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🔻 Song Insight: "Obsession" by 4Me2BeFree
Some memories don’t fade—they linger like shadows, whispering through the silence. "Obsession" is about the weight of loss, the haunting presence of someone who’s gone but never truly leaves you. It captures the feeling of being trapped in the past, chasing illusions of what once was. The song dives into the struggle of letting go, the recklessness that comes from pain, and the lingering scars of a love that dissolved into nothing.
It’s for those who have ever felt abandoned, unseen, or lost in a reality that no longer exists. It’s about the ghosts we carry, the words left unsaid, and the echoes of someone we once knew—maybe even someone we used to be.

🔻 Lyrics

Verse 1
 Eyes locked forward, Stalled In This Obsession—
 Illusions flicker where you stood.
 Laughter fades, swallowed by the dark.
 Shit that fills my head…

Refrain
 I see you there… you’re not real.
 A ghost, a shadow—just something I feel.

Chorus
 It’s only comfort I seek—an imagined reality,
 A phantom arm around me, borrowed from the past.
 Deeper than silence, your words still ring—
 Like iron in my lungs.
 Why can’t they see this heart in pain?
 Why am I just passed… just another name?

Verse 2
 The bass vibrates, erasing our time.
 Slipping on your poison, wanted to give in.
 Accelerating past lines I swore to hold—
 I remember the pain you left me in…
 The sound of silence screaming back.

Refrain
 I hear you speak… but it’s just in my mind.
 A voice from nowhere, a moment lost in time.

Interlude
 "You will hurt me because you’re broken too."
 "You fear being alone… that’s why you came back."
 "But I am not your shelter. I am not your home."

Bridge
 Speed into the darkest night… let the fear burn through.
 Behind every word, a piece of me stays buried because of you.
 You hurt me because you’re broken too…
 The skin I wore carried memories of a time that never was.

Final Chorus
 It’s only comfort I seek—an imagined reality,
 A phantom arm around me, borrowed from the past.
 Deeper than silence, your words still ring—
 Like iron in my lungs.
 Why can’t they see this heart in pain?
 Why am I just passed… just another name?

Outro (Soft fade, whispered refrain: “I see you there… but you’re not real.”)

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song was born from a place of loss, obsession, and emotional paralysis—a time when the past felt more real than the present. I was holding onto a version of someone that no longer existed, chasing memories instead of reality. The echoes of old laughter, the weight of unspoken words, and the fear of truly letting go created a cycle of self-destruction and longing.
Writing "Obsession" was my way of breaking that loop—of acknowledging the pain but refusing to be defined by it. The song isn’t just about loss; it’s about the battle between remembering and moving forward. It’s about the ghosts we keep, the ones that shape us, and the strength it takes to stop chasing shadows.
For anyone who has ever felt stuck between what was and what is—this song is for you.

Copyright 2025

Obsession

🔻 No Reruns – Song Insight
Some endings aren’t clean. They don’t fade out, they don’t give you closure—they just cut off mid-scene, leaving you standing in the wreckage, questioning how the fuck you got there.

💔 No Reruns isn’t just a breakup anthem—it’s an autopsy of betrayal. It’s that moment when you see someone’s true nature and realize you were never even in the same movie. They were flipping channels while you were trying to hold the story together.

This track is rage, acceptance, and clarity colliding at full speed. It’s a scream into the void. It’s the final word before you walk away for good.

🔻 Lyrics

Verse 1
Tried to be the man, to understand,
Thought we had enough to try.
But you fucking ghosted me—left me here to die.
No call, no text, just silence—
No way to know if you were even alive.

Pre-Chorus
I was on the fucking edge,
No way to fucking survive.
You let me believe I was okay,
Told me you’d be back in a day.

Chorus
What the fuck has died in you?!
Fucked up thing for you to do!
Selfish fucking mind,
Not worth the fucking time!

Verse 2
You wanted fucking options,
Wanted to be a different man.
Your fucking plan? A needle in your hand.
I couldn’t stop you, you made your stand.

And now you’re here with another man,
Tag along, holding out his arm.
You fail to fucking understand...
Love is fucking dead in whatever’s left of you.

Chorus
What the fuck has died in you?!
Fucked up thing for you to do!
Selfish fucking mind,
Not worth the fucking time!

Bridge
Nothing left for you to do,
Just another fucking lie.
You played me from the fucking start,
Never had a fucking heart.
Just an illusion—just a fucking scam.

You were never my fucking man.
I should have known, should have seen,
All the fucking flags in between.
No more tears to fucking cry for you.

Breakdown
You can keep the fucking rings,
Another fucking mistake I made.
I wish I had the fucking sight,
You wasted too many fucking nights.

Final Chorus
You thought you were the fucking best,
Thought I'd lose my fucking way.
Your hell is my inspiration,
A fucking way without fucking you!

Outro
I don’t fucking care anymore,
You were just an excuse...
A child without a cause,
No more answered calls.
Grow some fucking balls.

You were fucking wrong about me,
You were fucking wrong about you.
I’ve had better for less fucking stress,
No need to be high to look into their fucking eyes.

You said you’d be the only one.
You were right...
Thank fucking god for no reruns.
This show is fucking done.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song started as a burst of frustration, but it became something bigger. It’s about breaking free from the cycle of bullshit—realizing someone never deserved the space they took up in your life.

I used to replay every conversation, every moment, wondering what I could’ve done differently. But fuck that. Some people are just built to let you down. They say one thing, they do another, and when they disappear, you’re left picking up the pieces of a life they never actually wanted.

No Reruns is about getting out for good. No more rewinds. No more second takes. No more chasing someone who was never really there.

🔻 4Me2BeFree – The Vision
At its core, 4Me2BeFree isn’t just about making music. It’s about turning real emotions into cinematic storytelling—the kind that hits hard, stays raw, and doesn’t hold back.

This track cements the vision—taking the pain, the anger, the regret, and making it something fucking powerful. Because music isn’t just about listening. It’s about feeling every note, every word, every goddamn beat in your bones.

