not my music but still good stuff

nudist

visual on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oBWnPjKgWw&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

wherever nowhere is

King of the Castle

why not lol i think it actually sounds better Attention: none of the soft clippers used in this song were harmed in any way. The soft clippers are paid* actors.

The Bad Guy But Fuckin Slammed

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/77JZTl7szXGhpwyJ7sLghL?si=d787796911b94893

I pruhdooced this myslef

I’m putting out fires tryna prevent hell
To be honest don’t got anybody else
Tone it down try to calm myself
But I’m afraid I’ll change and 
That’ll never change cause

You’re so vulnerable and lost at your lowest
That's when they’ll try to find you
You don’t need it and you know it
And if you let it get to the point where
You lose the point, well
I’ll hate me instead
Damn it
Don't fall off the hill that we been standing
I’m begging
I hope you understand it
That I’m all that you got so don’t abandon
I’m begging
I hope when you make it you won't be in shambles
Cause that’d be a shame
And it happened to Hansel
Well anyways
I hope that you get this
I’m leaving a message
In case u dont pick up the phone 
And you hit cancel
 
Please don’t ever push your friends away
I hope you keep em close 
And always make sure they’re okay
Stop the overthinking man 
I promise that they love you
Just be in the present you don't need a thing to say
I hope you never have a big ego
I hope that you don't turn into the bad people that we know 
Cause those people make me feel like such shit
So don’t you ever fucking think that you’re above it
Honestly I’m in a pretty fucked up state
I’m in my room nowhere to go I’ll suffocate
But I hope you’re doing so much better
Without your vendettas
You’re so vulnerable and lost at your lowest
That's when they’ll try to find you
You don’t need it and you know it
And if you let it get to the point where
You lose the point, well
I’ll hate me instead
Damn it
Don't fall off the hill that we been standing
I’m begging
I hope you understand it
That I’m all that you got so don’t abandon
I’m begging
I hope when you make it you won't be in shambles
Cause that’d be a shame
And it happened to Hansel
Well anyways
I hope that you get this
I’m leaving a message
In case u dont pick up the phone 
And you hit cancel

in case you don't pick up the phone

dear death

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Listen on Spotify!

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

iris

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall1669


/lyrics/ 

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

0.1 (nevrfall)

New single “God Complex” featuring Kanashi 

-Lyrics-
Oh wow 
I almost got a word out 
The moment you opened your mouth 
I knew I couldn’t say shit 
Cause you don’t wanna hear
No you don’t wanna hear it
Oh wow
I thought you had my back
Turns out it’s just not like that 
Cause you only care for yourself
No you don’t care about no one else
Cause it’s always bout you
No it’s never bout me
You don’t give a single fuck 
About my feelings
Cause it’s always bout you 
No it’s never bout me 
You don’t even know
Just what I’m dealing with
In my chest 
Dealing with in my head
This feeling of regret 
This feeling of regret

She thinks the world revolves 
Around her and her thoughts 
She’s only there to tear me 
Down down down 
Feeling like I can’t breathe 
Slowly suffocating 
I don’t think you know 
Just what’s best for me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

I don’t think that’s 
What’s best for me
One moment you are loving on me 
The next you want me to leave 
It gets me more fucked up 
Then you would ever believe 
But one thing is for sure 
You’ll never catching me begging for you
Yeah you think you’re so fucking special 
But you’re not 
You and that god complex 
Can fuck off and rot
You just wanna control me
And it probably would have worked
On the old me
Yeah it probably would’ve would’ve 
Worked on the old me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me
She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

Prod splashgvng X IOF
Mix by killing art X kanashi 
Master by kanashi

God Complex (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Splashgvng X IOF]

All My Cards - v1 - 11.18.2025

Produced By LIVING PUFF
Written & recorded by Quinn - 11.18.2025
Mixed by Quinn



[Verse 1]
Ooh, oh
Never ever have I seen you look better
A flame that ignites like the stars & the heavens
I'll walk the walk with you through the bad whether
But me & you could never be together, I

Know that you feel it too
Me & you could never be together, baby
I feel the weight in this rainstorm lately 
Ooh, but


[Chorus 1]
Even with your flaws girl
You're perfect like the angel
That gets me through my worst days 
If my both my legs blew straight off
I'd find my way
Find my way
To you if, I am able

Here are all my cards
Got 'em laid out on the table 
Don't know why I'm so caught up on you
That's the truth
I Love you
That's the truth


[Verse 2]
And I've been tellin' myself to get up
(get up)
Yeah
Needed some help so I called for backup
 
You're swimmin' through a thousand thoughts
Drownin' in that ocean
I'm sailin' through the storm 
& I don't like my own emotions
But it's not you're fault 
I hope you know that 


[Chorus 2]
Even with your flaws girl
You're perfect like the angel
That gets me through my worst days
If my both my legs blew straight off
I'd find my way
Find my way
To you if, I am able
Here are all my cards
Got 'em laid out on the table 

You know I wanna save you
But it can't be me that saves you 
When you've fallen into darkness
Helpless but at least you're honest 
I know that's not some fable 
I don't know why 
I don't know why 
I get so caught up over you

All My Cards - v1

nellstyx - die 4 u{+VELVET}

Didn’t want to say goodbye

they/them

as you can probably see i am a very very underground artist. itd be awesome if you could give one of my songs a listen :)

☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰
presave "pieces of us"
out june 14th
https://ffm.to/piecesofus

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