふつうの子

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

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gold
8 of 13

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free fall for now
desert air wont drown you out
and for a second i thought the world was ending 
and i couldnt breathe in
and so this isnt your time
been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
cant you realise
fuck the summertime its you
so scared of overgrowing youth
when its not done with you

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

so what you rushing for
who said its now or never?
i think youre taking on the wrong advice
but its alright if these are your worst times
you know youre good
youre good

and if you want you can breathe on your own
this isnt what i thought but its beautiful
make peace with your mistakes and theyll turn to gold
weightless i let go

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

call it what you want but i call it growing up
and im done

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float
10 of 13

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i cant find you
but cant fault you
cos i can get so caught up in my own head
 
you just float through
i cant catch you
and i can understand
but cant face the feeling
that im just another end
 
so when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you
 
but i can float too
and i dont ask for much from you
and maybe thats too much too soon
so i keep rolling through the blackout
no fire without some fallout
made peace out of the pieces
not i cant take it back now no
but i keep on track now up
and yeah thats all of it
i gave up my youth for this
cos i wanted it and
if you think that i need you then youre out of your head
but i want you
 
so bring me down
and drown me out
ill be waiting here when youre ready
and ill lay me down unfinished now
 
so when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you
come back to you
come back to you
oh its always you
gon come back to you
come back to you
gon come back to you
come back to you
 
so bring me down
and drown me out
ill be waiting here when youre ready
and ill lay me down
 
unfinished
 
when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
if you let me
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you

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wings
4 of 13

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last night was a car crash
highlights meet a quick end
live the high life 'fore the week ends
coming down hard to the sunset sinking in

didnt try hard for a diehard
nothing i can say that you wont get wrong
and everybody asks where youre gone now
can you only really want
what you dont have enough?
everything you ever wanted adding up
to be the reason you cant stand it now
you talk a lot well act like it
finally found a way to get myself untangled

and undone but its alright
this aint been the dream in a long time
make sure you play the music when my times up
oh just say it im done

so if you loved me how was i supposed to know?
cos now were fading and losing what we wanted most
but in spite of how you feel its not the end of the world
some say these things are for the best
how are you so sure?

and you can find me where the sea pours into the stars
ill get there someday
i hope you find everything you think that you want
bruises will fade
time on our side we can wait for it
ill be doing fine if you are
cos life is but a dream
only as real as you let it be

so if you loved me how was i supposed to know?
and now were fading and losing what we wanted most
but in spite of how you feel its not the end of the world
some say these things are for the best
for better, or worse

Nocturne

EDEN

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