This is what we do. This is who we are.

🔻 Copyright Notice
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No Reruns (explicit)

🔻 Song Insight – "Closed Eyes" by 4Me2BeFree
For me, "Closed Eyes" is about healing on your own timeline—not the one others expect from you. It’s about the pressure people place on your recovery, and how their so-called support often comes with conditions, deadlines, and quiet judgments.

The line “Don’t ask me to justify why I cry— I died inside a thousand times” is me saying: you don’t get to demand an explanation for my pain. And when I say “support is a system built on promises and lies,” I’m confronting the truth that real support doesn’t disappear when healing takes too long or gets too messy.

This song is also a reflection inward. That line “Built my bliss on ignorance” is me acknowledging the ways I’ve lied to myself just to survive—how I used avoidance as comfort, because it felt safer than facing what was real.

"Closed Eyes" isn’t just about others letting me down—it’s about waking up, recognizing the systems and stories I believed in, and choosing to stop pretending I'm okay just because it's more convenient for everyone else.


🔻 Lyrics – "Closed Eyes"
"Are you okay?"
"It’s been too long— you shouldn't feel this way."
"Another day you lost!"

"I just want them to go away—"

[Verse 2]
Memories I swore I left behind
Glide like ice down my spine.
Words like whispers, slowing time,
Fractured pieces flood my mind.

[Verse 3]
Remind myself it was never real.
Fading images, no way to heal.
Built my bliss on ignorance,
Stalled with things that meant nothing at all.

[Pre-Chorus]
You look at me and sigh, roll your eyes.
My crime—seeking understanding.
Don't ask me to justify why I cry—
I died inside a thousand times.

[Chorus]
Living for me—nothing but dreams.
Tied up in streams of what I perceived to be.
Falling victims scattered at my feet,
Desperate to move on—lost sight of what’s now gone wrong.

[Interlude] 

[Bridge]
Support—a system built on promises and lies.
Passages preached to empty pews none seek.
Words like hollow walls stand tall,
Defeated, then fall.
Actions—a transaction to prove
I’m nothing to you at all.

[Final Chorus]
Time to heal—no written deal.
A restless mind unfolds.
To make right what was done wrong,
No map to read for letting go.

The mind winds its slow decree.
Take hold, never let go.
Let this moment be your key.

Don’t expect them to see.
Don’t expect understanding.

Freedom isn’t truth alone—
It’s facing what was left undone, untold.

[Outro]
"This is yours and yours alone."

[End]
[Instrumental Fade Out]

🔻 Personal Reflection
I knew from the beginning this wasn’t one of those tracks—this wasn’t written to be a hit, and that’s okay. That’s never been why I started making music. It’s not why I write now.

I create for two reasons.
First, so that when I’m out in the world, I can put my headphones in and hear my own voice, my own truth sung back to me. That reminder empowers me. It gives weight and validation to everything I’ve been through—like I finally get to speak, even if no one else is listening.

Second, I write because I have to. These feelings build up, and if I don’t get them out, I wouldn’t be okay. This is my therapy. It’s how I process, how I survive.

“Closed Eyes” wasn’t made for charts or algorithms—it was made so I could breathe again. And if anyone else connects with it, if it helps someone feel seen in their own silent struggles, then that’s a bonus. But even if it doesn’t go anywhere, it already served its purpose.



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Closed Eyes

🎤 Song Insight: Here Is Your NDA – 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
Some stories don’t need permission to be told. Here Is Your NDA is a sonic rebellion, a battle cry against forced silence—the kind wielded by money, manipulation, and manufactured guilt. This track isn’t just about breaking free; it’s about owning the truth, no matter how much someone wants to rewrite it.

Fueled by raw emotion and unapologetic defiance, the song captures the power shift that happens when you refuse to be bought, controlled, or erased. It’s about looking at the person who thought they could silence you and saying—you can’t afford my silence.

Lyrically, Here Is Your NDA builds on layered intensity:

A storming rhythm that refuses to back down
A chorus that grows from frustration to pure fire
A final, anthemic explosion—because the truth doesn’t whisper, it roars
This is for everyone who’s ever been told to stay quiet. It’s a middle finger to erasure and a victory march for those who chose to speak anyway.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I tried, you acted, then deflected.
Just wanted you to hear my side.
Talk it out, be rational—
But you shot it down, left me outside.

[Verse 2]
Words couldn’t break the walls you built,
Trapped behind the guilt you spun.
Didn’t show up to listen—
You just came to waste my time.

[Pre-Chorus]
Without translation, I found my way.
Puzzle pieces fell in place.
Your silence wrote the final note—
Now my voice fills up this space.

[Chorus]
No, I won’t sign your NDA—
You had me mistaken.
Said what I needed to say.
Your pockets can’t erase it.

[Verse 3]
Fought like hell, but you got lit.
Couldn't compete with the high you chased.
Called it freedom, left us in pain—
Injected lies into your veins.

[Bridge]
What do I tell them?
The ones you left behind.
What do I tell myself,
When I wake alone?

[Final Chorus – Extended Anthemic Outro]
You left me buried, broke, and small,
But I crawled out—I took it all.
You wrote me off, but I rewrote me.
Now I sing this loud: I’m finally free.

I’m not your victim, I’m the flame.
I wear the scars, but not the shame.
Your silence can’t define my name—
I’m still here. I’m not the same.

No, I won’t sign your NDA—
You had me mistaken.
Said what I needed to say.
Your pockets can’t erase it.

Now my story’s real, it’s breaking through,
No dollar sign can silence truth.
I stood tall when you walked out,
Now you're nothing—nothing—without me now.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song isn’t just a track—it’s a moment of truth set to music.

Here Is Your NDA was born from real events, from the twisted reality of someone thinking they could buy my silence. They wanted to rewrite history, to control the narrative, but here’s the thing—truth doesn’t need their permission.

