🎧 Song Insight: “Fractured Amber”
by 4Me2BeFree

“Fractured Amber” is not a love song in the way people might assume. It’s not about someone else—it’s about the man I was. The younger version of me who once moved through life trying to hold things together with borrowed truths and fractured clarity.

This track is a deeply introspective journey—told from the outside looking in, through the lens of a later, wiser self. It’s me stepping outside my former thoughts, reexamining what I felt then, and acknowledging how those moments shaped who I am now.

Each verse is a timestamp in emotional evolution. The lyrics reflect not only the internal war between staying and leaving, but also the quiet disconnection that happens when you stop recognizing the person you’ve been. There’s grief in that—grief for who you tried to be, for the stories you clung to, and for the illusions you finally had to walk away from.

“Fractured Amber” captures the stillness after the storm. The realization that some loops aren’t just broken—they were never yours to begin with. It’s the sound of a man remembering the boy he used to be, with compassion, sorrow, and clarity.

This isn’t closure.
It’s perspective.
And sometimes, that’s louder than any goodbye.

Fractured Amber

VULTURE by Nova J

Bitch I see you, yes I do
Your entitled attitude
You so petty, full of hatred
Scavenging oh you so shameless

You think I don’t know (ooo)
You a sneaky hoe (ooo)
Pack your shit and go (ooo)
Leave my studio (ooo)

I got breaking news, bitch
I am onto you, bitch
You and me are through, bitch

You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
Got no manners, got no culture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You’re a shady lil’ fucker
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)

You circlin’ close, smellin’ death
Talkin’ sweet with toxic breath
Fake concern, fake regret
But you just waitin’ for what’s left

You think I don’t know (ooo)
You a sneaky hoe (ooo)
Pack your shit and go (ooo)
Leave my studio (ooo)

I got breaking news, bitch
I am onto you, bitch
You and me are through, bitch

You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
Got no manners, got no culture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You’re a shady lil’ fucker
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)

Vulture. (Yeah, I said it.)
Vulture. (Best forget it.)
Vulture. (You thought you’d win it)
Vulture. (It’s time to quit it.)

Bitch I see you, yes I do
(Your entitled attitude)
You so petty, full of hatred
(Scavenging oh you so shameless)

I got breaking news, bitch
I am onto you, bitch
You and me are through, bitch

You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
Got no manners, got no culture
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You’re a shady lil’ fucker
(Vulture! Vulture!)
You ain’t nothin’ but a vulture
(Vulture! Vulture!)

Vulture

BLESS THE ONES By Nova J

You grind (mmm), you hustle (yeah)
But no one sees the strain (strain)
You hold onto the pain (pain)
Through every loss and gain (gain)
When you’re broke and low (low)
No one’s at your door (no no)
But when you’re flying high (high)
They all want more (more, more, more)

You built it brick by brick (brick)
You carried all the weight (weight)
Now hands reach out to pick (pick)
Want to decide your fate (fate)

Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who rise on their own (own, own)
Bless the brave (bless the brave)
Who face it alone (alone, alone)
Money buys more (more)
But love is rare (so rare)
Keep what’s yours (yours)
Not gonna share (no no)
Bless the ones (yeah yeah)
Who stand don’t fall (fall, fall)
Who walk through hell (walk on)
And still stand tall (stand tall)
You shine bright (bright)
Never dim your flame (your flame)
Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who fight through pain (pain, pain)

(Bless the ones – who fight for light)
(Bless the ones – who earn their rights)
(Bless the ones – who rise from night)
(Bless the ones – who stand and fight)

They smile in your face (fake)
While scheming for your place (your place)
When the fun runs dry (dry)
They vanish with no trace (just gone)
Blood ain’t the bond (nope)
It’s what’s real inside (inside)
The truth you hold (hold)
That no one can hide (hide)

You’re tougher than you know (you know)
You wear your scars like gold (like gold)
Don’t let them dim your fire (no no)
Story still untold (untold)

Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who rise on their own (own, own)
Bless the brave (bless the brave)
Who face it alone (alone, alone)
Money buys more (more)
But love is rare (so rare)
Keep what’s yours (yours)
Not gonna share (no no)
Bless the ones (yeah yeah)
Who stand don’t fall (fall, fall)
Who walk through hell (walk on)
And still stand tall (stand tall)
You shine bright (bright)
Never dim your flame (your flame)
Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who fight through pain (pain, pain)

