So true re “you become a lost customer”

💬 Album Description
This isn’t just music—it’s a signal.

The Nexus is a spoken-word concept album built from pain, memory, protest, and perspective. It speaks for the unheard, through a proxy voice forged from trauma, truth, and resistance.

These 11 tracks move through addiction, silence, shame, distraction, and systemic manipulation—unpacking what’s been normalized and showing what’s been hidden.

It’s about healing without permission.
About waking up in a world designed to keep you numb.

This is not performance. It’s a recalibration.
A transmission from the edge.

I.A.N. – The Next US.
Not a savior. A signal.

Economy of Suffering

“This song is for all of us writers who sometimes lose inspiration.”

“ Questa canzone è per tutti noi scrittori che, a volte, perdiamo l’ispirazione”.

Emozioni
È strano, non ho niente da dire  
Il fiume di parole è fermo  
Come un lago che si specchia nel cielo  
Scorre solo la mia vita silenziosa

È strano, la mia penna è immobile  
Muta come una roccia in fondo al mare  
I miei pensieri volano liberi  
Ma non si posano su nessuna emozione

Emozioni, la vita è fatta di emozioni  
Emozioni, belle o brutte  
La vita apatica non fa per me  
Vorrei un carico di emozioni

Mi manca il vento che scompiglia i sogni  
Un temporale che scuota il mio cuore  
Mi manca il brivido di una notte insonne  
Un po’ di fuoco che scaldi le parole.

Resto qui, in questa calma apparente  
Aspettando che qualcosa mi sorprenda  
Che una scintilla accenda la mia mente  
 torni a danzare lenta.

Emozioni, la vita è fatta di emozioni  
Emozioni, dolci o amare  
Meglio piangere che restare fermi  
Meglio sentire che non provare.

Emozioni, la vita è fatta di emozioni  
Emozioni, dolci o amare  
Meglio piangere che restare fermi  
Meglio sentire qualcosa in fondo al cuore.

Emozioni

Life Ain’t Easy is a heartfelt song about facing life’s hardships with courage and resilience. It reflects on struggles, setbacks, and the strength needed to keep moving forward. With honest lyrics and a hopeful tone, the song reminds listeners that while life can be tough, perseverance and hope can carry us through.

Life ain’t easy

deep‥seek

EDM COOL 😎

Timeless

"Memorie" parla di un amore finito che vive ancora nei ricordi, ma il protagonista vuole liberarsene per poter ricominciare.

Memorie

Sono lance i raggi del sole
volteggiano insetti di luce

netto taglio a ciò che fa male
messa a fuoco degli angoli bui


e le mani appoggiate per terra
son leggeri quei passi di danza

un sussurro che esce dal muro
è l'eco che riempie  la stanza


son frequenze che entrano dentro
enfatizzate con i processori

salgono in cattedra i miei professori
e i rumori diventano incanto



Memorie di un cielo distratto
Sono storie di stelle perdute

Parole urlate o taciute
Sono scorie di questa mia vita 


memorie di tempi vissuti
sono storie di oggetti smarriti

emozioni dal cuore rapite
è il mio io che parla di te



Io che scrissi di te dei tuoi pregi
bastardo di un cane insicuro

vissi con te i miei peccati
tengo care le braccia di dio


seta e angelica al tatto
canto di mille sirene

un martello che batte nel petto
le strofe di dolci poesie


mi porto frammenti pesanti
ora lascio la valle dei pianti

e delle memorie sarai
cimitero dei miei sentimenti



Memorie di un cielo distratto
Sono storie di stelle perdute

Parole urlate o taciute
Sono scorie di questa mia vita 


memorie di tempi vissuti
sono storie di oggetti smarriti

emozioni dal cuore rapite
Metto a saldi i ricordi di noi (o di te)

Memorie (storie di stelle perdute)

THE EMPEROR’S PARADE by Nova J

The emperor’s parade rolls down the road
Clearly a charade — he’s got no clothes
Why pretend he wore it best?
Dead end coming, one by one — we fall off the cliff

They cheer and wave their signs
Their silence bought and sold
They swallow all their pride
Surrendering their souls

We’re complicit in this dumpster fire
(Got what we deserve)
Sold our virtues to the highest buyer
(Watching the world burn)

He has no clothes
(emperor)
But still we go
(emperor)
Follow his way
(emperor)
We cannot stray
(emperor)

He has no clothes
(Oooh) the emperor (has no clothes)
(Oh-oh-oh-ooooh) (Oh-oh-oh-ooooh)
(Oooh) the emperor (has no clothes)
(Oh-oh-oh-ooooh)

Bans the books we read — rewrites the past
Breaks the law, then toasts the glass
The crowd just claps — no time to think
We sold the truth for circus and a king

No one’s really speaking
Too scared to make a sound
As long as he keeps walking
He’s the only king in town

And we’re livin’ a reality show 
(Bad jokes on repeat)
A bag of trash with a golden bow
(We’re on a losing streak)

He has no clothes
(emperor)
But still we pose
(emperor)
Eyes closed tight
(emperor)
Pretend it’s right
(emperor)

He has no clothes
(Oooh) the emperor (has no clothes)
(Oh-oh-oh-ooooh) (Oh-oh-oh-ooooh)
(Oooh) the emperor (has no clothes)
(Oh-oh-oh-ooooh)

We hold our nose, swallow our pride
We shut our mouth, die inside
We sit and wait, get used and bruised
We limp away, battered and used

He has no clothes
(emperor)
Still, no one knows
(emperor)
We play the game
(emperor)
Ignore the shame
(emperor)

He has no clothes
(Oooh) the emperor (has no clothes)
(Oh-oh-oh-ooooh)
(Oooh) the emperor (has no clothes)
(Oh-oh-oh-ooooh…)

The Emperor’s parade

From wastelands to open spaces of living .With Gavin Nichol ... instrumental.

Finish up today at my current job after 4 years. Moving onto become Head Groundsman for Vault City Brewery at their new development in Edinburgh 
Wrote this in celebration of new challenges for me and to start a new adventure.

Brain freeze bliss .mp3

Update: Added a second acoustic which is picking and lead focused and began developing vox towards the final lead line. added Peruvian Panpipes and Native American flute 🪈 



Lyrics

It's a cushty life
Making songs
Where I landed
Most lucky charms
Love is affluent
No foreign bombs
Thanks clear skies
Thanks food filled farms

Let's appreciate what good we can
Let's spread our love and light for Iran
Let's hope and pray now finds better day
Let peace prevail
Make freedom the way

We love you
We are here
We feel some of your fear
We can't understand
Our light can hold your hand
Observational control
May light fill your land

This is Our land
With the light we stand
No sabres sounded on this sand
Just Jedi together
Hand in hand in hand in hand in hand in hand....


Thanks for your good people
We see your pain
If tears could drown deceiptors
Hear an ocean insane
They bomb my chest
Your forever youth
Please Dear Universe heal them with truth

It's for the 1 two three four
It's for do, re, me, fa, so, la, ti more!
It's for more best singing Earth will ever see
It's for today so we hear more of that free

We love you
We are here
Solidarity feels some of your fear
Light holds your hand
Fill your land
Light holds your hand
Fill Iran

This is Our land
With Our light we stand
No sabres sounded on this sand
Just Jedi together
Hand in hand in hand in hand in hand in hand...


This song is for Aileen & X-Ro & Arash & Otomar & Adbi and all your families. I really hope you all stay safe and the fires miss you 🙌🏽✨🔆🌿 Sending all the life, love and light that's possible from a human being to you 👽🫶🏽

The Light holds your Hand

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Economy of Suffering

4Me2BeFree

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