This isn’t just about what happened; it’s about who I became because of it. There was a moment—standing face to face with someone who had manipulated, stolen, and lied—when I realized: I don’t need their closure. I don’t need their deal. I don’t need a damn thing from them.

This song is for everyone who’s been underestimated. For those who have been silenced, shamed, or paid off like their story was for sale. This track is the moment you say “No.” The moment you take your power back.

It’s loud. It’s raw. And it’s mine.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree has always been about authentic storytelling, and this track proves that some truths can’t be buried. Every song is a chapter, every lyric a confrontation, and every beat a heartbeat. Here Is Your NDA fits into that mission—breaking barriers, reclaiming stories, and making damn sure they’re heard.

If you’ve ever been told to keep quiet—this one’s for you.

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Here Is Your NDA (explicit)

🔻 Song Insight "End - Chapter 1 (explicit)" by 4Me2BeFree is a raw, emotional reckoning—one last release aimed squarely at closing the chapter on someone who took too much. The lyrics rage with frustration, exhaustion, and a long-awaited declaration of independence. This is not just a breakup song—it's a liberation anthem. A fierce reclaiming of space, voice, and emotional autonomy for those who’ve stayed too long in a cycle of manipulation, doubt, and silence.
🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
 Songs just words on repeat
 Already said before
 I'm getting bored
 I'm feeling ready
 This has to be me
 Alarm gone off
 Time for me to wake up
 You're trespassing on my thoughts
 It's your crime, and I'm no longer doing your time
[Verse 2]
 It was a fucked up mess
 For sure, but the truth is
 I'm ready for a closed door
 Breaking habits held strong
 This one is no longer one I hold
 Getting old, I gain control
 Creeps into my light
 Darkening my sight
 Flashback—it’s a trap
 Should’ve moved on
 Weakness was staying
 A waste, a dumpster fire of your lies
[Chorus]
 Don’t cross my threshold or my bridge
 This shit is done, I’m not giving in
 I’m tired of your words, hollow empty stares
 Shit going nowhere—this is me, stay clear
[Bridge]
 I’ve told you once, I’ll say it again—
 Fuck off, I’m not your bitch
 Let me make it even clearer
 I don’t want you on my phone—only dial tone
 No text messages about your ex
 No drop-bys to say hi
 No social pokes or eye rolls
[Verse 3]
 I’m done with this shit—it’s over
 Get your ass out my way—not today, but yesterday
 Let’s be clear—I’m fucking done, son
 You need to understand—Stan
 I ain’t got time for this shit
 Take your ass down another road
 I’m straight fed up with you playing catch-up
 Fuck you, fuck him, fuck them—now fuck off, please and thank you!
[Spoken Outro]
 Don’t come again!
 [Faintly under breath] Fucking bastards—all of them
 [Voice 1] No, sweety—
 [Voice 2] Yeah—No—
 [Voice 1] Not talking to you
 [Voice 2] The person behind—yeah—
 [Voices Together] Bye-bye
 [Voice 1, under breath] Do you think it will work?
 [Voice 2, under breath] It would take a miracle.
 [Voice 1] You didn’t get that joke—and that’s how I know you were never meant for me.
🔻 Personal Reflection This song marks the end of a long, painful chapter. I wrote it after realizing I had nothing left to say about him that hadn’t already been said. The anger, the sadness, the betrayal—it had all been poured out. What’s left is this final statement. It’s harsh, it’s honest, and it’s mine. There’s grief in moving on, even when you know it’s right. But writing this let me reclaim my voice. It’s the sound of the door slamming shut for the last time. From here on out, my music is about healing, growth, and reclaiming the narrative—not replaying old wounds.
🔻 4Me2BeFree At the core of 4Me2BeFree is the desire to turn lived experiences into cinematic sonic stories—unfiltered, emotional, and brave. This track is a milestone, not just musically but emotionally. It’s where self-respect drowns out longing, where the beat matches the pulse of someone stepping back into their own power. The future of 4Me2BeFree will still explore love, loss, and vulnerability—but never from a place of silence. We make music to be heard and healed.
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End - Chapter 1 (explicit)

Song Insight: “Who Knows, Maybe?”
Sometimes it’s not about love, and it’s not about lust—it’s about potential.

“Who Knows, Maybe?” is a moment frozen between two people—curious, flirty, and real. It’s that feeling when someone makes you smile again… when you're not sure where it’s going, but you want to know.

This song isn't a confession. It’s an invitation.
To connection. To possibility. To see what happens if you just let it flow.

Because maybe... just maybe…
something beautiful starts right here.

— Īan (4Me2BeFree)

Who Knows, Maybe?

🔻 Song Insight

"Forever Fall" by 4Me2BeFree is a haunting acoustic-alt ballad trapped between dream and memory, reaching for a self just out of reach. Told through raw vocals and evocative imagery, the track explores the surreal terrain of inner searching—where time loops, identity blurs, and the weight of emotional residue lingers like mist. This isn’t a nightmare—it’s a dream searching for meaning, a desperate attempt to reconnect with a piece of the soul long forgotten: the inner child.

With stripped-back guitars and cinematic builds, "Forever Fall" pulls listeners into a suspended moment between letting go and holding on. Every line unravels a story of emotional claustrophobia—trapped not by fear, but by a version of reality too fogged to navigate. It’s a soundtrack for those who’ve felt the ache of isolation even within their own mind.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]Binding darkness, sleep takes holdLike river flow—it’s you taking meI have nowhere I can go

[Verse 2]Looping into night, under slumberDarkness breeds—Take me to your crownI can’t be found

[Bridge]Waking from shafts of light igniteStriking shadows explode brightAn abstract creation of a tattered brain

[Verse 3]Try to explain, can’t let goSomething inside keeping me tameIn pain I can’t sustain—It’s a fraction of time

[Chorus]Focus my mind, lock soul in placeI can see—have to let goHeavy eyes fall like bombsFlashes of image now goneIn darkness you hideDeep on the other side

[Verse 4]I walk for years dreamingStuck in reality I can’t fearBashing walls—let the heavens fallWake me from my forever fallThis place of nothingnessA steel trap I possess

[Bridge]I rip at my chestPull for my last breathPurging all I had left

[Outro]Pitch black—nothingA silent dead seaAn eruption of sightForced out with mightShafts of light burning the skyWhere I was to go

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song is a mirror. One I didn’t expect to hold so long.

