yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

K.I.A in my dreams(p. OutOfPlace)

lyrics


when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me would you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

not what i want
disbelief in what i saw
is it all good now
as it all burns down

bullshit on my phone
i had to cut it off
tell me am i prone
to losing what i got
sometimes u jus have
to let it run its course
i pour up this liquor 
and my fate restored

when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me wuld you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

made of ice (sorrowbringer)

guitar - sab

lyrics: 
you keep your feelings locked away 
hoping that it fades someday 
you hide your pain, don’t want to show 
like you’re scared i’ll let it go 
my love, i’m not here just for the easy part 
you can hand me the heavy pieces of your heart 
so please, please 
let me know when ur not fine
or what’s bothering you
you can tell me the truth 
don’t be afraid remember 
we’re in this together 
baby ask anything i’ll answer 
we’re in this together 
baby say everything come closer 
it’s okay you can say 
say the word 
and i’ll make it go away 
but if i can’t i’ll try my best
i’ll fix it don’t care about rest 
cause it’s not fair 
to carry it alone 
when i’m right here 
with me you don’t have to
fight through the fear 
by yourself just call for my help 
i’ll hold you steady when you lose yourself 
you pretend the sky is always blue
that’s one thing about you 
you keep quiet when it’s hurting the most 
i know, you’re tired of holding it in 
wipe your tears and listen 
you can fall apart and i won’t leave 
and if you ever do fall, fall near me

together

you know who you are
everything by me

ur a cunt
really had me defending ur back
stg i was telling people
ur better than that
guess i should have known
doesn’t fall far from the tree
u and ur little racist family
kinda funny talking like ur better than me
but i would never grab my best friends girl
and then cheat
kinda funny swear to god it happened to you too
Sarah was seeing another dude
b is the one that found it
he had to tell you
what do you remember bout it?
tell us how you felt dude
when all this shit happened
tell us who was there for you
i guess a snake is snake
no matter what you do
u a snake
u a snake
u a snake
hope ur friends never look at u the same
u a snake
u a snake
u a snake
years of friendship for some pussy
what a lame
lame
lame bitch
tell us how ur friends
but u wait a month to say shit
only been a month ur both going on vacation
shoulda known when I heard u hissing like a snake bitch
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
bitch
bitch
bitch
like a snake
shoulda known when I hear u hissing like a snake bitch

close your mouth smell you from a mile away
close your mouth don’t wanna hear what you say
second pussy to touch them lips how it taste?
heard u hissing like a snake
like a snake
fuck u and ur friends
they all assholes
ur too busy
pussy whats the act for
oh how’s it feel knowing you got what u want
only the second pussy to ever kiss that slut

snake

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

my heart; it’s cold 
like snow, it snows, it snows..
it’s gettin’ old & now we cannot grow

you left me here
i’m bleedin’ all alone..
i’m glad for you go make it on your own

aye, yuh, woah, no.. don’t go
i’m fucked in the head
it’s sad, it’s sad; it shows..
you wish i were dead
i wish i could cope.. i won’t

can’t get outta my bed
i lost every bit of hope 
it’s cold, it’s cold
it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold

no heart in my chest
‘cause whatever’s left is stone
release my last breath
may God only hold my soul
i’m fucked in the head
it’s sad, it’s sad; it’s shows

(aye, yuh, woah)
please don’t go..
you’re all that i have
you’re all that i have, you know?

you don’t give a fuck
you don’t give a fuck, i know..
i’m bleedin’ to death
i’m bleedin’ to death, don’t go..

a cold rainy day
i don’t have shit to say
i just wanna be okay
your words cut me like razorblades
but i don’t feel anything
yet that don’t make it okay..

(aye, yuh, woah, please don’t go..)

*me shredding*

(please don’t go)

my heart; it’s cold 
like snows, it snows, it snows..
it’s gettin’ old & now we cannot grow

you left me here
i’m bleedin’ all alone..
i’m glad for you go make it on your own

aye, yuh, woah, no.. don’t go
i’m fucked in the head
it’s sad, it’s sad; it shows..
you wish i were dead
i wish i could cope.. i won’t

can’t get outta my bed
i lost every bit of hope..

it snows

doubt i'll make it to november anyway

sad piano lofi beat
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(free) lofi type beat - we can leave together

yuhhhh

lyrics
- - - - -
Wraith
- - - - -
I think I’m losing all emotion
Hit a stride and now I’m coastin
I’m just double dipping potions
Bitch it’s hard to stay in motion

Baby I wish we were closer
es mīlu kad esam kopā
Couldn’t count for when it’s over
tagad paliku kā loser

In my asics
Lines make it a rave fit
I just say shit
Active like its J 6th
I just make shit
It don’t even pay yet
Tryna keep me sane I
Take it by the day 

What have I become
I’ve been here so long

- - - - -
dawple
- - - - -
viss ko es saku paliek vējā
esmu lūzers, viņa saka man sejā
kur manas emocijas? kur mana zāle?
dūms aiz dūma, kur ir manas domas??
viss ko viņa teica mani vālē

aye
no baby i cannot wait
have to see u cannot wait for another day
take these pills but imma die another way
"vai es tev patīk" man liekas, ka tas ir bait

aye
es domāj esmu slims
man nepatīk viņš
domās es slīkst
es pis
viss, kas man acīs
es zin, man nesanāk tevi lasīt
viņa ir vampīrs

asics w/ dawple (prod. anaviluxx)

dead end

lyrics:

and if i overdose

well then i hope you stay alive

cus money comes and goes

but what we just dont got is time

and u i love the most

u never stray from by my side

u are my only hope

im sorry that i ever lied

to you



and im yours

im yours

how can you be sure

be sure

my dear

im sure

im gonna be here for you

and in a hundered years

im gonna be cryin tears

cus u dont know my fears

and what i feels so unclear

overdose [prod. lil soda boi]

Healing 
 Just trying to do better
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

K.I.A in my dreams(p. OutOfPlace)

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