I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

wste my time on fckn repeat
you never evn cared
fake my fckn offline status
i jst wnt you to notice

i dnt knw wut to do
im so sck of tryng
im alwys in the wrng
no matter how hrd i try

ik im alwys jealous
alwys obsess w u
the thoughts cnt stop though
nd i wsh u'd thnk ab me
leavin me did not help
said u care but u did not
said u care but u still left
prmised me but it still broke

alwys siding w ur friends
even though all i wanted was ur lov
made me feel so insecure
even though all i wanted was ur care

i jst wnt u bck in my lyfe
i miss the times we had
its only been a single day
but i still fckin miss u
im so sick its my head
im so hrt im so x_x
but i still miss u
but i still miss u

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

ps. this is a very old song of mine that i decide to recreate and release again fyi

i'm so sick of finding love [asecoamy & keomi]

piece of me by 9aradox featuring luvwillow 

produced by jpxf

piece of me

piece of me + luvwillow [jpxf]

baby takee it all off
-
(chorus)
ion rly wanna cry yea
wastin my life
n i wanna fuckin die
baby wastin my lifetime 
doin all these drugs too
tell me that we won’t crash
dancin till i fall off
baby never gonna die out

(bridge)
doin drugs till my lungs fall down
n my bitch bad baby turn around
yea baby i js wanna see u smile
yea i wanna see u smile

(verse 1)
yea baby take it all off
baby stay in my mind
tell me what u want too
mix it w the fentanyl 
fuck me like ur gonna die
fuck me like it’s ur last time
give me all the meds now
baby yea

(chorus)
ion rly wanna cry baby
wastin my life
n i wanna fuckin die
baby wastin my lifetime 
doin all these drugs too
tell me that we won’t crash
dancin till i fall off
baby never gonna cry

(verse 2)
baby open ur thighs
percies feel like high tide
percie feelin so right
and this feeling always come back
we can take it all off
like we are sum animalsss
yeaaa
open up ur fuckin legsss
idc i want em fuckin spread
n ill love u till im fuckin deadd
ummmm yeaaa (idek what i said imma keep it tree fitty)

wastin my life @omgartixan #dyingslowly

today is natuonal eliminate @w6lker day

listen to my new song; https://soundcloud.com/suddendeathovertime/missed-me-prod-me?si=1acdfff813bf4ef7be31c00306688442&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

cant sit wit us

cant sit wit us w/ hauntingclaire

https://soundcloud.com/suddendeathovertime/luvhex-x-suddendeathovertime-i-turned-regret-into-a-habit-prod-withdrawn?si=532beb088fd34b39821aa19020813321&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing


ft @suddendeathovertime
prod @lonestarcollective

ima lay and rot away 
i need u right here i’m always by myself 
hate myself wish i was somebody else 
always be my dear i’ll meet u down in hell 
slit my wrists but i’m not sorryy
bleed red like playboicartiii
staring at u like my phone 
she thinks i’m a corpse cuz my body’s turning cold
everything painted red all the walls and all her clothes 
i miss when i was alone 

plz stay
i need u rn
plz stay with me
we can turn it back aorund
raindrops fall down
angels allaround
thinkin of ur face when im walkin thru the clouds
but this cant be fixed
liquor in my mix
evry single day
fuck u stupid bitch
i hope u kys
my minds gone numb i hope ur happy with urself
:-)

suicidal feel this way like everyday 
pretty murder homicidal 
cut a smile on my face 
beauty’s pain but i’m gorgeous 
u cannot adore this 
i’m only pretty when im doing drugs im not important 
baby hmu online 
i turned regret into a habit idk what happened 
i swear i try my best but i waste ur time 
i just wanna die

i turned regret into a habit 2

inhumane- https://soundcloud.com/in4umane?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

IAMSODEAD
carve ur name out in my wrist
i jst wnna feel loved
I jst wish ud see me
fallin out of love
ive had many nightmares of you leaving
tears falling down my face i just wanna fix it 😦

i dont know where 2 start
i jst wnt u 2 trust
talk ab me to ur friends
i dont give a fuck
use my body 4 u
in the hopes i get u back 💔
slut it out 4 u
i rly need u bad..

i wuld ditch all my friends when u asked me >:
i wuld spend my time all alone when u blocked me..,,
you broke my trust got me to cut but all i wanted was ur love...
but u left me nd now im all alone now....