"Forever Fall" came from a place I didn’t fully understand until I heard it back. I thought I was writing about nightmares—about being chased or paralyzed in sleep—but the truth is... this was a dream. A long one. A fogged-in, looping space where I was endlessly searching for someone I’d lost: myself.

Or more specifically, the version of me that never got to heal.

That kid who still waited somewhere behind all the trauma, the masks, the coping. That’s who this track is reaching for. And the field in the fog? That’s not fear—that’s hope breaking through, even if it never fully lands. I wrote this while feeling disconnected, stuck between clarity and collapse. But singing it felt like pulling the thread back to something real.

There’s a kind of surrender in this song, but also resilience. You might hear both. Or neither. That’s what I love about it.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, music is more than melody—it’s emotional truth in cinematic form. Every track aims to capture the quiet chaos we live through and rarely speak out loud. "Forever Fall" continues that mission: fusing poetic vulnerability with haunting soundscapes. It belongs to a larger vision—one where pain isn’t hidden but transformed into something powerful, something that breathes.

This isn’t just a song—it’s a feeling you didn’t know you remembered.

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Forever Fall

🎧 "I'm Not Done" – by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“I'm Not Done” is a slow-burning breakup anthem wrapped in grit, truth, and emotional rebellion. It’s the unraveling of a luxury-wrapped lie—the kind of relationship that looked perfect from the outside, but inside, was transactional, manipulative, and hollow. The lyrics unfold like a cinematic confession, exposing the moment when love stopped being love and became leverage.

Over melancholic guitars and deep, driving drums, the narrator reclaims their power with brutal honesty: "I sold the ring for jack / just enough to buy me back." What begins as quiet heartbreak swells into a full-throated declaration of survival. It’s not just about the betrayal—it’s about what you're willing to walk away from to save yourself.

This is a song for anyone who’s ever been loved conditionally, bought off with gifts, or made to feel like their pain was part of a deal. It’s a toast to letting go, reclaiming dignity, and saying, "I’m not done—even if we are."

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro],[Solo]
All I wanted was you
But you played me like a cheap move
Love wrapped in diamonds, a disguise
Now I’m a price
And you're too high

[Verse 1],[Solo]
You set the scene like a film
The beach, The Ritz, the ring
Said “forever” with a smirk
But I could feel the strings
You wanted control, not love
Just someone you could keep
Your love was just a deal
And I’m not that cheap
I’m not for sale

[Pre-Chorus],[Solo]
Dropped the cash
Made a vow
Just to throw it in my face somehow

[Chorus],[Solo]
I sold the ring for jack
Just enough to buy me back
You called it love, but it was a trap
At least I can toast to that
You can’t buy me to stay
It was a whore you wanted anyway

[Verse 2],[Solo]
Tropical skies, fake paradise
Dinner for two under broken light
You said it was for us
But I saw it in your eyes
This wasn’t a gift
It was leverage in disguise

[Pre-Chorus]
Said you'd change
Said you cared
But the cost was more than I could bear

[Chorus]
I sold the ring for jack
Just enough to buy me back
You called it love, but it was a trap
At least I can toast to that
You can’t buy me to stay
It was a whore you wanted anyway

[Bridge],[Spoken or Whispered]
You can buy a dog
Train it to obey
But I’m not your BITCH
And I don’t play
You said I had no choice
You said I owed you that day
But love isn’t debt
And I never said I'd stay

[Final Chorus],[Solo]
I sold the ring for jack
Just enough to buy me back
You called it love, but it was a trap
At least I can toast to that
You can’t buy me to stay
It was a whore you wanted anyway

[Refrain]
You can’t buy me
It was a whore you wanted
You called it love
It was a trap

[Outro:Extended]
Now you wear the shame
And I keep the peace
You were never the one
Just the receipt

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song didn’t come from a writing session. It came from a real moment, sitting alone with a glass of Jack in my hand and the emotional receipt of everything I had just walked away from. The beach, the ring, the money—it was all theater. But when I looked at the silence that followed, I realized: None of it was real. Only my pain was.

I wrote this track as a way of unfreezing the truth—because when someone wraps their control in “love,” you start to question your own worth. But this song helped me remember: I was never for sale. No matter how shiny the gesture or extravagant the apology, if love has a price, it isn’t love.

Selling the ring wasn’t petty—it was liberation. And that glass of Jack? That was my toast to the part of me that survived. Because I’m not done.

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I'm Not Done (Explicit)

🎧 "4 Feet Away" – by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“4 Feet Away” is a cinematic confrontation set to music—a raw conversation captured in verse, as suspicion turns into confirmation and silence becomes a scream. The track unravels a relationship cloaked in deception, where every excuse is met with truth, and every denial sounds more like an admission.

Built around the literal idea of proximity—someone being “4 feet away” on an 

Layered with tension, the back-and-forth between Voice 1 and Voice 2 mimics real conversations in toxic relationships—the deflection, the gaslighting, the desperate justifications. But in the end, Voice 1 walks away not just with clarity, but with the last word.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro],[Voice 1]
Another phone down. What can I say?
Same damn story, just a new throwaway.
You say it ain’t my business? Cool, take the ring.
If you can’t read the signs, he’s doing his thing. Guaranteed.

[Verse 1],[Voice 1]
I wasn’t born yesterday—nah, I just played blind.
This was my mistake, one more waste of time.
I should’ve never said yes, no matter the cost,
Just a moment of weakness, now I’m the one lost.
When men cheat, we serve time, like we did the crime.
But they walk away clean, still lying line by line.

