prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

update fuck that bitch
prod. alldecay
@vampgore
instagram.com/birthdaysuicide

i jus ate a Xan
baby i dont feel alright
every night i be thinking about my suicide
i know she loves me
but i really wanna fuckin die
if he tryna talk w me
he gonna meet my nine

yea hes actin big on the phone
baby ur ex is such a fuckin hoe
u so beautiful like u already know x2

u already know 
u so fuckin beautiful
u already know
that u so beautiful

suicidal highs

cover by @grimcorpse :3

lyrics:

(are u so bored?) x4
oh bby are u so bored of me?
hah, bby slit my throat
then watch me bleed
huh oh damn, god shes pretty
yeah, im full of envy
ah in the woods, yeh, letz play hide n seek
awhh, i lost my fkn eyes to a deity
oh yeh babe its a fkn time for the guillotine
huh yeh like a fkn cannibal, make a recipe

(i killed them all
u what? no)
idk wuts goin on, but bby imma fkn die
oh yeh come n smash my skull
better make sure i die
huh omg ur so kewl, can u js b mine?
huh? am i scary? r u fkn terrified?
oh do u want me to stop it?
but u said u luv it ???
ah, ah, demons, hear them talkin
uh, uh, wanna stop breathing
uhh, can u fkn come n touch it (touch) 
oh shit!
ugh im so tired, i cnt fkn even do this
uh i wnna tie the rope or make my wrists slit

BOR3D 0F ME (lavendr)

prod me

@xannndera
Better call my plug, it happens everytime
'Cause I want all the drugs, I don't really give a fuck
Can you stay by my side, it's gonna be alright
And my hands are fucking sore, all the time

I've been falling, falling for you
These words cannot express how much I just adore you
It's never been the same, I really fucking love you
It hurts so bad, all this shit I did for you

All this shit I did for you, I really wanna be real
I fucking adore you, why can you fucking see me?
I'm taking everyday, why can't you fucking notice?
It's messing with my head, you really haven't noticed
I ain't know this, oh my god
Yeah I'm taking all the stuff, I don't give a fuck
Baby will you be fucking mine?
Now I'm taking all the drugs
You don't mind it, oh my god
Why you always have to lie?
Blood is coming out my eyes
I swear that you can't see me, girl
Why you always have to lie$@##
Yeah my wrists are fucking bleeding
Yeah I swear that nobody wanna be me

falling for you (@xannndera)

produced by loony
https://soundcloud.com/503scoob

https://www.instagram.com/gothwintr/
https://www.instagram.com/503scoob/

Lyrics:

Bitch give me brain
Like a zombie 
Better hit my line
If you want me

She’s so pretty, insane
Bite marks on me
Too far gone, can’t be saved

I watched you go
My heart it can’t stay loyal, yea she know
She miss me but my heart is fucking froze 
My love is like the wind it fuckin goes
Love me, love me, love me, lonely

bite marks ft. 503scoob

prod https://soundcloud.com/ortox1?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

iamsodead
watch me fall apart-part-part
yeah watch me fall apart again
watch me fall apart-part-part
yeah watch me fall apart again

f3en for me
ik you wnna feel it in your brain
dopamine, you want it so bad that u wnna stay
tell me do u feel sane or am i jst insane
im rly jst a stain for u, i tried 2 play it cool

watch me fall apart-part-part
yeah watch me fall apart again
watch me fall apart-part-part
yeah watch me fall apart

https://soundcloud.com/503scoob?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
xxx

iamsodead
watch me fall apart-part-part
yeah watch me fall apart again
watch me fall apart-part-part
yeah watch me fall apart again

https://soundcloud.com/user-831168270?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
xxx

watch me fall apart w/ 503scoob+Cl4ireB3ar [ortoxone]

self produced with love as usual<3
w/ @p7e wintr

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
i wish i'd never met you in the first place
and when you die i hope it's in the fucking worst way
every single fucking night i dream of razor blades
xanax bars to sleep at night, guess i've had better days

and sometimes i wake up with tears in my eyes
there's no chemical make-up to fix my design
and i pray i don't wake up and vanish tonight
as i lay in my bed left to rot paralysed

hurt me in the worst way, hurt me while i'm downn
hella marijuana bitch i'm smokin by the pounddd
dead before my birthday, nineteen in the groundd
i'm so sick of drama hope i die inside this house

you're only thriving when i weep
you're only shining when i greive
like i'm your only ecstasy
but i'm just your 4-mmc

if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me
if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me

@p7e
my beloved 
this will be my last mistake 
coz i know that 
you love me like the drugs you take
you choose to live in fear
just take my hand my dear
unless you bite down
i think feel it now

i, oh i,
don’t care for your lipstick 
won’t say i don’t miss it

i, oh i
won’t forgive or forget
ever

I’M UR ONLY XTC ⛧⛧W/ WINTR⛧⛧

SORRY 4 LACK OF DROPS MY INSTAGRAM BANNED AND CANT UPDATE ANYONE ON Anything 

had dis in vault for a bit decided 2 just drop :3 Hey Instagram unban me 

prod:: nightiger 
mix master:: me 


i feel like i been stuck in a loop im addicted 2 th system >:D 
u say im overwhelming its prbly jus addiction x__x 
bby plz stop calling i thought u learnd ur lesson 
ur not good 4 me ur not good 4 me 

but u wont stop coming back i think u need 2 calm down 
tbh im much better i wish u cud see me now 
x2 

hugs n kisses <3 shaped 
how much more can i take??? 
U saiud its temporary i jus text u 
MUTILATE!!!! 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 

how much more can i take :( 
(ill write out the rest of this when im not  on a plane to see ur mom) 

ironic tht it works like tht thats what ur supposed 2 do 
she held her hands around my neck til my throat turned blue 
(((((((????))))))))))
now shes biting on ur neck did u rly think ur new  

i hear u calling me i dnt rly wanna think 
cuz every problem tht i have 
is cuz of me 



twitter

stuckinaloop x__x #addictd (p. nightiger)

prod me & @ldlad

lyrics:
she was barely alive it was not a surprise 
i keep looking in the mirror 
that envision of your eyes
die like a whore or leave yourself to be a bitch
stay true 2 urself i can see ur limbs twitch
i got bodies, chloroform, and im cutting up ur face
baby ure my ketamine i can feel u on my veins
baby hold me i dont wanna talk to myself im so lonely 
u dont need to cast me a spell 
i keep replaying on my mind
the time that you died 
i keep looking in the mirror 
i was so terrified
Now im walking alone 
theres no need to forget 
and i need u so bad 
i need my love back
girl i dont wana lose u i dont wana hurt u
u make me feel special but i dont deserve you
i will never walk alone cuz i got u by my side 
still remember the night that i thought our love died
she was buried alive and im digging up her body 
need to see u smile again even if softly
five xans tomorrow ill do ten the next day 
i keep seeking this happines because u r away
and if i dont make it, it makes me crazy 
even if youre dead you will always be my baby
im dying alone, i wish i met you before
baby save my bones i dont wnna lose you anymore
break my ribs dont touch my face
shes so fkn pretty i will never walk away 
if ur lips are trap girl i wana get trapped
when im without u i feel like i am dead

you are my ketamine 💉💉 🎠 #barelyalive (snuffcide + ldlad)

Lzone-Lust

Beating Onyx With My Rhinestone Belt

#sw #nihil i love you all </3
@rylaxmunch
@f3en
@man1c-157000212
@takka001

watch me fall apart w/ 503scoob+Cl4ireB3ar [ortoxone]

Iamsodead