IN4UMANE
im all alone i cant hold my breath
can u rly see??
can u see now..?
can u rly see me ... 😦

all the pain that you put me through...
ive been trynna do all I can
but now you got me so screwed
I'll take ur hand nd run it up my hair
that is gonna make jump like a drag queen

IAMSODEAD
carve ur name out in my wrist
i jst wnna feel loved
I jst wish ud see me
fallin out of love

ive had many nightmares of you leaving
tears falling down my face i just wanna fix it 😦
i dont know where 2 start
i jst wnt u 2 trust
talk ab me to ur friends
i dont give a fuck

use my body 4 u
in the hopes i get u back 💔
slut it out 4 u
i rly need u bad..
i wuld ditch all my friends when u asked me >:
i wuld spend my time all alone when u blocked me..,,
you broke my trust got me to cut but all i wanted was ur love...
but u left me nd now im all alone now....

#trust issues +inhumane [irlshitbih]

fun

prod me and @cindyk4te
master by @depno
 
me lol

yea i aint tryna fk
come and turn it up
imma drop sum bands
on sum mf drugs
bitch tryna talk
i dont fw sluts
im w bfc in the mf club
god damn
WTFF
imma stab a bitch
for the blood
u can take a pic if u wnt
u can choke on my mf cock

designer and all drugs
life is a blur
cuz im fked up
i cant sleep
cuz im to up
i dont fw no one cuz they all sux

im so braindead
off these drugs
real crunk whore tryna fk
yea life is a party and im fked up
yea life is a party when im off drugs
do u wnt sum
i been steady fkin up
talkin on my name
u gon meet this fkin sawed off

saliva

yea we stay counting
but ion rlly think abt it
ugh she say i be wildin
champagne pouring like a fountain
oh god baby tell me abt it
u say u can do it like we do i doubt it
see us when we walk into the room and we wowing
u got no talent its astounding

me

yea i aint tryna fk
come and turn it up
imma drop sum bands
on sum mf drugs
bitch tryna talk
i dont fw sluts
im w bfc in the mf club
god damn
WTFF
imma stab a bitch
for the blood
u can take a pic if u wnt
u can choke on my mf cock

designer and all drugs
life is a blur
cuz im fked up
i cant sleep
cuz im to up
i dont fw no one cuz they all sux




ivey

shut up lil faggot 
fuckin pull up
im causin havoc 
bitch like wassup 
idrgaf 
yo bitch make me throw up
12 gages on me ima blow 
this bitch up
n idgaf 
yo hoe built like dave blunts

life is a blur w/ salvia skybox & iveyys lullaby *prod kiryo & cindykate*

everything by me

lyrics :

mostly gone, just in some other place
and if my heart keeps beating, then time won't wait
you wanna drop your cards to save your face
oh, if i let it go to plan, then who's gonna stay?

all tied up in a knot,
she kept her hair in a bow
but everything breaks into shards,
like it used to
i'll tell you, you mean nothing at all
i'll give you just what you want
i'll fix you up if you let me use you

/

kiss me, like you love me still

need you to show me why this just ain't real

and if it's all bad, push me back in the mood

say you need this, get me back into you

if you go then, don't leave a draft in the door

can you help me, i won't make you hurt anymore

hands tied, break me down, cut me loose

give it to me, let me rip into you

/

taking what you want, i give you what you need
you carve your name inside, i make you gnash your teeth
kept gnawing at the heart, and took a little piece
repeat the cycle until there's no more of me

this can wait, like all good things
cos, all good things just abandon me
when i give you hate, you give me pleads
i take what's mine, then i make you leave

/

kiss me, like you love me still

need you to show me why this just ain't real

and if it's all bad, push me back in the mood

say you need this, get me back into you

if you go then, don't leave a draft in the door

can you help me, i won't make you hurt anymore

hands tied, break me down, cut me loose

give it to me, let me rip into you

Unforgiven

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Banging Nines and Sniffing Lines .mp3

Free Fall

Broken Signal

#sw #nihil i love you all </3
@rylaxmunch
@f3en
@man1c-157000212
@takka001

#trust issues +inhumane [irlshitbih]

Iamsodead