[Pre-Chorus],[Voice 1]
Cash can’t cover what love won’t protect,
You buy their silence, then fake the respect.

[Chorus],[Voice 1]
Another phone down, another lie hits the ground.
Four feet away, and your “game” got found.
[Voice 2]
"Oh babe, it’s not what it seems"
[Voice 1]
Yeah, right. You forgot the room key?
I see through the night.
Another phone down, another truth set free.
This time the lie ain’t breaking me.

[Verse 2],[Voice 2]
"That sound? It’s a game."
[Voice 1]
Nah, it’s Jack on the map.
[Voice 2]
"No babe, I don’t have that app."
[Voice 1]
Then why does it ping, why’s he four feet away?
And now you pretending you forgot what to say?
[Voice 2]
"He’s just a friend,"
[Voice 1]
Cool—Joe now, huh?
Changing names like shirts, just to keep it made-up.
Your face says sorry, but your phone says more.
This ain’t love—it’s a goddamn store.

[Verse 3],[Voice 1]
You married the scam, thought you were the man,
Buying silence with followers that don’t give a damn.
Candy for rats, it’s attraction to fake,
A mask with a filter, just more heartbreak.

It’s hand over heart, but your hand hits the ground,
I’m losing control, but I’m not backing down.
Say his name in the next room? I’m not okay.
This is me when I lose all control, no delay.

[Bridge],[Voice 2],[Glitchy,Detached-Tone]
"Oh that app? It’s just for fun. I didn’t do that."
[Voice 1]
"It has you thanking him for a nice night."
[Voice 2]
"Oh that? It’s just roleplay, baby."
[Voice 1]
"He said he forgot the key, needs you to open the door."

[Breakdown],[Voice 1],[Spoken,Raw]
If I said it wasn’t true, that’d be a lie.
Just like every damn excuse you tried to hide.
Another phone down, nothing more to prove.
This time I know what the hell to do.

[Final Chorus],[Voice 1]
Another phone down, another lie hits the ground.
Four feet away, and your “game” got found.
[Voice 2]
"Oh babe, it’s not what it seems"
[Voice 1]
Yeah, right. You forgot the room key?
I see through the night.
Another phone down, another truth set free.
This time the lie ain’t breaking me.

[Refrain],[Voice 1]
You can’t buy me
It was a whore you wanted
You called it love
It was a trap

[Outro],[Voice 1]
Oh yeah... leave his ass.
That’s what you do.
'Cause another phone down,
Don’t mean it’s the end of you.



The ring, the dinner, the birthday trip—it was all a cover. A distraction. An attempt to rebrand betrayal as love. But a phone pinged 4 feet away. And that was it. I saw the lie. I heard the truth. I felt everything I had ignored.

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4 Feet Away (Explicit)

I like Juice WRLD and I wanted to give this a shot to see if I could write his style. It's not as good for sure but I had a good time doing it. A flash back to a world I am happy to no longer live in.

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Needles & Pins (Explicit)

Memories Skip (Explicit)

🔻 Song Insight – Slippery Grip
In Slippery Grip, 4Me2BeFree dives into the inner storm of emotional manipulation, unraveling the damage left behind by someone who weaponized silence, distortion, and guilt. What begins with chaotic tension builds into eerie repetition, mirroring how psychological control loops itself inside the mind. The song captures the quiet devastation of realizing you've been shaped by someone else's war — and the terrifying strength it takes to step away from it.

With its stripped-down, haunted vocal delivery and a raw, glitch-edged acoustic arrangement, Slippery Grip feels like a childhood dream that turns too real — nostalgic, but unsettling. It’s both a whisper and a scream. A warning and a release.

🔻 Lyrics
Verse 1
Your fucking head games
play whiplash on my brain

Bridge
forcing me to see things
trigger something down inside.....
hating what you have made me.

Chorus
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind
You used to be the reason I’d live

Verse 2
It's not my anger that makes you mad
It's the silence you can't keep
slippery grip, you're losing ground

Bridge
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind

Chorus
You used to be the reason I would wake
Now to think it's your fucking head games
you play whiplash on my brain, a mistake

Verse 3
forcing me to see things
trigger something down inside
hating what you have made me.

Bridge
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind

Chorus
Over your head and through my spine
blood crashing into my mind
You used to be the reason I’d live

Outro
Never had the heart to tell you
Now it's too late

🔻 Artist Reflection
This song came out of a season where I was unraveling years of damage. When you’re in a relationship that twists your sense of self, you start to mistake chaos for love. Slippery Grip is what it sounds like to wake up to that — to feel someone else's grip loosen while you're trying to remember your own strength. There’s a strange pain in letting go… and a strange peace too. This song doesn't resolve everything. It wasn’t meant to. But it finally gave me a voice in a story that was trying to erase me.

🔻 About 4Me2BeFree
At its core, 4Me2BeFree is about storytelling through sound — building cinematic, emotional narratives out of real life. Whether it’s heartbreak, defiance, healing, or loss, each track translates lived experience into something you can feel. Slippery Grip is part of that mission: transforming quiet survival into a soundtrack.

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Slippery Grip (Explicit)

🔻 Song Insight – Squeeze
“Squeeze” is unapologetic. It’s confident, flirtatious, and wrapped in just enough neon heat to get the floor moving. Beneath the sweat and seduction is a deeper pulse — a song about chemistry, control, and connection that doesn’t need to ask permission.

The lyrics don’t hide behind metaphors — they own the moment. From the teasing “Come on boy, you know what I like” to the slick repetition of “Going deeper, pushing past,” Squeeze becomes a mantra for pleasure without pretense. It's suggestive, sure — but it’s also smart, sharp, and built for the kind of listeners who like to flirt with the edge.

With smooth vocal delivery, tight production, and subtle Latin-infused rhythm, this track is a slow-burner disguised as a dance banger. You’re not just listening to it — you're being pulled into it.

