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New Songs Week Ending 9/28

Song Insight: “Who Knows, Maybe?”
Sometimes it’s not about love, and it’s not about lust—it’s about potential.

“Who Knows, Maybe?” is a moment frozen between two people—curious, flirty, and real. It’s that feeling when someone makes you smile again… when you're not sure where it’s going, but you want to know.

This song isn't a confession. It’s an invitation.
To connection. To possibility. To see what happens if you just let it flow.

Because maybe... just maybe…
something beautiful starts right here.

— Īan (4Me2BeFree)

Who Knows, Maybe?

🔻 Song Insight – Squeeze
“Squeeze” is unapologetic. It’s confident, flirtatious, and wrapped in just enough neon heat to get the floor moving. Beneath the sweat and seduction is a deeper pulse — a song about chemistry, control, and connection that doesn’t need to ask permission.

The lyrics don’t hide behind metaphors — they own the moment. From the teasing “Come on boy, you know what I like” to the slick repetition of “Going deeper, pushing past,” Squeeze becomes a mantra for pleasure without pretense. It's suggestive, sure — but it’s also smart, sharp, and built for the kind of listeners who like to flirt with the edge.

With smooth vocal delivery, tight production, and subtle Latin-infused rhythm, this track is a slow-burner disguised as a dance banger. You’re not just listening to it — you're being pulled into it.

🔻 Lyrics
Verse 1
I want to be inside, so warm and wet
He's got the squeeze that puts you on your knees

Bridge
Feel you tense — let me in
Come on boy, you know what I like

Chorus
This is what we do when we do our job
Going deeper, pushing past
Till you see his grin

Verse 2
I can tell you want a ride — don't be shy
Let me feel you, now take your time, have some pride

Bridge
Show me what you got
Give this a try

Chorus
This is what we do when we do our job
Going deeper, pushing past
Till you see his grin

Verse 3
Don’t be surprised — I saw your eyes
And now that smile

Bridge
Now kiss me — I'm your toy
Come on, you know what I like, be my boy

Outro
I want to be inside so warm and wet
He's got that squeeze; that puts you on your knees

🔻 Artist Reflection
This track is playful — and yeah, it leans into desire. But it’s also about reclaiming space to express sensuality without shame. Squeeze started as a personal joke, something never meant to be released. But after seeing how deeply listeners connected with my other bold tracks, I realized there was space for this too.

There’s power in honesty — even when it’s dressed in neon and soaked in bass. Squeeze isn’t about shock value. It’s about intimacy, chemistry, and knowing exactly what you want. Sometimes that’s the most fearless kind of storytelling.

🔻 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is about owning emotion in every form — from the heartbreak to the heat. Fusing cinematic production with lyrical depth, their work blends vulnerability and bravado into something unmistakably human. Squeeze joins the catalog as both a standout club drop and a cheeky rebellion against subtlety.

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Squeeze (Explicit) LGBTQ+

🎧 Song Insight – Homo Alone
Artist: 4Me2BeFree
Genre: Queer Pop / Electro Seduction
Mood: Dark. Confident. Intimate.

“Homo Alone” blends glitchy textures, whispered tension, and seductive control into a cinematic sonic experience. It tells the story of desire not yet fulfilled—where anticipation is the act, and power lies in patience.

Built on a confident male vocal performance with layered harmonies, glitch FX, and a steady danceable groove, the track seduces in waves—pulling listeners deeper with every breath, drop, and whispered line. This is not just a song... it’s a confession on loop.

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Homo Alone (Explicit) LGBTQ+

🌙 Song Insight: “The Things We Do for Love”
By 4Me2BeFree

A soft, acoustic indie-pop song wrapped in tenderness and gentle hope. “The Things We Do for Love” isn't about falling head over heels—it's about the slow build, the trust earned, and the subtle, meaningful acts that show care without demand. It captures the quiet courage of opening up again, brick by brick, with someone who sees you fully. Soft guitars, underscore this dreamy, emotionally safe atmosphere—perfect for cozy playlists, self-reflection, or that moment you realize maybe this could be something real.

