@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

SPOTIFY

I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0kGEfTojej9LDTVW5dp7Nv?si=bBa1OLOVQUmclPaZsWp8Iw

prod. 4evr

cold (feat. thebreathingbackwards, yesterday, & stairwell)

Moonlet ft guardin - Oh No

i've been extra lonely lately, since you left.

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ Northeast Lights ✨
💎 @northeastlights 💎
💎 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjT-f9vgfeOepoKvDF_Fo5g  💎

lyrics:
and what she don't know (and what she don't know)
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away (have gone away)

and i don't know if my heart can take it (what she don't know)
it's driving me crazy (she's breaking my heart)
it's driving me crazy
cause she don't feel the same, feel the same
she don't feel the pain, the hearts she breaks
you can't heal my soul only numb the pain (ya)

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

my feelings are in the dirt
and my hearts on edge
can i feel again my cuts the test
and when my life has come to end will she be there
cause she don't feel the same

and what she don't know
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

i no longer believe in us (prod. northeast lights x odece)

Vocals: sadgods
Mix/Master: sadgods
Prod: sadgods

Stream this track on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/1t0CMMnsqgFf2sfECzDkzO?si=cuB2NObfRE2ok_Fod1dXiQ

Spotify

I Don't Mind U

theres nothing for me here anymore

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-dtqU97i4E

prod @darrenkmusic
swingsets out now

OFFICIAL VIDEO

anymore (prod. lokel)

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

expectations

Instagram @ sadgods
contact: sadgodsmusic@gmail.com
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