When the world says “no” (no)
You say “watch me GO” (GO)
Bless the hands that give (give)
And the ones who never stole (never stole)

Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who rise on their own (own, own)
Bless the brave (bless the brave)
Who face it alone (alone, alone)
Money buys more (more)
But love is rare (so rare)
Keep what’s yours (yours)
Not gonna share (no no)
Bless the ones (yeah yeah)
Who stand don’t fall (fall, fall)
Who walk through hell (walk on)
And still stand tall (stand tall)
You shine bright (bright)
Never dim your flame (your flame)
Bless the ones (bless the ones)
Who fight through pain (pain, pain)

Bless the ones
(Oh, bless the ones)
Bless the ones
(Yeah, bless the ones)
Oooh, bless the ones
(Bless the ones…)

Bless the ones

CATFISH by Nova J

Got a face? (Not your own)
Got a name? (One you stole)
Got a story? (Full of holes)
Got some shame? (God, I hope so)

Feeling pretty? (Only online)
Feeling wanted? (On borrowed time)
Feeling brave? (Behind the screen)
You fooled me once — but now I see

You’re a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Yeah, a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
You thought you’d get away with this?
You’re just a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)

Five eleven
Twenty-nine
Model pics
(Not even mine)
Stolen smile
Bedroom eyes
Face-tuned deep
Full of lies

One old selfie
From who knows when
You showed up
And lied again

You were looking (looking, looking)
For tonight (tonight, tonight)
Wanna trick me (trick me with a)
Pretty lie (lie, lie)

You were looking
For tonight
Tried to take me
For a ride

When we met
I saw the truth
Not the guy
From in the booth
You flinched hard
When I said hi
You said your name
I said “goodbye”

You meant no harm? (You swear, you swear)
But all I see is vacant stares
You built a mask, played the part
Now deal with it — I know your heart

You’re a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Yeah, a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Fake as hell and full of glitch
You’re just a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)

Five eleven
Twenty-nine
That ain’t your dog
That ain’t your ride
Bubble butt? (Nice try)
Laughed so hard
I nearly cried

You deceived me (And yourself)
Go get help (You need some help)

You were looking (looking, looking)
For tonight (tonight, tonight)
Tried to trick me (trick me just to)
Feel right (right, right)

You were looking (now exposed)
I saw through you (strike a pose)

You were looking (now exposed)
I saw through you (strike a pose)

You played a role
You wore it well
But fairy tales
Can go to hell
I don’t date liars
With bogus names
Delete your apps
And own your shame

You’re a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Yeah, a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)
Don’t DM me — I ain’t your wish
You’re just a (Ca-ca-ca-ca…) catfish (Catfish)

You feel pretty? (Filter lies)
Feel authentic? (In disguise)
Five eleven? (Try five-five)
Fake the world — but not my eyes

You were looking (for tonight)
Tried to trick me (with a swipe)
You were looking (but I’m gone)
Try again — on someone dumb

Catfish

🔻 Song Insight
MOIST is a sweaty, neon-lit fever dream — a glitchy, erotic carnival ride where desire, power, and performance collide. It’s a song that doesn’t seduce politely — it throws you onto the dance floor, dares you to watch, and demands that you obey. Wrapped in the cinematic grime of 70s adult cinema and queer nightlife, MOIST explores transactional intimacy, fetishized control, and the freedom found in roleplay and release. Every line throbs with tension — between pleasure and vulnerability, dominance and consent, watching and being watched.

This isn't about love. It's about spectacle. About the raw, unfiltered mess of lust and longing that can feel more honest than tenderness ever could. MOIST refuses to be palatable — and that's exactly the point.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I want his sex for free
They want her sex for free
He wants their sex for free
Them... yeah... sex for free

Token accepted—press—my—button
Choose—your party—
Accepted.
Enjoy the ride.
Know your status and buckle that condom

[Verse 1]
Drops and you drip, watch me drown
These streams run, sweat by the pound
Smell your skin, I touch myself
Can’t help this—you get me stuck
Yeah, all I want to do is f**k

"Look into my eyes"
"Boys don’t cry—they beg"
Fall down into me, on your knees
Lip out pouting, innocent tease
And yes, you may proceed
Grab that leash, pull you in

"Sit back. Watch how this is done...sun."
Your head leans back
Eyes that cannot see
Fabric thick, tactile world
Trust me bold, hold it tight
Make you beg, make you bite

"You like to watch me... don't you?"
Let’s see tonight
How far will you go?
Take that off...
Slowly...
Don’t f**k up the show...
Now arch that back
Now slap slap that ass

"What's my name? What's my name?"