🎶 Lyrics
[Verse]
The weight of the world has fallen in
Trapped outside for the love within
Imprisoned by thoughts we never show
Fighting feelings with no place to go

[Pre-Chorus]
When everything feels lost and gone
Somehow we both still carry on
Not drawn by pain or selfish game
Just something soft we can’t quite name

[Chorus]
A selfless want to simply care
To just be present, just be there
To bring back hope so it can stay
To say you're safe, it’s okay

[Verse]
We take the wall down, brick by brick
Trusting slow, hoping it sticks
Not chasing sparks or push and shove
Just all the quiet things we do for love

[Bridge]
[Spoken] No fireworks, no perfect plan
Just showing up and holding hands
Maybe this is how it starts
Two healing hearts, a work of art

The things we do for love...
Just maybe, that’s enough.

💭 Artist Reflection
I wrote this piece during a moment when I didn’t need a love song—but still needed to believe in love. The kind that grows slowly, rooted in trust and safety, not just chemistry. it’s soft, it’s hopeful. And sometimes, that’s more powerful than fireworks.

✨ About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree blends emotional authenticity with cinematic storytelling, fusing alternative pop, electronic textures, and vocal vulnerability. With 130k+ streams across 50+ countries, their sound is both intimate and global—always evolving, always human.

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Generated in collaboration with AI tools for structure and ambiance.
Do not reproduce without permission.



The Things We Do for Love (For You)

I did not write this song. It was 100% created by AI.

For testing purposes, I asked my AI assistant to generate lyrics and structure a track in the style of Nine Inch Nails’ “Closer.” The goal was to identify how lyrics affect the outcome of a Suno-generated song without using a traditional style prompt. I also specified that the song should maintain a clear industrial vibe and consistent tempo—so that any structural shifts would be easier to detect.

The AI assistant wrote these lyrics based on its understanding of my request. “(3xplIc!t)” is part of an ongoing experiment to uncover how positive and negative prompts, song titles, and lyric phrasing influence Suno's sonic output.

Could I push Suno to generate a fully cohesive industrial track using only layered direction, structural tags, and sonic constraints?
Turns out, yes.

Why does this matter?
If a song contains flagged or emotionally charged words, it may activate specific regions of Suno’s latent space—pushing the model toward certain outcomes. Understanding that allows for intentional composition on a deeper level.

The next frontier is figuring out: how many flags are too many? And what weight does each flagged word have on the final track? That’s the phase I’m testing now.

One major outcome I’ve uncovered involves something I call: personas.

Personas are not protected entities—they behave like grooves on an ice skating rink. The more a specific vocal personality or phrasing structure is used, the more the model wears down that area. You start hearing degradation: pronunciation gets lazy, tonality shifts, and sometimes lyrics become garbled or overly simplified.
It’s not random. It’s fatigue within a specific region of the model’s latent field.

This is important:
If someone else unknowingly overlaps with the same persona—lyrically or vocally—they may unintentionally inherit degraded output.
That means no one’s creative sandbox is entirely their own—we’re all working from the same space. And yes, this raises big questions about model-wide fatigue.

So now I’m asking:
Is there a Zamboni for this system?
Is that why a style that worked perfectly one day suddenly feels lifeless the next?

I'm still testing. But “(3xplIc!t)” is one piece of that answer.

[Intro]  
[SoundFX-Mechanical-Click] [SoundFX-Synth-Hum] [Distorted-Bass-Line]

[Verse] [Vocal Style:Whispered-Edge] [Vocal Quality:Gritty]  
Bite the chain and pull me back  
Scratch my name into your track  
You make me bleed, I wanna stay  
In this skin you stripped away  

[Verse]  
I crawl, I twitch, I shut it down  
I kiss the wire, you wear the crown  
Say the word, and I’ll dissolve  
A need that nothing else can solve  

[Bridge] [Vocal Style:Tension-Build]  
Control me hollow  
Drain me slow  
You own the parts  
I never show  

[Chorus]  
You get me closer to rot  
Closer to sick  
Closer to god  
When you break me, I tick  

[Verse]  
Bruised in mirrors, fucked on glass  
I forget my name too fast  
No prayers—just filth and steel  
No cure for what I want to feel  

[Bridge] [Vocal Quality:Raspy]  
Erase me gently  
Spit my code  
I am your echo  
I explode  

[Outro]  
[SoundFX-Static-Burst] [Distorted-Kick-Fade]  
Closer  
Closer  
Just a little closer  
...Control

[End]  
[Key:C-Minor] [Tempo:Aggressive]

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(3xplIc!t) ALT Name-  Control Me Hollow  (Explicit)

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Same Song - COTC

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Warning Call 6FEET - COTC

🔻 Song Insight
"Animal" is a lyrical execution—sharp, bitter, and final. Part battle cry, part eulogy, it tears through illusion with teeth bared. This isn’t a breakup song. It’s a realization track: the moment the curtain drops and the persona collapses under its own fraudulence.