🔻 Lyrics
Verse 1
I want to be inside, so warm and wet
He's got the squeeze that puts you on your knees

Bridge
Feel you tense — let me in
Come on boy, you know what I like

Chorus
This is what we do when we do our job
Going deeper, pushing past
Till you see his grin

Verse 2
I can tell you want a ride — don't be shy
Let me feel you, now take your time, have some pride

Bridge
Show me what you got
Give this a try

Chorus
This is what we do when we do our job
Going deeper, pushing past
Till you see his grin

Verse 3
Don’t be surprised — I saw your eyes
And now that smile

Bridge
Now kiss me — I'm your toy
Come on, you know what I like, be my boy

Outro
I want to be inside so warm and wet
He's got that squeeze; that puts you on your knees

🔻 Artist Reflection
This track is playful — and yeah, it leans into desire. But it’s also about reclaiming space to express sensuality without shame. Squeeze started as a personal joke, something never meant to be released. But after seeing how deeply listeners connected with my other bold tracks, I realized there was space for this too.

There’s power in honesty — even when it’s dressed in neon and soaked in bass. Squeeze isn’t about shock value. It’s about intimacy, chemistry, and knowing exactly what you want. Sometimes that’s the most fearless kind of storytelling.

🔻 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is about owning emotion in every form — from the heartbreak to the heat. Fusing cinematic production with lyrical depth, their work blends vulnerability and bravado into something unmistakably human. Squeeze joins the catalog as both a standout club drop and a cheeky rebellion against subtlety.

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Squeeze (Explicit) LGBTQ+

🎧 Song Insight – Homo Alone
Artist: 4Me2BeFree
Genre: Queer Pop / Electro Seduction
Mood: Dark. Confident. Intimate.

“Homo Alone” blends glitchy textures, whispered tension, and seductive control into a cinematic sonic experience. It tells the story of desire not yet fulfilled—where anticipation is the act, and power lies in patience.

Built on a confident male vocal performance with layered harmonies, glitch FX, and a steady danceable groove, the track seduces in waves—pulling listeners deeper with every breath, drop, and whispered line. This is not just a song... it’s a confession on loop.

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Homo Alone (Explicit) LGBTQ+

🌙 Song Insight: “The Things We Do for Love”
By 4Me2BeFree

A soft, acoustic indie-pop song wrapped in tenderness and gentle hope. “The Things We Do for Love” isn't about falling head over heels—it's about the slow build, the trust earned, and the subtle, meaningful acts that show care without demand. It captures the quiet courage of opening up again, brick by brick, with someone who sees you fully. Soft guitars, underscore this dreamy, emotionally safe atmosphere—perfect for cozy playlists, self-reflection, or that moment you realize maybe this could be something real.

🎶 Lyrics
[Verse]
The weight of the world has fallen in
Trapped outside for the love within
Imprisoned by thoughts we never show
Fighting feelings with no place to go

[Pre-Chorus]
When everything feels lost and gone
Somehow we both still carry on
Not drawn by pain or selfish game
Just something soft we can’t quite name

[Chorus]
A selfless want to simply care
To just be present, just be there
To bring back hope so it can stay
To say you're safe, it’s okay

[Verse]
We take the wall down, brick by brick
Trusting slow, hoping it sticks
Not chasing sparks or push and shove
Just all the quiet things we do for love

[Bridge]
[Spoken] No fireworks, no perfect plan
Just showing up and holding hands
Maybe this is how it starts
Two healing hearts, a work of art

The things we do for love...
Just maybe, that’s enough.

💭 Artist Reflection
I wrote this piece during a moment when I didn’t need a love song—but still needed to believe in love. The kind that grows slowly, rooted in trust and safety, not just chemistry. it’s soft, it’s hopeful. And sometimes, that’s more powerful than fireworks.

✨ About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree blends emotional authenticity with cinematic storytelling, fusing alternative pop, electronic textures, and vocal vulnerability. With 130k+ streams across 50+ countries, their sound is both intimate and global—always evolving, always human.

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Generated in collaboration with AI tools for structure and ambiance.
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The Things We Do for Love (For You)

Song Insight: "See-Through" by 4Me2BeFree
“See-Through” is a raw, slow-burning alt-emo confessional about emotional collapse, dissociation, and the desire to escape an identity that no longer feels like your own. Told through cracked, intimate vocals and minimalist production, the track explores a deeply personal unraveling—where even love feels like a distant echo. Its wall-cracked album art doubles as a metaphor: what’s broken reveals what’s true.

The song blends the emotional grit of a lo-fi bedroom confession with polished lyrical craftsmanship. Subtle rhyme chains and vulnerability-laced metaphors trace the mental spiral of a narrator on the edge of giving up—but still grasping for something real beneath the numbness.

Lyrics
Intro
[Instrumental intro]

Intro:Vocal-Prelude
Gave too much, you still switched
Now it’s just me and this empty shit

Verse
Took that hit, said I got it—cap
Now I’m sittin’ here watchin’ dreams collapse
Used to see it clear, now it all turn black
Real life hit—ain’t no turnin’ back

Verse
Back in my bed, mind loud as fuck
Scrollin' through texts, feelin’ stuck
My lungs ain’t numb, this pain too much
Arms on fire—don’t know who to trust

Pre-Chorus
It’s a loop... a drip... can’t even scream
Tight in my chest—can’t breathe, can’t dream
Vision blurry, night thoughts got wings
They all come back like ghost-type things

Chorus
I can’t stand this—ran outta time
Alone again, waitin’ on a sign
Lines on the sink, mind in a bind
Dead in a place I said I was fine

Bridge
Spin the clip, don’t know what I’m on
This the hill that I’m stuck upon
Nothing stashed, no backup plan
You want tears? I ain’t your man

Chorus
If I go, it’s me sayin’ I’m gone
Above this noise, I’m floatin’ on
Wanna be free from who I became
Lost in the shell, forgot my name

Verse
Left me cold, like you ain’t blink
Left me ghosted, lost in the sink
Hoped I’d fade—you played it slow
Now I’m just lead where love won’t grow

Bridge
I’m done, done, done—don’t fake cry
See-through eyes, dead inside
Gave up tryin’ to hold that line
Let it go—I ain’t gotta lie

Outro:Extended
Leve this place empty
Leve this place free
Leve this place
Leve
…
Leve
…
me

End:Fade Out

Artist Reflection
This one came from the edge. Not the dramatic kind, but the quiet kind—where silence is heavier than screaming. “See-Through” was written in a place where I felt invisible in my own skin, where even the act of feeling felt dishonest. It's about being ghosted by someone else… but more than that, being ghosted by yourself.