[Verse 2]
It’s hard to see your needs
While I’m stuck on mine
Come calm my nerve, make it shine

"You act like you know... but you don’t"
Call me daddy if you’re ready to go
Jump on top, I’m ready to flow
Hold those arms back, can’t reach
It’s me you need, now say—
"Oh Daddy—pleeease!"

"I’ll be your bitch tonight"
"I’ll be your bitch for free"

[Bridge]
Focus our passion in motion
Don’t look back, drink my potion
Your world spins, feeling a need
On cruise control, pulling on your leads

"I caught you watching"
"Stared a little too long"
Fireworks hold no flame
Fast tearing up the night
Keep that ass just like that
Make me bite, make me fight
It’s you I want, oh so tight

[Outro]
"You wanna shake it? Hah—baby, it ain’t gonna shake itself."
"It’s the dance floor, not a damn waiting room!"
"Can I help you, Sir—or are you just gonna stand there lookin’ confused?"
"People always up in my business like I asked for a co-star."
"Boy, if you don't drop it low in the next 3 seconds, I’m rebooting your whole personality."


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SEX for FREE

PETTY by NOVA J

I don’t even care that you unfollowed me
It actually led to an epiphany 
I think you are psycho crazy jealous of me
And I’m living in your ugly ass head rent free

Okay your head’s not ugly
You’re actually kinda pretty 
But your attitude is shitty 
And I don’t say that to be petty

BUT you really crossed a red line
WHEN you tried to take what’s mine MINE
I was just here minding my business 
And you’re here just talkin’ shit shit 

(OOOH) You think you’re special
(OOOH) So deep, so intellectual
(OOOH) Oh please, you’re superficial
(OOOH) Not exceptional
(OOOH) At alllll… (ooooh)

Go ahead, unfollow me 
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me
I already forgot about you

You’re not the first, and you won’t be the last
Just another fly I flicked off my ass
You were never close, not even warm
So why you creepin’ girl, BE GONE, BE GONE!

You’re not a total wreck, okay
You’d be fine if you’d behave
I think your ego’s in the way
You should hear what people say

BUT you really crossed a red line
WHEN you tried to take what’s mine MINE
I was just here minding my business 
And you’re here just talkin’ shit shit 

(OOOH) You think you’re special
(OOOH) So deep, so intellectual
(OOOH) Oh please, you’re superficial
(OOOH) Not exceptional
(OOOH) At alllll… (ooooh)

Go ahead, unfollow me
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me 
I already forgot about you

You might be just a one-trick pony
I won’t waste my time on a phony
Shiny toys always fade
I work harder every day
(harder) (every) (day)
(harder) (every) (day)
I work harder every day
(harder) (every) (day)
(harder) (every) (day)
(Oooooooh)

(OOOH) You think you’re special
(OOOH) So deep, so intellectual
(OOOH) Oh please, you’re superficial
(OOOH) Not exceptional
(OOOH) At alllll… (ooooh)

Go ahead, and follow me 
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me 
I already forgot about you

Go ahead, and follow me
Is that the best you can do?
I don’t care, you don’t bother me
I already forgot about you

Petty

🔻 Song Insight:
“This Is All I Can Be” is a confessional love song for the emotionally honest — the ones who know they can’t offer everything, but still show up with all they have. Wrapped in the raw grit of a late '80s hair band ballad, this track bleeds devotion and self-awareness. It’s not about grand gestures or fairy tale endings — it’s about standing in front of someone, stripped of ego and pretense, and saying, “This is who I am. I hope it’s enough.”

The lyrics tread the terrain between fierce loyalty and gentle imperfection — a landscape where not being able to "move mountains or seas" doesn’t negate love. It captures the unglamorous but deeply human version of showing up: tired, maybe a little broken, but unwavering.

[Verse 1]  
To hold you, make you safe,  
My arms mark your name.  
A place, no need to explain—  
I want to make you a home,  
Away alone on our own.

