Flügel.m4a

-CREDITS-
PRODUCED BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN
GUITARS BY SAINT TOMORROW (@sainttomorrow)

-lyrics-
catch me
standing on your front lawn
your daddy's got his shotgun
he's yelling how you're too young 
he's telling me to move on
what does he know
about love anyway
clearly not a lot
because he couldn't keep your mom happy
that's why she left
he was too focused on his job 
and not enough on his kids
now fucking up our lives
is how he gets his kicks

that summer you stole my heart
cigarettes in your backyard
getting drunk under the stars
smash a bottle in the park
so young and restless
like we got a death wish
first girl i had sex with
always leaves me breathless

now we’re running from the law
towards a hospital bed
forever doing what we want
fearing no consequence 
but when you’re young and in love
its hard to give a fuck ‘bout anything
especially what he thinks

Listen on Spotify!

Front Lawn (Prod. w/ Saint Tomorrow) [2020]

Mixed by: Drubo & Melmige
Written by: Drubo & Melmige
Produced by: swain
Cover art by: Melmige & 4lorn

Young hearts

9/28/2020

Drubo - Young Hearts ft. melmige [p. swain]

Idfktbh i just cried on a freestyle

mix and master: @ifeelnum

lyrics:
Back to my old ways
feeling so empty
writing all these songs about how i feel
i dont know if any of this is real

i want to be new
im so sick of writing songs about you
i just wanna be with you
i might just let this go

writing all these new songs about the way you made me feel
writing these songs on these scars theyll never heal
i just wanna feel alive
control my mind
i dont wanna die tonight
i dont wanna let this die
maybe ill just cry
one more time

sorry for the things i said
sorry that i never left
sorry that my minds a mess

idfktbh

idfktbh (prod. Chronyc)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst x https://soundcloud.com/irby314

Lyrics:

Time flies when you're crying in the hallways
I just wanna go back to the old days
Up late just hoping you would call me
I was pretty fucking sure that you forgot me x2

I was pretty sure that you forgot me
Ice on my wrist but your voice it still haunts me
Crying in my room in my bed like always
The weight on my chest it's too much and I’m sorry
And I’m sorry didn’t mean what I said
And I’m sorry I let you down again


Cyrpessions lyrics:
Time flies when you're crying in the hallways
I just wanna go back to the old days

Time flies when you're crying in the hallway
Really wanna go back to the old days
I really wish you would fucking hold me
Thinking about all the things you told me

I told you I loved you and I did it so boldly
Keep blacking out and my eyes keep on closing
Sitting all alone and you’re in my head
Wrote you a song at 3am
Can't go to bed cant go to bed

time flies (feat. cypression) (prod. jolst x irby)

lyrics:

i can't see the road from here
eyes closed as the skyline disappears
just keep on driving me
while i fall asleep

and i don't know what happens to the time
it seems like you lose more the more you find
and i can't hold the tide
sometimes i only have you in my mind
and all that i can focus on is being by your side
in time

can't tell when the moment's going to end
try to hold you but you slip through my fingers like sand
and i don't want to go
why can't we just slow

down

(slow down for me)
(slow down for me)

and i don't know what happens to the time
it seems like you lose more the more you find
and i can't hold the tide
sometimes i only have you in my mind
and all that i can focus on is being by your side
in time

in time

in time

This song is about always giving your all to that special person in your life but no matter how much effort you put in. They just don’t seem to care and always try to put you down. I know a lot of you have felt this way before so I wrote this for you guys.

Music video link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGhgngPAsAY&feature=youtu.be

Lil Used - Believe

Spotify

Away From It All

prod. capsctrl

sorry that it's so poorly mixed 

lyrics:

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

idk why you want me
i look like a monster or something ungodly
without a filter a filter on my face i wanna throw up
screaming in a mic think i'm gonna get my throat fucked


i think you should hate me
idk why you wanna date me
you're crazy i've been feeling kinda shitty lately
baby i know you don't wanna be my baby
maybe if i were you i know that i would hate me

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

ugly

ugly (capsctrl)

Produced & Mastered by @jolst 
Mixed by @nevermadeithome

Lyrics: 
I left my heart in the back seat 
Whilst she calling a taxi 
I guess my love ain’t really what she feeling right now  

Sat listening to fats'e 
With my tears falling sadly 
Lost my phone on the weekend really need it right now

Don’t go home cause I miss you 
I'm sorry I make you cry in tissues 
I need to kiss you
My love I miss you 

Tell me what's wrong 
I’ll try to make it all gone 
That's why I wrote this song. 
To hopefully make you feel better in my arms 

I'm walking into a early grave 
You cant stop me I’m into deep 
They know I feel fucking sick 
Cant help, I fell and I tripped 

I tripped,
I trip and I fall over myself 
my legs are scratched up to my hips 
Whilst I fall I hold on to something that just don’t exist

That just don’t exist
That just don’t exist

Jolst Socials: 
Instagram - jolst_
Beatstars - jolst
Twitter - prodbyjolst

My Socials: 
Instagram - nevermadeithome
Twitter - nevermadeithome

in time

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