@violetxx9

wipe away tears
got me down on the ground
my chest pounding with fear
i swear its something abt uu
can we go round 2?
noone was there..
when i fell down
know that..
same feeling
of being scared
i done drowned out
my clothes all teared
(come find me now)
(come find me now)

(is he better for you)
(better for you)
(better for you)
(better for you)

(is he better for you)
(better for you)
(better for you)

(better)

dont know why
(are you sure)
i feel like
(whats he like)
its all wrong
(whats your type)
well thats right
(wont fight)
trust issues
(for whats love)
they build up
(get it right)
constant repeat
(pick a side)
of my damn life

wipe away tears
got me down on the ground
my chest pounding with fear
i swear its something abt uu
can we go round 2?
noone was there..
when i fell down
know that..
same feeling
of being scared
i done drowned out
my clothes all teared
(come find me now)
(come find me now)

wipeawaythetears (violet)

produced by april21
mix by me and april

i know i'm quick to lash out we in the moment
taking steps to work it out, know it aint normal
don't get no tears on your dress you showed up formal
spent years i was stuck no one to call on
running from myself no where to call home
giving you my best can see my heart all on it
wonder who be around when the money long gone
its easier said than done but put it all on me

and you blame me

i know the stars get lonely
covered scars but thats the old me
remember times tried to OD
feel like God put his hands on me, hands on me
don't know how to love but you can show me
rip the band aid off don't do it slowly
when every fan stand up know i aint lonely 
got up had to man up yeah
i feel like my energy aint enough thats my bad
wish i could pause every memory like a picture kodak
cuz at the end of the day I remember life aint so bad
just going with the wind where its blowing
know its hard to live in the moment
probably shed a tear when you called me
wanna know your moves where you going
cursed I just sit here in silence
love how i figure out your body
like a black friday sale let me inside it
aint no french you talking we, beg your pardon ?
solo party at the crib and you invited 
my lil niggas set the city on fire
we get lit i tell em bring they own vibe
it was dark the sun set in no time
working like we still in overdrive

idle hands (april21)

@k4rson @sxnnai @octooooooo @rubyrafsimons

never had ft karson (sennai octo ruby)

https://youtu.be/4OZ47SMT6ug?si=v3Z5hvd3nnsQmMfU

lyrics: 

& i walk in the cut it’s a brand new day 
what i want is a brand new day 
reach in my pockets no loose change 
i’m in the doghouse like a stray 

bitch can’t see my face 
helnawlkjejd can’t see my face
i get the knots ima throw it away
i got locked out the house like they threw me away 
i got too much time to save 
if you wanna talk just say
i get everything i want like i had it made 
i got 1 you got 2 let’s trade 

you do it right, you do 
you do it right, you do
you do it right, you do 
you. do. it. right. you. do.
x2 

had to get up
even when i’m down 
look at me and they write that down 
won’t tell me a word but i know they proud

doghouse @glimpseofdespair ( mv in desc )

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5QHoUe5kwjvOfjfHrbVTBY?si=XIdi9Q10R4e-Zp7n5a1SuA

0:00 - w/ coldfish
0:45 - solo
1:09 - solo
1:36 - solo
2:04 - solo
2:34 - w/ cavyion
2:58 – w/ anka
3:26 – solo
3:56 – w/ yoku
4:33 – solo
5:01 – solo
5:30 – solo
5:53 – w/ noraware
6:25 – w/ moz
6:56 – solo
7:19 – solo
7:50 – w/ adrienciel
8:13 – w/ moz + Baths sample
8:29 – solo
8:53 – w/ yashio
9:20 – w/ promise

s25 w/ yoku, anka, promise, noraware, adrienciel, moz, yashio, coldfish, cavyion

stabbed (400th)

first half produced by noah & garasu
second half produced by sleepy

fables/dedication (noah808 + garasu + sleepy)

instagram.com/4javan
instagram.com/beautyispaid

ty for listening

me:
yea i need you shawty
ion need nobody
i wish you would call right
i wish you would call right
i wish you would call right nowww
ohh, oohhh, ohh
i wish you would call right

vacy:
might just be a different way i was all in it
baby if we falling down
then im callin it
girl just know now 
im different 
girl just know now
im missing
girl just know now i-
i dont feel like shouting
when the time feels drowning
when the time feels drowning

me:
nothin's wrong bout me
up all night its so hard to sleep
love is all i need
oh baby come back to me

needyoushawty (okmax & yuko)

i know u will <3
prod @benjithemachine
art by @kit2dope
i luv u very much

i know you will [benji the machine]

Some of my fav beats from this summer + september! I wanted lots of labs!
Everyone here is an inspiration so thank you :)

1. 'Spark' @yashio20k
2. Untitled @2010jason
3. '81'
4. 'Between fright and flight' @bianlee
5. 'Danny lab' @ripyuann
6. 'Bmaj' @5ia
7. Untitled @backxster @rpsu
8. 'Growing Unrest'
9. 'Under'
10. 'Square'
11. 'Lily of the Valley' @lintukoto
12. 'Cake'
Outro. 'Downtown Park' @sourcewho

u (sleepy)

ICANTDI3