[Verse 2]  
I want to be the time you need,  
To be who you are, to breathe.  
Tear down walls, your guard,  
Feel me say with every beat—  
This was hard, but you're okay.

[Chorus]  
Let this go, life’s not on repeat.  
Skip the pain, feel love’s embrace.  
The things I wish for you to see,  
But it’s just me—this is all I can be.

[Verse 3]  
Take you away from this place,  
From memories of past mistakes.  
You and I, nowhere to go—  
We hold each other close,

[Verse 4]  
I wish I could light up your soul,  
Show the world your amazing glow.  
Embrace something new and unknown.  
Start this chapter with open arms—

[Pre-Bridge]  
But I’ll stand with you when you’re sore.  
Be there to lean on when you need a little more.

[Bridge]  
I can’t move mountains or seas—  
It’s just me, all that I can be.  
I can’t buy you a castle or a car.

[Chorus – Reprise]  
But imagine how far we could get.  
With you and me, together we’re strong.  
To know you’re not alone, to have hope—  
To grow, take the paths less known.

[Outro]  
It’s just me—that’s what I have.  
It’s just me, babe. That’s all I am.  
If it’s tomorrow, if it’s today—  
I’m here in whatever way.




This is all I can be

🔻 Song Insight – If a Narcissist Had a Heart
If a Narcissist Had a Heart is a cautionary nursery rhyme dressed in circus clothes. It's a satirical swing at the emotional devastation left in the wake of a narcissist—wrapped in Seuss-like rhythm, carnival sounds, and a maniacally cheerful delivery. The track juxtaposes whimsy with psychological horror, inviting listeners to laugh and flinch. Every rhyme conceals a truth; every bounce carries a bruise.

Beneath the jester’s grin is a call to survivors: you are not crazy. Narcissists are emotional illusionists—rewriting reality, charming crowds, and leaving chaos in their absence. This song offers solidarity through absurdity, exposing the cycle of manipulation with theatrical flair. Think of it as an exorcism in rhyming couplets… with a tuba.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Narrator voice, cartoon tone]
If a narcissist had a heart...
He wouldn't know where to start.
He’d call the press, he’d strike a pose,
And sob on camera—God only knows.

[Verse 1]
“It’s better now! I’ve changed, I swear!”
He weeps into the velvet chair.
The news loops play him night and day—
The man who felt, then ran away.

[Verse 2]
But don’t be fooled by mournful gleam,
He edits out what’s in between.
Behind the charm and half-baked tears—
Are stolen years and gaslit fears.

[Bridge]
Through haunted woods and smoky haze,
He drains your light, rewrites your days.
Watch your kids, your keys, your mind—
Before he leaves you two steps blind.

[Verse 3]
You can wash the horse, you can feed the pig,
But this clown’s jig is his own rig.
The facts are sharp, the lies are glue—
You’ll lose yourself before he’s through.

[Chorus]
Run, run, run—don’t wait, don’t stay!
He’ll paint your soul in shades of gray.
You thought it’s love? You thought he cared?
That scream you heard? No one was there.

[Outro]
What’s in store? Chaos galore.
He’s off again—another score.
Save yourself and step aside—
You can’t fix someone who just… lied.

🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote this with a smirk… and a scar. It started as a joke—what if Dr. Seuss wrote a survival guide for people who dated narcissists? But as the rhyme flowed, so did the rage, the grief, and the absurdity of loving someone who only loved a mirror.

There was a time when I truly believed the apologies. The “new leaf” speeches. The declarations of change. I wanted to believe them. I needed to believe them, because the alternative was facing how far I’d been manipulated.

This song is for everyone who’s ever questioned their sanity after trusting someone who wore a human mask. It's for those who made excuses for monsters because they remembered the first act. And it’s for those who survived, even if they laughed their way out of the fire.

It’s comedy, sure—but satire is truth screaming in a clown suit. And I’ve earned the right to laugh now.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
If a Narcissist Had a Heart is a bold turn in the 4Me2BeFree journey—leaning into theatrical satire without losing the emotional core. This project is about transforming raw truth into immersive soundscapes, whether that truth is beautiful, brutal, or bizarre. Every song is a scene, every lyric a spotlight.

Through comedy, darkness, and cinematic chaos, 4Me2BeFree creates songs that don’t just play—they perform. The goal? To offer catharsis for those who’ve lived through manipulation, heartbreak, and self-erasure—and to do it with rhythm, rhyme, and one hell of a grin.

