go nowhere,stay safe

prod by marlon & jacob vallen

its hard to feel proud
wonder when i fell behind
i cant find a reason now
between the lines

need something i can lean on
just something for myself
people change, it seems im the only one that cant move on at all

sleep away my days, its got me feeling useless
theres alot to say, when i dont i feel like a nuisance 

sleep away i lay awake
don't follow me, my dream is fake
my blood still flows it circulates
clown on stage 

not everything revolves around you, its a hard truth to tell, all this circus has to end
i've been barely proud of myself, this is where i dwell, no more masks we used to lend
from now on it's only no repent, i just do my thing, then i got no one to blame
but in the end i did resent, think i didn't think, enough to see flames

proud w/ marlon

ty ne'erdowell goat for always helping me fix my dogshit mix

lyrics

-Wraith-
Girl don’t you know that
The words you have spoken
Throwing emotion
Are heavy and potent

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

I guess we don't get a happy ending
After all
All that happens always has to have the 
curtains fall
All the tragedy I kill away with alcohol
Try to numb the fucking feelings ‘fore I end it all

Dead on an impulse
Hate all my wishful
Thoughts cause I’m sinking
Right through the soil
Right through the armor
I thought I could guard her
Just another missed call
I can’t ever bother

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

-yungcray-
all the damage that you done
you pierced right through my chest plate
I could never let you go
but if I did I might fade
ur the last piece to the puzzle
ur the key to get out the maze
and in my dreams I see the fire
im trapped below the rubble

I cant seem to help myself
I get into this trouble
is it hard 2 love me now 
got bruises on my knuckles
this shit seems 2 really get the fucking best of me
I cant seem 2 help myself
I get into this trouble

a new high
I said imma reach a new high
a new lie
that you're telling under blue skies
its alright
I said imma do my best to try
a blue night
I said imma reach a new high

I really want whats best for us
but you just think about yourself
you don't care about it
but its all I think about

theres no escape from this place 
I think we'll die here
what is love
its just fake
you said you'd try here

recoil w/ yungcray (dash)

I'M BACK BABY
I've been cooking up a ton of songs, so regular posts are in order. 
This time for real (:


cool feats coming too, keep an eye out
loved making this with my boy wraith <3

amv made my itai/itoshi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AerAym1RlfQ
lyrics:

(2x)
oh timing never even really mattered to me
that’s how I keep my balance
I get by on my feet
oh separate me limb by limb 
and sell me for scraps
then you tear apart my packaging
and kill me out back

Oh girl I know
sense that I should go
I should run for cover
try and make it past the oaks

brush up on the trunks
I got resin on my clothes 
as seasons change
I hide my face like
leaves under the snow

fuck I create
the weight
that sits on my back
so many days
to waste
just cut me some slack

fuck I create 
the weight 
that sits on my back
can’t win the chase
this place
it follows my tracks

[wraith]

Stuck below the water
I’m for sure a goner
I know I could cry for help
But I don’t wanna bother

So fucking sick of this
Barely improving
I’m feigning my ignorance
Blowing my smoke
And you barely believe it
Tryna cope
But I’m thinking of leaving

I’m burning the candle from both ends
I watch it igniting my canvas
The pictures I’m trying to paint and
I don’t know how long I can take this

Watch you go
Right out that door
I give it up cause
I’m all out of arguments
I lose control
Just like before
I’m spiraling cause
I think I’ve had enough of this

resin w/ wraith (wraithontheporch)

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
where they-
i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
just give me something to wait on
baby you know that i put that shit on
dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
Balenci skulls or the bb i cant choose
I love designer Murakami my shoes
smoking on that loud bitch come again?
no hablo espanol they'll think i'm alien

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

failure (cabber)

first time trying to layer
dont dog me too hard
all love,
thank you for listening
- vampy <3