Structured as a verbal reckoning, “Animal” confronts the myth-making that happens in toxic dynamics—when one person spins stories while the other quietly bleeds behind the scenes. The song’s tone is scathing but measured, never desperate… just done. Like striking a match and letting the whole delusional narrative burn.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Fantasy world you live in,
Delusions dressed as truth—
You rewrote history
To make yourself the proof.

I wish I lived in make-believe
Where everything you say is real.
So naive you must be
To think I’d never feel.

[Chorus]
All is fair in love and war...
But this was never that.
It was a mirror cracked by lies—
A truth you never had.

I could’ve read the leaves,
But let’s be honest:
I was never the reason
You left so thoughtless.

[Verse 2]
You’re not the genius I believed.
I gave you too much grace—
For who I thought you were
And who you couldn’t face.

[Bridge]
Dumpster fire ignorance,
Rail-grade flames—
Hearts gone numb,
Desires untamed.

You’ll either wake up
Or sink in the wreck,
Drowning in your logic
Of what comes next.

[Verse 3]
Never forgiven, never forgotten—
I keep score,
You keep rotting.
Too blind to walk,
Too proud to crawl—
It was never love.
Not at all.

[Outro]
No heart, no weight.
Not worth the crime.
Not worth the date
Or the borrowed time.

Spilled tears, wasted light,
I won’t name you again,
Won’t resurrect the night.
Yesterday’s dreams were never meant—
They died with you
And all you meant.

🔻 Personal Reflection
"Animal" was written during the tail end of denial—the moment where I finally stopped giving the benefit of the doubt and started giving myself back the benefit of clarity.

There’s a rage underneath these lines, yeah… but it’s not just anger. It’s grief that matured into indifference. The hardest part wasn’t losing the relationship—it was realizing I was the only one treating it like it meant anything at all.

This song is about reclaiming reality from someone else’s fiction. About burning down the fantasy house they built in your name—and refusing to ever go back inside.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
In the context of the COTC project, "Animal" is the throat rip. The chapter where love songs die and the storyteller takes the mic back. It's a sonic confrontation, raw with betrayal but restrained with purpose. Every word is a scar sealed in melody. This is what it sounds like when survival no longer needs apology.

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Animal - COTC


🔻 Song Insight
"Goodbye Tomorrow" is the sound of a door closing… not with a slam, but with a sigh. This isn’t a rage anthem or a pleading ballad—it’s a resignation letter to a future that was never going to come true. The song moves through ghosted promises, broken projections, and the surreal act of mourning something that never fully existed outside your own hope.

Carried by a slow, aching progression and sparse instrumentation, the lyrics weave through grief and clarity with surgical precision. It’s about letting go—not because you're over it, but because you’ve finally accepted that it never was what you thought it could be. And that’s a different kind of heartbreak entirely.

🔻 Lyrics
(If you’d like me to format lyrics, feel free to drop them in and I’ll place them here in full structure with sections)

🔻 Personal Reflection
"Goodbye Tomorrow" came from that in-between place—where you're not in love anymore, but you're still haunted by the version of yourself who was. I kept trying to fix something that only existed in my imagination. This wasn’t just about a person—it was about a future, a vision, an idea of how things were supposed to go.

This song is what happens when you stop chasing closure and start giving yourself permission to stop looking. It's not angry. It's not dramatic. It’s just... done. And sometimes that’s the loudest goodbye of all.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
"Goodbye Tomorrow" marks a tonal shift in COTC—from fiery confrontation to quiet liberation. It proves that not every ending needs to be explosive… some just dissolve. And in that stillness, 4Me2BeFree finds its truest emotional weight. This track is a soft exhale—a final page turned without reading the last paragraph.