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If a Narcissist Had a Heart

🔻 SONG INSIGHT
“This Is Me” is a thunderclap of unapologetic self-love and stage-commanding energy. It’s not just a performance — it’s a coronation. This track doesn’t beg for your approval; it struts past your doubt in heels made of stardust and sweat. Every lyric is a spotlight confession, every beat a pulse of truth. It captures what it feels like to own your power after someone tried to shrink you, twist you, or make you question your shine.

From cosmic flexes to poetic burns, the track walks the line between humor and raw defiance — a celebration of survival, reinvention, and queer brilliance. It’s for anyone who’s ever been underestimated… and came back with a mic drop.

🔻 LYRICS
[Verse 1]
You said you needed time
I was waiting around for hours
You said you had to find yourself
I didn’t even know you were missing

[Pre-Chorus]
You lost your way — and that’s okay
Somehow...
You still found...
Me

[Chorus]
This is who I am, and that’s the best
A flawless man... some cosmic shit
While you're stuck in second place
I’m moonwalking through outer space
So don’t you cry when you miss me
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Verse 2]
You tried to dim what’s inside
Baby, I’m the northern lights
I gave you time, I gave you grace
And still I won the human race

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You keep slipping, I just glide
Every mirror’s on my side

[Chorus]
This is who I am, and that’s a gift
A perfect storm that always lifts
You play the game, I changed the rules
I broke the mold and made it cool
So go ahead, embrace your myth
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Bridge]
I’m not just a man
I’m a message
If loving myself is wrong
Then I’ll write a song
About how right I am

[Final Chorus – Modulated]
This is who I am, and that’s a gift
Ego-sculpted, heaven-kissed
You chase the dream, I am the dream
Your greatest thought, your silent scream
So write it down, tattoo your wrist
Even my flaws
Look good on this

[Outro]
You’re welcome

🔻 PERSONAL REFLECTION
I didn’t always believe I could say things like this — out loud. For years, I gave my light away in tiny pieces, hoping someone else would tell me I was enough. But no one can crown you if you don’t show up like royalty first.

"This Is Me" came from the rubble of that realization. It’s camp, it’s glitter, it’s truth with fangs. It’s the voice I wish I had when I was younger — the one that didn’t apologize for being too much. This song is a mirror I built for myself. And when I looked into it, I finally saw someone worth fighting for.

So yeah — this is me. And that’s the gift.

🔻 4ME2BEFREE
At 4Me2BeFree, every song is a cinematic confession. We don’t write to entertain — we write to transform. Whether it’s heartbreak or power, loss or glittering defiance, we chase the truth until it sings.

"This Is Me" isn’t just a track. It’s a stage. A pulse. A reclamation. And most importantly, it’s yours too — if you’ve ever had to fight to be seen.

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This is Me

🔻 Song Insight
“Dark Surprise – Not My Town” is a descent into the inner chaos that lingers after betrayal, trauma, and the kind of self-exile that isn’t always visible from the outside. It’s not a clean break. It’s a spiral — one lined with static memories, fractured timelines, and buried rage.

The track weaves y industrial textures with haunting cinematic layers, pulling listeners into a world where the lines between pain and numbness blur. Each verse is a confession — not polished, not filtered, but jagged and breathless. The chorus, almost melodic, lets the smoke rise, showing the aftermath of falling for something that was never real to begin with.

It’s about getting buried alive in a version of yourself you no longer recognize — and realizing, too late, that the town, the love, the identity… was never truly yours. “Dark Surprise” isn’t about closure — it’s about the slow, spiraling process of owning your own exit.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:
Main Voice – Spoken:
I don’t run from the truth...
I just bury it deeper.
Dual Voice – Whispered, y:
You're not fooling anyone.

