your song made me feel something I have not felt in long so thank you

guys please check my songs also featuring capsctrl they are lit ( fireflies and dark lies and also guardian angel)

bro  keep making music like this grind hard and you will achive alot

You have an insta? Link in the descrip didn't match. Love your music

mix 3

prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

BURGOS X RAZEGOD - WANT IT ALL

LSD with Dante X

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

comeback

mix and master @productofpain
prod. @impassixn
THANK YOU SCROLL GANG, 77K VIEWS!
EDIT: 200K VIEWS WOW!!!!
EDIT 2: 300K wtf i didnt think it woudl come so far damn

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCIO628S7c
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0KcsqtCHAY
LYRICS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCjrWFmWG_I

BEEN THERE, I’VE FUCKED UP, YOU STUCK IN MY MIND AND NOW I AM MENTALLY FORCED TO COMMIT SUICIDE

I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING CUZ I’M DISSAOCIATING, I’M PROVED THAT THE LONGER I’M LIVING MY LIFE

LONGER I BREATHE, LONGER I FIGHT, I SEE MY FRIENDS DYING LEFT AND THEN RIGHT

THINGS THAT I FEARED THE MOST, NOW’VE COME TO LIGHT

GUESS IT MEANS NOW I’MMA DIE

------

MAYBE I’LL LOCK MYSELF IN FOR MY OWN FUCKING SAFETY AND HAVE SOMEONE TO THEN CHECK UP ON MY PSYCHE

I CANNOT EVEN BE LOVED CUZ I’M TOXIC, I’M UGLY, THESE BITCHES THEY SAY THAT I’M CHILDISH, AND SADLY I FEEL LIKE I’M BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE,

FRANKLY I WANNA BE SOMEBODY ELSE, SO THAT I CAN BE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIS PERSONAL HELL,

-----------

DON’T LEAVE ME, DON’T LEAVE ME, BUT GIMME YA HICKEYS, I NEED YA AFFECTION 
DO NOT LET ME DEAL WITH YA LUSTFUL OBJECTIONS, CONFESSION, BABY YOU’RE MY ONLY CONNECTION, NOW I’MMA BE DISREGARDED THRU DA NATURAL SELECTION, YA HONOR I HAVE AN OBJECTION, I’M TOXIC CUZ THIS IS FOR MY OWN PROTECTION, CAN’T HANDLE OR PROCESS ALL THIS INFORMATION

AY

[CHORUS] 2X
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH

WARMED BY THE SUNLIGHT, WARM SHOWERS AND THE WARMTH FROM MY BED
IS THE ONLY, WARMTH THAT I’LL GET

------

ALTHOUGH I CANNOT COMPLAIN CUZ THIS THING IS A LUXURY, LOVE IS A TRAGEDY, TIS DA INFLICTER OF AGONY, CAUSER OF CASUALTIES, IT WAS THE REASON I HAD MY ANXIETY, I’VE BEEN DEPRIVED OF THIS THANKFULLY, HEART TURNED TO ROCK AND NOW I JUST FEEL APATHY

THEN YOU COME BACK AND YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

NO, NO, NO, NO WHAT AN IRONY, YOU’RE JUST TALKIN’ TO A HUSK,
I’VE BEEN DEAD ALL ALONG

THEN YOU DARE HAVE THE AUDACITY, SAY I’M A FREAK

ONE YOU REFER TO IS ONE YOU CREATED, THE PRODUCT OF PAIN, GOT’EM BURIED DEEP LIKE MY ENGRAVINGS

DEAD I WILL ROAM, LIKE I’M LOST WHEN I’M WANDERING EARTH

WHEN I WILL DIE, I WILL TAKE TO THE SKY AND ABANDON THIS GREEDY OL’ MIND
BUT ‘FORE I GO,

[CHORUS]
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP...........

NOTHING

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

Lyrics (artwork by https://www.instagram.com/g0re.krist/?hl=en)
------------------------
I'm an odd boy, I don't associate,

I let all my hate, exfoliate,

Let it rain MK48, 

surrounded by way too many phony fakes.


You living all your life, make believe,

I bet none of you would ever show your face to me.




I sniff out a rat like a hound, 
Talking that shit get my blade then get down 

You a private, so you staying silent, but I'm a vet now. 
Buncha props, sitting still on my set now,

Don't ever step on my premises,
sick in the head you need medicine. 


Put you to bed with some sedatives,
Everything was what I said it is. 
Dont even think of comparing us.


GOT MORE MONEY THAN YOU I STILL DON'T FLASH IT,
THE MORE YOU TALK ABOUT IT AND YOU STILL WONT PASS US

ODD KID I ROLL ALONE IN THE CITY, 
WINDOWS ARE DOWN AND MY DRIVING IS RISKY,
ALL LIMO TINTs WHILE IM HITTING 160
i see the lights now they coming to get me


Pull me over and they give me a warning,
Smile and wave cause I'm looking so charming.



Yea, young boy, I feel silly.
Yea nobody ever come get me,
Don't hit my phone I'm busy
Yea every one offended,
I don't ever show no pity,
My shots are full feel tipsy
Now I pop out feel jiggy,

I'm a bad guy but you cant kill me.

Bad Guy (prod. Nativ)

Made this song with my boi Landon at my friends house. It's a song about questioning a lot stuff that comes up in life and shit like that. The lesson though is to not spend too much time in your head, because you'll miss out on a lot. Thanks for listening.
TRASH AMV: https://youtu.be/Jq_kOGpeOHY

Only Human(feat.Heisler) (Prod.Caps.Ctrl) AMV in description

dominoes

:)
ha

raindrops cover my dreadlocks 
my pain stops when i get headshot
my brain pop, splatter from a red dot
laughing at the sane 
i been feeling so deranged, uh

my eyes black
night sky, hate that
i tried the divine but that aint my path
tec 9, got mine
gotta blow back
sever my mind and my eyes roll back

my entity mangled
im trippin, entangled
emotions be moping i rope up and strangle
my chair underneath of my boots kicked aside, aint no use, broke the rope now im back in the booth

fell in love with a succubus
kill me if that you must
youll strike me down but you cannot take both of us

lights in the sky and im thinking of dying inside

\\<

"WINDOWS" p. igor reva

EP: EXISTENTIAL

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS; SPOTIFY, YOUTUBE, APPLE MUSIC, ETC.

FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM AND TWITTER.

**https://twitter.com/Vyok_V​

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Hell On Earth (prod. CapsCtrl)

lies, the only thing you ever told me (prod. by ROOSEVELT)

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8

LINK 2 ALL PLATFORMS

interstellar shit (prod. chio.)

Ian is a 22 year-old alternative/experimental hip-hop artist

Only Human(feat.Heisler) (Prod.Caps.Ctrl) AMV in description

Ian Parker

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