you told me everything you said that you would
im teyin not to trip but its hard
i wish i aint did what ive done
got a futuristic feelin that i been plain
if i did what you had wanted then id feel pain
Tryin not to stress over the picture frame
and if i did it then its been fillin me with hella shame
lately i been sitting thinkin that its all a game
maybe you would take me seriously if i changed
but what im choosin in my life make me feel insane
maybe id better off jus switching lanes
contradiction when you claimin and u tell me that
you been skippin time with everything you like
its bad
and i been wonderin why its feelin bland
but its because you ruin every single plan
i dont even understand whats in my head
sometiems i feel okay but right now im feeling dead
I can’t understand how these feelings blend
with these silly words right now im seeing over text
oh my god make it make sense you know i hate to defend
i cant take offense if i dont care what you said
let me just pretend like i know whats coming next

smoking gas in the hotel
baby can you call me you can break me out my cell
pull me out of hell
and if im being honest im not feeling myself
im dizzy sipping hypnotic tryna make the best out of the worst days
but im still making you love songs so you cant complain
and im still smoking like i used to i think my voice changed
i know my souls quality went down but ill still love you always
i know im sitting right here in front of you but im far away
and i know i look unpleasant
the stars are out tonight ill wrap this blunt like a present
im scared that when im 21 theyll be no further progression
if i can make it out tonight ill take this sign as a lesson
its like i think this shit a game
high off of pride and i get drunk off of shame
im the only one to blame
still notahero same name
making money on the web like im spiderman
smoking mary jane
we get high like super man youll always be my lois lane
know when im down could always call my brother J
but how come when im down i always go right to the drink
i hope they dont make the shrine before i reignite the flame

spidermane (p. under the maple tree)

choices freestyle (web)

you ft Wraith

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Lyrics:

(Swamp)
As my sight goes back and the day finally meets its end 
All my thoughts release and blow away here in the evening wind 
Are you proud of what I’ve done 
Or are you mad at me 
Well at any rate please forgive me for this tragedy
The thought of you is like the last think I remember 
I could see my breath there in that cold I’m thinking December 
That day I signed my fate and swore it’d all get better 
And some how I just fucking return back by the teather 
Defeated and ready to give up again 
I’m a fragment of memories better off dead
Ill resurface shortly to warn of the threat 
That drains all your energy but swears she’s a friend 
As my hand breaks through 6 feet of dirt 
I remember why I left cause this place it had me feeling burnt 
Always questioning my worth 
And telling me it could be worse 
How the fuck could it be worse 
You’re the only one that’s laughing 
I’m the only one that’s hurt 
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory 

(Hero)
don't leave
i've still got more to say
if my home is not with you where the fuck else should i stay
yuh yuh
used to give me time of day
now the clouds a different range
and they vaguely form your face
yuh yuh
applying force unto the galaxy
it kinda feels as i was meant to be
i don't think that my voice matters more than any other
but i think i'll say the things a lot who struggle maybe couldn't
no don't get to close to me
might pass on sorrow and my suicidal tendencies
i'm too damaged i ain't take the path right next to me
i guess it's wrong i hope that you can kinda bear with me
give me all your energy
you weren't just a friend to me
rotting slowly i just need a drink to make the night
hold me close i was never fuckin tryna fight
thru your next relationship i hope you're keeping me in mind

(Swamp)
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory

House of Misery w/ hero p. Swamp x Michael Harrison

I'm sorry.

lyrics
-=-=-
I know that you’re upset
Stuck within our ways collecting damage
Grasping at our hearts just tryna manage
Hating one another for what has been
What happened
I’ve been feeling manic
Tearing at my hair it’s like I brandish
My own fucking hands oh what a complex
I can’t even stand the fucking image
Of my visage
I just wanna visit
Take a thousand steps towards the picture
Dying with regret cause I’m not quite sure
I wanna die here
You don’t have to fight fair
I know it’s unfair

upset (pinomin)

lyrics

i got dry rot
in my head
plenty bugs live in my bed
crush my bones with steady hands
i wont give up until im dead
sandy feet
and bloody arches
i could see 
thru what u said
passed off
and passed on
feel like a burden
not ur man