Verse 1 – Rap:
I go to speak — my words free fall
Like drops on skin, no catch at all
Swimming through memories trapped in walls
I hide inside... just static calls

Glued inside my self-made cell
Falling back, say it’s all just hell
Pretend the pain is time I spend
Away from a self I won't defend

Pre-Chorus :
Surrounded by ghosts that drain
Every spark, every vein
That burn displaced my name
Hope cracked like ice in pain

Chorus:
Love dove headfirst into mud
Lies spun tight like blood
Thick layers cracked under pressure
Smoke swirled, vortex took my center
Just words... but they never last

Verse 2 – Rap:
I’m feeling rage, tension — the place I’m in
Crossed paths with death, can’t pretend
Flirted with earth, ditch dug with a shrug
No trust... lost respect, no love

Dual Voice:
You didn’t care… you let it collapse…

Psycho sprint down dead-end tracks
Wish I missed those collapse attacks
Seeped in deep where lungs can’t breathe
Toxic air, no chance to leave

Bridge – Melodic, distorted :
Realms bend — this ain’t my timeline
Slide through glass, life in decline
Seconds bleed, countdown loud
This ain't my city. This ain't my crowd.

Chorus:
Love dove headfirst into mud
Lies spun tight like blood
Thick layers cracked under pressure
Smoke swirled, vortex took my center
Just words... but they never last

Verse 3 – Rap:
Ignoring what’s down don’t stop the spin
Buck up or fuck up, that’s how it begins
Roll the dice — land on eyes
Be your own dark surprise

Lock it up. Truth dies quiet.
Only you knew… we’re on the other side.

Outrol:
This isn’t me…
This ain’t my town…
You were never really here...



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Dark Surprise - Not My Town

🔻 Song Insight
“Everything Delirium” is a descent into fractured perception — that unshakable feeling that the world around you has shifted just enough to feel wrong. It’s not loud. It’s not obvious. It’s subtle, quiet, and crawling. Like waking up in your own life, only to realize the floor creaks differently, the air tastes off, and even the people around you are wearing slightly misaligned versions of themselves.

The song explores dissociation, trauma memory, identity distortion, and the surreal “post-event” state that many experience after psychological or emotional upheaval. It captures what it feels like to exist in-between dimensions — not metaphorically, but viscerally. Each verse blends glitch-inspired cadence with low spoken observations. The chorus slows into melodic dread, whispering that even the simplest things — roses, women, whisky — are now “tainted with lies.”

This is not about being lost. This is about knowing you’re not supposed to be here, and trying to hold onto the thread of who you were before reality bent.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
This ain't a dream...
It’s a rerun...
It’s all a rerun...

[Verse 1]
Glitch stutters echo through these halls
Reflections flicker — did I see that at all?
Time slips fast, I lose my grip
Dart through fractures that never quite fit

Truth or fiction — it's all the same
When the signal breaks, you forget your name
You say I'm twisted, I say it's true
But these are your eyes — not just my view

[Pre-Chorus]
Atmosphere's twisted. The oxygen cursed.
I knew instinctively — this world had reversed.
Drawn to a throne made of counterfeit stone,
Where truth screams out in a fractured tone.

[Chorus]
Everything tastes forbidden
The roses, the women, hidden
The doorways, the whisky — tainted with lies
I'm trapped in a realm that forsakes me now
Everything tastes forbidden...
And I know I'm not delirious
I’m Delirium undone

[Verse 2]
I never said "they're here," I said "they changed"
Power flipped — the frequencies rearranged
Keep your mind open, but don't blink twice
This ain't your life — it's a loop in disguise

My past was real… then it blinked, then it's gone
I was the pawn — moved, used, then withdrawn
Masks too tight, they pretended just fine
But what's underneath? Pure dread in design

[Pre-Chorus]
Atmosphere's twisted. The oxygen cursed.
I knew instinctively — this world had reversed.
Drawn to a throne made of counterfeit stone,
Where truth screams out in a fractured tone.

[Chorus – Repeat]
Everything tastes forbidden
The roses, the women, hidden
The doorways, the whisky — tainted with lies
I'm trapped in a realm that forsakes me now
Everything tastes forbidden...
And I know I'm not delirious
I’m Delirium undone

[Bridge]
The sounds are sharp. The lights — too clean.
The colors wrong, like a haunted dream
You think I'm crazy? Then maybe I should…
'Cause I don't belong

[Outro]
This isn't your street… this isn't your name…
Everything's shifted… but you're still the same…
Who are you?

You've reached the edge of perception.

[Final Chorus]
Everything tastes forbidden
The roses, the women, hidden
The doorways, the whisky — tainted with lies
I'm trapped in a realm that forsakes me now
Everything tastes forbidden...
And I know I'm not delirious


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Dark Surprise – Everything Delirium

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