-------LYRICS-------

drained out in the streetlight glow
perfume in my winter coat
deadwood night i have no pulse
empty veins
heart of stone
i was blind while you played your games
now i’m numb to the sound of your name
you laugh while I fall apart
left my body
took my heart

i see it clear, i see it now.
said forever
knew to doubt
words were warm
your eyes were loud
told the truth you’d never mouth

took my soul
left me cold
such a whore
pull the cord
kissed your lips
i fold
so bold
no soul
story told

empty eyes
the glass still shakes
footsteps fade
my body aches
you said love but it felt like blame
every word
felt the flame

now the silence drags me down
love decayed inside this house
you’re reaching out
long gone
cant turn around

took my soul
left me numb
cold and quiet
here I come
kissed your lips
felt the frost
all is lost
no way back
story closed
i lost track
in my home
oh no

decay. (cxrter x cl6udy)

lyrics
-
(xsrvnge)
Yeah
Ha, what?
Uh, uh, uh
Let’s go

Pop me a tab, I’m seein shit
I can’t tell if it’s real or a glitch (yeah)
I got blood on my fit, I don’t trip (what?)
Bitch, I’m the one, I don’t need no assist (ha)
Ridin’ with Glocks in the back of the Benz
I don’t need friends, I need dividends (go)
She said I changed, I said bitch, I ascend
I sold my soul, I might do it again (yeah)

Demons on the floor, I’m geekin (yeah)
Demons in my head, I’m leanin (woo)
Demons on the floor, I’m geekin (go)
Demons in my head, they schemin (yeah)
Demons on the floor, I’m geekin’ (what?)
Demons in my head, I’m leanin’ (uh)
Demons on the floor, I’m tweakin (woo)
Demons in my head, they screamin (yeah)

(wraith)
Voices in my head its going just the same as last time
I just told you everything you look at me with glass eyes
Dread in my unconscious I know something doesn’t feel right
Baby let me kill my
Doubts and a get a real high

7 o-clock im tweaking
Baby I’m way too dead this evening
I feel lost inside the sentiment
That never seems to reach you

Awful
I pop four
Whiskey
A downpour
2nd time I’m throwing up
I call that shit an encore
Bottom of the bottle’s got me jumping from the top floor
I don’t wanna talk more, Baby i just want more

xsrvnge x wraith - demons (yxngxs)

Think I’m good now
Try to pass up on anyone else 
I don’t want that love but I know this one
This one means much n I can’t tell you why I can’t change what
My past is fucked n I can’t fix that 
I’d rather watch as it all just fades to black
I don’t wanna take your time away
But please sit with me while I turn grey and fade away
So is this love or am I hopeless 
When you’re with me I just can’t focus on anything else 
Wanna keep this love all to myself 
I know it’s wasted
I’ve already tasted everything this world can never give me
That’s why I feel so much envy
Maybe that just means I’m guilty 
Guilty of giving to much 
Of lovin to much
Of hearing to much
Of doing this much I can’t 
Keep this up I just want your love

Think I’m good now
Try to pass up on anyone else 
I don’t want that love but I know this one
This one means much try to tell you what I feel but
I just give up
Go on tangents that never mean much 
I don’t know why I never mean much 
I know you hate when I self-deprecate 
I’m tryin to fix the words that I say
It’s easy when you’re with me 
Feeling less empty 
Feeling like my souls just a little heavy 
N those 3 words are a little heavy 
But when you’re with me I feel less hollow 
I feel like I have more time to borrow 
Never let down to see tomorrow 
I don’t wanna stay
I don’t wanna stay this way

time to borrow (flower x ‪‪‪babieyummo )

notes to your ghost,  throw it away(secre)

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

Keep it up I’ve been missing
This thing that I feel is drowning out
Try to keep myself afloat I can’t keep up. I’m losing steam I know that I might regret this thing I’ve done. 
I know I can’t keep secrets from anyone.
So if I peaked your interest and I don’t see it , means I don’t need it so pass it on

It’s just all been in our offset
So tell me what comes next
I’m losing hope that I’ll ever find love yet, I keep to myself and 
I think it’s upset. 
I think it’s upset.
This ghost is upset 
it follows the sunset
I keep to myself because I know what comes next
And wait for the sunrise to feel that regret
I don’t want to regret the things I protect
To keep it safe and I know it’s not 
real

Talking to myself, I think it’s real
think it’s real
I’ve been writing this note and I think it’s real
Really wish it wasn’t real

Still by the coast while I write this note
A note to a ghost that I’ll never grow
All for a girl that will never show
Up at the spots, we love the most
I can’t let it go
Just wanna know why try to hold on to things that closed
The door is closed
Just let it go 
they always tell me just to let it go but they’ll never know
How I felt when she held me close and told me she’ll be here for the worst of it
She’ll hold me when I need it. 
She’ll give me my fix like I’ve been feinin 
But I’ve been bleeding
Why the fuck did she never tell me she was leaving?
I came home to a door that was leaning
A chair knocked over
A throat no longer breathing

notes to your ghost  (secre x babieyummo)

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