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Goodbye Tomorrow - COTC

🔻 Song Insight

A Junkyard of Memories is a raw excavation of broken trust and twisted recollections — a scrapyard of lies, fractured thoughts, and ghosts of belief. It explores what happens when memories become weaponized, snarling back like feral dogs, refusing to be buried. The song captures the chaos of manipulation and the clarity that follows escape. It’s jagged, experimental, and cinematic — weaving whispers, echoes, and reverb into a fractured alt-grunge narrative.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
It’s a fracture in time
A slipup to dive
Back into the pisse-show
You called your life
A talk show promo
An expo of your lies
Delirium by the milligram
You serve it cold
Gray matter scattered
Logic’s got holes

[Chorus – Whispered, Echo]
A junkyard of memories
Snarling like dogs
Biting for access
To whatever’s left of your thoughts

[Verse 2]
I flipped back
To the days I believed you
Now I see
How it’s all been deceived through
Laser-scope focus
Content flagged
Ritual hieroglyphics
In the speeches you drag
You sell shit
You yell it
But say nothing exact

[Bridge – Spoken, Fading in Reverb]
Transparent reflections... bound descendants...
prophecies… rails… nails…

[Verse 3]
Back pew thoughts
Knowing it’s done
You’re empty
You're gone
Hope used to gleam
Now it’s dim in the fog
Theft in the night
Now you chase what bites
You called it the light
But it’s your final flight

[Chorus – Broken Beat, Delayed Vox]
Dodging bullets
No longer casualty
It’s all on you
You own this tragedy

[Verse 4 – Calm, Decisive Tone]
I bowed out
Held to my gums
At peace with the silence
With the damage I’ve done
I’m taking my leave
No epilogue sung

[Outro – Fading, Low Reverb]
A lost soul
No home
Always running
From being alone
Afraid to stand
Face what’s near
That’s why your tears
Will drown you for years

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from looking back at the wreckage of promises that were never real, only staged illusions. It’s about finally seeing through the performance — the talk shows, the speeches, the endless noise — and realizing none of it had substance. A Junkyard of Memories is me standing outside that wreckage, no longer a casualty of it, but still scarred by the debris. Writing it was like spitting glass and clearing the fog at the same time.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

This track pushes 4Me2BeFree further into experimental territory — not just grunge, but fractured soundscapes that echo memory itself. The use of whispered choruses, spoken bridges, and fading outros builds a cinematic tension that mirrors the chaos of lies unraveling. It’s part confession, part exorcism — showing how 4Me2BeFree’s music blends raw emotion with immersive storytelling to create something both personal and universal.

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A Junkyard of Memories - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

🔻 Song Insight

If I Could Be is a slow-burn confession wrapped in smoke, shadows, and grit. It’s not quite country, not quite alternative, but something in between — a restless walk down a dark alley in Pennsylvania. The track pulls influence from blues, country, and 90s alt-rock but refuses to settle into any one lane, echoing the mood of The Sopranos’ theme. With raspy vocals, haunting guitar lines, and cinematic swells, the song wrestles with regret, missed chances, and the longing to rewrite the past. It’s both intimate and vast, like an empty street echoing with what might have been.

🔻 Lyrics

🌙 [Verse 1] (Soft electric guitar picking, distant vinyl crackle, melancholic tone)
Music in the air, killers on the screen
Where was I but being used, lost, and unseen?
Started life lost, from what was meant to be
No guide in sight, I wandered aimlessly

💔 [Verse 2] (Subtle drum pulse, deeper bass, haunting background synths)
You were having a worse time, that's for sure
But it didn’t make up for the hell you ensured
I couldn’t defend you, didn’t know your name
Didn’t know who you were, had no way to claim

🔥 [Chorus] (Full-band swell, soaring vocals, cinematic strings layering the emotion)
I would have done anything, come to fight for you
Stand on my own, take them down too
We could have stood together, screamed your name
Made everyone know, it’s not a game

🌊 [Verse 3] (Fading echoes, heartbeat-like drumbeat, soft backing harmonies)
It’s shitty things happened, you faced your nightmare
No one to stand for you, it wasn’t fair
Fighting alone, in a world unknown
Resigning to a love, never shown

🌌 [Verse 4] (Stripped-back piano, aching vocal delivery, slow-build tension)
If I had a time machine, I’d fix what’s wrong
Change it all, make them pay, make you strong
I’d save you, make you whole
So you’d be okay, free in soul

🔥 [Chorus – Repeat] (Bigger, raw harmonies, guitar swelling under the words)
I would have done anything, come to fight for you
Stand on my own, take them down too
We could have stood together, screamed your name
Made everyone know, it’s not a game

⚡ [Bridge] (Stripped percussion, intense whispered vocals)
If I could turn back time, I'd save us both
Know your worth, your heart, your oath
It’s not an excuse for the things you did
But I’d still save us, for a happier bid

🌙 [Verse 5] (Softer, reflective)
What made us, we were broken, so different
Yet still responsible, owning our intent
Walking this world alone, but now we see
We’re stronger together, just you and me