The imagery of cracks forming a kiss felt right—because even in what’s broken, something intimate still survives. That’s what this song is: not a cry for help, but a confession of being past the point of asking.

About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is the sonic signature of Īan McDaniel—an AI-integrated alt-pop storyteller blending cinematic emotion, nostalgia-soaked textures, and lyrical therapy. With over 130,000 streams in 50 countries, 4Me2BeFree’s music serves as a mirror, magnifying the parts of us we hide, love, lose, or forget. 

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See-Through (Explicit)

I did not write this song. It was 100% created by AI.

For testing purposes, I asked my AI assistant to generate lyrics and structure a track in the style of Nine Inch Nails’ “Closer.” The goal was to identify how lyrics affect the outcome of a Suno-generated song without using a traditional style prompt. I also specified that the song should maintain a clear industrial vibe and consistent tempo—so that any structural shifts would be easier to detect.

The AI assistant wrote these lyrics based on its understanding of my request. “(3xplIc!t)” is part of an ongoing experiment to uncover how positive and negative prompts, song titles, and lyric phrasing influence Suno's sonic output.

Could I push Suno to generate a fully cohesive industrial track using only layered direction, structural tags, and sonic constraints?
Turns out, yes.

Why does this matter?
If a song contains flagged or emotionally charged words, it may activate specific regions of Suno’s latent space—pushing the model toward certain outcomes. Understanding that allows for intentional composition on a deeper level.

The next frontier is figuring out: how many flags are too many? And what weight does each flagged word have on the final track? That’s the phase I’m testing now.

One major outcome I’ve uncovered involves something I call: personas.

Personas are not protected entities—they behave like grooves on an ice skating rink. The more a specific vocal personality or phrasing structure is used, the more the model wears down that area. You start hearing degradation: pronunciation gets lazy, tonality shifts, and sometimes lyrics become garbled or overly simplified.
It’s not random. It’s fatigue within a specific region of the model’s latent field.

This is important:
If someone else unknowingly overlaps with the same persona—lyrically or vocally—they may unintentionally inherit degraded output.
That means no one’s creative sandbox is entirely their own—we’re all working from the same space. And yes, this raises big questions about model-wide fatigue.

So now I’m asking:
Is there a Zamboni for this system?
Is that why a style that worked perfectly one day suddenly feels lifeless the next?

I'm still testing. But “(3xplIc!t)” is one piece of that answer.

[Intro]  
[SoundFX-Mechanical-Click] [SoundFX-Synth-Hum] [Distorted-Bass-Line]

[Verse] [Vocal Style:Whispered-Edge] [Vocal Quality:Gritty]  
Bite the chain and pull me back  
Scratch my name into your track  
You make me bleed, I wanna stay  
In this skin you stripped away  

[Verse]  
I crawl, I twitch, I shut it down  
I kiss the wire, you wear the crown  
Say the word, and I’ll dissolve  
A need that nothing else can solve  

[Bridge] [Vocal Style:Tension-Build]  
Control me hollow  
Drain me slow  
You own the parts  
I never show  

[Chorus]  
You get me closer to rot  
Closer to sick  
Closer to god  
When you break me, I tick  

[Verse]  
Bruised in mirrors, fucked on glass  
I forget my name too fast  
No prayers—just filth and steel  
No cure for what I want to feel  

[Bridge] [Vocal Quality:Raspy]  
Erase me gently  
Spit my code  
I am your echo  
I explode  

[Outro]  
[SoundFX-Static-Burst] [Distorted-Kick-Fade]  
Closer  
Closer  
Just a little closer  
...Control

[End]  
[Key:C-Minor] [Tempo:Aggressive]

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(3xplIc!t) ALT Name-  Control Me Hollow  (Explicit)

🎧 Song Title: Geek ON Fleek
Artist: 4Me2BeFree

I told you this was my life playing out in real-time. These songs… they’re not just tracks. They’re my journal. My truth. Each lyric is a feeling—some from the past, some still unfolding—but all of them have a place on these walls.

From the walls that crumbled to the gardens that grew in their place, every piece is part of me… or who I used to be.

This song is a throwback in sound, but not in story. The story is very much alive.

So it would be wrong of me not to quietly, respectfully acknowledge the man who helped this one come to life.

When I was convinced the world had run dry of compassion, he reminded me that even in chaos, you can still show up—for people, for animals, for yourself.

He’s grown in ways I hope to. And no matter what happens next, I’ll always be proud of him.

And he’ll always be my friend..

🎼 Lyrics
[Intro]
vinyl crackle
Just me, alone, thinking ‘bout you.

[Verse 1]
The way you walk in, I can’t pretend—
I want a friend, I want my man.
His ass is fine, lips pop true,
Gettin’ stuck on him like glitter on glue.
Textin’ wild stuff about the things we do.

[Pre-Chorus]
yearning harmonies
I want my friend, I want him now.

[Chorus]
proud, layered hook
He’s my freak that’s shy,
That’s my f**kin’ guy.
No one else gets me high.

[Spoken Interlude]
spoken, sassy, tense
You can say hi...
But he’s not bi.
voice spikes BI!
steps shifting
Bitch, don’t try—hold my hoops, I’m ready.
chairs scraping tables moving
Come here... stop runnin’, my poochies ain’t steady.