oh
oh
oh
oh

i swear we talked about this
earlier this month but u dont care
aint it funny how u need me
i show up but ur not there
underwater i cant breathe but i still suffocate in air
speaking calmly doesn’t help when u scream fire in my ear 

oh
oh
oh
oh

shoelace belt n a broken bottle (yunnygoldz)

lyrics

Holding myself to the imagery
I’ve been digesting
The things that are killing me
Gotta be willing to
Tear at the circuitry
Maybe I’ll rebuild it better with purpose
I take what I learn and I double it down on the burdens
My mental is shot like it’s splattered on curtains
I feel fucking worthless, I’m hunting me down for the sport
I am not sleeping at 4, fuck it I don’t wanna sleep anymore
I feel it down to my core
3 fucking strikes and no I am not talking a chord

Still according to you
I guess no sentiment’s proof
I take my metal and shoot
I’m aiming straight for the roots
Hell if I’m cutting it through
Then will you swallow it too
I’m feeling bitter and truthfully
I have nothing to lose

Okay
It’s never “okay”
I’m counting my days
I hold til I cave
I waste and decay for you

Thought that I had put enough on my plate but it’s
Only in confidence
I show the cracks in the armor it’s
Never enough for an audience
I have been working my ass off
Still tryna pass off
Like I’m an artist
And everyone’s telling me “it’s just a part of it”
I’m at the end of my wits and I’m nearly restarting it’s
So fucking much to be wanting when
I’m still at my square one
Times up. And my care’s done
I could fix this
With the right tongue
Write well, with the right touch
I don’t miss you
I don’t care none
Throw up with
My hair tucked
“I could fix you”
But you can’t, huh?
Both know
Where we messed up
I don’t hate you
But there’s no love
Feelings just got mixed up

When I get more
I don’t roll dutch
Swisher in my lip tucked
I smoke perfume
Yeah that good stuff
Heaven in my 10 puffs
I make new school
No I’m not stuck
Deadwood, we the next up

curtains (skellington)

birthday :D

if comfort was found within a soul
you gave it to me
3 years later it’s slipping away
that text i received

it’d been dragging out for a while
but not something i believed
i held onto hope you would find comfort in me
it’s so stupid now i see

still don’t know how you view me in your mind
i hope for you i was clear
you wrote me a letter i framed it with glass
to protect it from my tears

listen to my words
you are not a letdown
you didn’t need to leave
not one regret that i talked to you
your face is in my dreams



comfort [mxtthxw x mackk]

eyesore (ne'erdowell)

oh

i hold on
with little reason to 
i try to see it thru
but i cant
its out of my hands 
i cry with my friends 
i wont do this again 
is what i tell myself 
every
time

i cry with my friends (irby)

my fingers in your hair
id tell you how i feel but aint no telling if you'd care
like are you even there?
are you even there?
at any moment i think i could dissapear
does it make you scared?
does it make you scared?
what do you think about whenever im not there?
see it in your stare
see it in your stare
do you even care?
do you even care?

do you even wonder what i think about
i think im losing my brain locked up in this house
pray these memories go away i feel hollowed out
this marijuana first aid i cant do without
put amiro on a stage we'll be selling out
and i just wanna get paid for what im putting out
just wanna go back to better days i aint smiling now
the younger me would go crazy to see me now
can you see me now?
just live your damn life
i dont wanna sad life
its overrated and i couldnt sleep a damn night
you know the pain right?
9 to 5 don't pay right
i think i'll kill myself if i dont see the limelight
and you dont need no makeup standing in this moonlight
and baby youre the only one that make my mood right
i smoke until my lungs explode it get me too high
she was riding on this dih that pussy too tight

my fingers in your hair
id tell you how i feel but aint no telling if you'd care
like are you even there?
are you even there?
at any moment i think i could dissapear
does it make you scared?
does it make you scared?
what do you think about whenever im not there?
see it in your stare
see it in your stare
do you even care?
do you even care?
do you even care?

first aid

first aid (yorona)

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
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Gang of divines

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