🔥 [Final Chorus] (Last burst of raw energy)
I would have done anything, come to fight for you
Stand on my own, take them down too
We could have stood together, screamed your name
Made everyone know, it’s not a game

🌌 [Outro] (Soft piano notes, echoes fading, heartbeat rhythm slowing)
If I had a time machine, I’d change our fate
Make things right, before it’s too late
We’d live a life, full of happiness
Free from the pain, in togetherness

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from imagining the life I could have given someone if I’d been there sooner — the way everything might have shifted if I could’ve stepped in, fought, or protected them. It’s about the weight of hindsight and the ache of knowing you’d change everything if you could. The song doesn’t sit in one genre because grief and regret don’t either — they wander through alleys, past neon signs, through smoky bars, and into memories that don’t fade.


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If I Could Be - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

🔻 Song Insight

Reaction is a scorched-earth reflection on deception, disillusionment, and the moment you realize the game was never love at all. It’s lean and unsparing — a dark alt-grunge track with flashes of blues grit and punk sneer. The lyrics rip through self-mythologizing and expose the delusion underneath, showing the narrator’s shift from naïveté to steel. Less confession and more reckoning, it’s the sound of a match striking in a room full of lies.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Fantasy world you live in,
Delusions dressed as truth—
You rewrote history
To make yourself the proof.

I wish I lived in make-believe
Where everything you say is real.
So naive you must be
To think I’d never feel.

[Chorus]
All is fair in love and war...
But this was never that.
It was a mirror cracked by lies—
A truth you never had.

I could’ve read the leaves,
But let’s be honest:
I was never the reason
You left so thoughtless.

[Verse 2]
You’re not the genius I believed.
I gave you too much grace—
For who I thought you were
And who you couldn’t face.

[Bridge]
Dumpster fire ignorance,
Rail-grade flames—
Hearts gone numb,
Desires untamed.

You’ll either wake up
Or sink in the wreck,
Drowning in your logic
Of what comes next.

[Verse 3]
Never forgiven, never forgotten—
I keep score,
You keep rotting.
Too blind to walk,
Too proud to crawl—
It was never love.
Not at all.

[Outro]
No heart, no weight.
Not worth the crime.
Not worth the date
Or the borrowed time.

🔻 Personal Reflection

Reaction was written after the fog lifted — when the excuses stopped working and the truth could finally be spoken out loud. It’s about seeing someone’s self-constructed myth crumble, and realizing you were a prop in their performance. This song is my way of burning down the stage and walking out with my head high.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

With Reaction, 4Me2BeFree leans into a stripped, biting alt-grunge style that fuses bluesy grit with punk immediacy. It shows the project’s range beyond mournful ballads — moving into searing, no-nonsense confrontation while still cinematic and emotionally layered. This is the soundtrack of a door closing for good.

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Reaction - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

Song Insight

“I’m Missing You” is a tender, whimsical diary set to guitar. It’s not about grand gestures—it’s about the small, messy moments that make love unforgettable: coffee cups steaming, toast popping, eggs cracking, and the quiet ache of wishing someone was there. Awkward, shy, and imperfect by design, the song feels like a private voice memo left for someone special. It’s playful yet heartfelt, capturing the sweetness of young love and the loneliness of missing it.

Lyrics

Intro:
Spoken Word:
"This song is dedicated to my boyfriend Brooks, I love you and I'm missing you"


Verse 1:
I can’t sleep staring at my phone
Wishing it was you looking up at me
Why does it have to be so complicated
Can’t we just skip to that place
Where you are next to me

Chorus:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you

Verse 2:
Making my coffee, dreaming of you
Stirring in the parts that make me laugh
Eggs in the pan cracked, I smile again
Cheesy things we do, it has me like glue
Toast pops up and I’m being jelly
Your friends get to be with you
And I stare into another day feeling blue

Chorus:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you

Verse 3:
The TV’s on but I’m not feeling at home
It’s when you’re gone that I’m all alone
Nothing can take your place
No matter what I do

The juice sweet reminds me kissing your neck
Your lips, your skin and I’m falling further in
I don’t mind this time, take me under just a spell
I’d rather be dreaming, seeing you
Than in this empty hell

Bridge:
Cold chill locked us in under covers
My body warm pressed next to you
Every part of me knew what to do
In darkness we captured our spark
The hotel room was lit up like fire
The crisp air turned to steam
Worries melted into air
Down we arrived there
Tired and gone
Sleep fell
And we were gone

Verse 4:
Like that I was awake back alone
Wishing you were home
But fishes be damned, I ain’t got a thing
It’s just me left in my own mess
The parts that’s left when I’m blue
From not having you

Chorus – Outro:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you




Personal Reflection

“This song is for Brooks. It’s the closest I could get to bottling how love feels when it’s silly, shy, and real—and how empty mornings feel when he’s not there. The coffee, the toast, even the eggs—every small detail carries his presence. Recording it, I didn’t want polish; I wanted truth. Just me, a guitar, and the sound of missing someone who matters.”