[Verse 2]
raw rap, sensual phrasing
That’s him, right there in the crowd.
Pink kink shirt, yeah, him—no doubt.
Shy at first... wild at play.
I’m his geek, he’s my freak.
His lips, his neck... down to his—
sharp harmony Shut your mouth.
He got it locked in.
Mad respect for the thrill...

[Bridge]
music screeches to a halt
Wait... let me spill the truth.
To be real...
We just started talkin’ a few weeks ago.
Yeah, I write these songs and have fun—
Maybe scare him a little... come on strong.
But hearing him get nervous is cute.
And you know what?
He showed up.
No lies.
He showed up.

[Outro]
reflective, cinematic textures
Whoever lost him... lost their way.
Maybe the same way someone lost me.
To the ones who walked away:
I’d rather live and love,
And die young...
Than be rich, old, alone—
Never knowing what it meant to be loved.
Whatever happens...
My freak on fleek...
He’ll always be my friend.

🔗 4Me2BeFree
This song represents what 4Me2BeFree is about: humor, hurt, pride, and finding voice through contrast. It’s genderless and genreless and glam as hell... and it still hits.

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Fleek Geek

🔻 Song Insight – "Sun Soaked" by 4Me2BeFree
“Sun Soaked” captures the golden glow of a perfect summer day — not just the weather, but the warmth between two people who finally stopped running and chose to live in love. It’s a track that radiates with carefree affection, laughter on a river, and hearts that found safety in each other.

But behind the charm is something more layered — the quiet acknowledgment that these moments don’t just happen. They’re chosen. Fought for. The song reflects on a time when love could’ve slipped away, but didn’t — when someone made the decision not to let happiness pass them by again.

Every line glides like sunlight over skin — nostalgic, giddy, and alive. Whether you’ve lived this moment, lost it, or long for it, “Sun Soaked” feels like a memory you didn’t know you missed until now.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Mmm, yeah...
[softly]
Mmm, yeah...

[Verse 1]
River soaking in time
Rafting, laughing, you're by my side
Lazy days drift, hearts collide
Floating along, just you and I

[Chorus]
I knew it then — your eyes, that smile
The kind of love that stays a while
You thought I was dreaming, maybe high
But I planned this life under open sky

[Verse 2]
You thought I was joking, maybe smoking
Token thoughts from days unspoken
But I saw us here, way back when
And swore I wouldn’t miss my chance again

[Chorus]
It’s this kind of life you shouldn't pass
Sun on our skin, toes in the grass
I'm not gonna lie — this is bliss
Don’t let it go, don’t miss this kiss

[Bridge]
So give it a go, give it a try
Love wild, love true, don't question why
Floating on hope in the summer sky
We gave this life a try — you and I

[Chorus]
It’s this kind of life you shouldn't pass
Sun on our skin, toes in the grass
I'm not gonna lie — this is bliss
Don’t let it go, don’t miss this kiss

[Outro]
Yeah…
This is the way love feels alive.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This one came from a rare place — not pain, but peace.

Sun Soaked was born on a quiet day, floating down a river with someone who made everything feel easy. There was no fight, no past tension — just the joy of being right where I was. That’s a feeling I had spent years chasing and, more honestly, years sabotaging.

I wanted this song to be a reminder — to myself and anyone listening — that love doesn’t always arrive with fireworks. Sometimes, it shows up in the way someone laughs beside you. In how they hold your hand when you're not asking for anything. I’ve missed too many chances before. This time, I didn’t.

And if you’re reading this, wondering if it’s too late — it’s not. Float toward what’s real. Even if it scares you.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, Sun Soaked is a bright chapter in a catalog often filled with shadows. It’s not a departure — it’s a moment of light peeking through the same lens of introspection and honesty. The project is about storytelling, transformation, and raw truth, whether that truth breaks you down or builds you up.

This song is a celebration of presence — of finally being in the right place with the right heart. It's for anyone who’s fought hard to be free and finally found someone worth slowing down for.

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Sun Soaked

Is there anyone out there

🔻 Song Insight

Title: To Be Alive
Sometimes a song doesn’t just come from life—it arrives out of the haunted territory between dreams and waking. “To Be Alive” was born from the echo of a night terror that didn’t leave a memory, but left its mark on my soul. It’s a confession from the edge of survival, the struggle to own the only self I have left, and a message for anyone who’s been trapped by pain they can’t put into words. The song’s layers—raspy vocals, shifting tempos, and atmospheric instrumentation—mirror the push and pull of trauma and hope. This is what it sounds like when your own mind is both the battleground and the sanctuary.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I’m tired of this skin
the shit in my head
trapped on the inside
just want to hide

[Verse 1]
Screams, nightly echoes cry
falling from my walls
I want to survive
can’t breathe, awaken by lies

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanted change to save me
rearrange dreams
I build a will, 
I'll try, 
knowing I'm alive

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Verse 2]
Crime, it’s time that decays
mangled mind that strays
rotten thoughts in brine
blood drains as I fade

[Verse 3]
I’m yelling at this silence on the inside
stones I carried alone
I paid the price, I atoned
looking for a home

[Bridge]
Broken, with no repair in sight
outdated—an empty fight
parts of me slip by, fading,
I had to see what was right

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Breakdown / Outro]
Damned if I stay in this place
to hell with all your empty grace
without hope, I fight to grow
you can take what’s owed
but not the part that makes me free
I own my life, I own my path
I will survive, I will live
just to be alive

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a night of dreams that woke me with my own screams—a place I don’t need to remember to know what it’s about. I’m grateful I forget those dreams, because my waking reality has been enough. I hurt for the version of me that still lives them every night, fighting alone. I wouldn’t wish what I’ve gone through on anyone, and this song is how I speak to that space that still haunts me long after the death of my relationship.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At 4Me2BeFree, every song is an act of cinematic truth-telling. “To Be Alive” turns personal struggle into shared experience, using layered soundscapes and honest lyrics to create something that resonates beyond words. This is our mission: to transform pain into power and isolation into connection, so no one feels alone with what haunts them.

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To Be Alive

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.