4Me2BeFree

For 4ME2BEFREE, “I’m Missing You” shows the softer side of storytelling. Not every track has to scream; sometimes the quietest, quirkiest love songs say the most. This is intimacy captured raw: imperfect strums, shy laughter, and lyrics that let the listener sit at the breakfast table of someone in love. It’s another layer of cinematic honesty—where imperfection is the beauty.

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I'm Missing You

🔻 Song Insight – “Inside” by 4Me2BeFree
“Inside” is a haunting descent into the spaces we rarely let others see — a cinematic confession layered with heat, hesitation, and hard-won vulnerability. Set against the backdrop of dark analog synths and Stranger Things-style ambiance, the track balances erotic energy with emotional weight. It’s not just about desire — it’s about what happens when connection breaks past skin and touches memory, shame, and need.

Built on a mid-tempo rhythm that simmers rather than explodes, “Inside” pulls you through a series of internal awakenings. Each verse peels away another layer of armor. Each chorus dares to ask: Can I survive being truly seen?

With its deep male vocals, breathy echoes, and moments of sonic distortion, this track delivers not just sound — but sensation.

[Opening]
I feel it rising—my mind is set
Tension builds where we find no rest
You come close, and I lose control
Heat in my blood, deep in your soul

[Verse 1]
My clothes don’t fit when you’re near
Lose my sight to the things I’d hear
You trace my curve with every touch
Softest tongue—I feel too much
I try to pull back, but I’m too far gone
Hardest hour, still holding on

[Pre-Chorus]
Your eyes look up—silent, understood
You don’t ask, but you know you should
My love comes running, I’m ready to go
*Dripping desire—can’t stop the flow*

[Chorus]
Keep me alive—don’t let it die
Be brave, hold it tight
You’re not shy, not tonight
Don’t let go—it’s part of your show

[Climactic Chorus]
You want my liquid love to thrive
A precious seed, a need you feed inside
I don’t care about the words, just the ride
That place, that escape…

[Verse 2]
Mouth caught on my nerve, you devour
I’m undone in the midnight hour
I taste myself with every kiss
Trapped in your ache, can’t resist
Alone, I hear you in my mind
You freed a part I couldn’t hide

[Bridge]
You bit your lip, smacked my ass
You made me gasp with every thrash
Forget the past, just let it slide
No shame here—just the ride inside

[Chorus]
Keep me alive—don’t let it die
Be brave, hold it tight
You’re not shy, not tonight
Don’t let go—it’s part of your show

[Climactic Chorus]
You want my liquid love to thrive
A precious seed, a need you feed inside
I don’t care about the words, just the ride
That place, that escape…

[Outro]
That place, that escape
That ride inside
No words, no shame
Just me alive

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song came from a place I wasn’t sure I’d ever let music touch. It’s about sex, yes — but more than that, it’s about intimacy colliding with memory, and how desire can either heal or haunt. I’ve been with people who saw my body but didn’t see me, and I’ve also known the kind of connection that’s terrifying because it does.

“Inside” was born out of that collision — physical, emotional, and spiritual. It speaks to the aftermath of trauma, the ache of needing to be accepted, and the risk of letting someone in fully when parts of you still feel unsafe or unloved.

Recording this was strange at first — I had to step into that vulnerability vocally, not just lyrically. I wanted the track to breathe, to burn, and to blur — like a fever dream you remember through someone else’s scent.

This isn’t just eroticism — it’s reclamation.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track is a perfect example of what 4Me2BeFree is becoming: a sound that fuses personal liberation with cinematic emotion. Whether it’s heartbreak, sensuality, or quiet rage — every song is a mirror, curved by feeling, wrapped in texture, and grounded in lived truth.

We don’t do music as performance. We do music as memory — scored with synths, scars, and survival.

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Inside - Halloween 25 Club Version

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.