go nowhere,stay safe

notes to your ghost,  throw it away(secre)

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend
What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last 

Can’t fix what’s been broken
So tell me why it’s certain 
That everything will end
Everything will always end
Maybe on the best days i can find a new wave
Only on the worst days growing more n more grey
Only on the worst days I feel like the worst pain
Ever coursing through my veins
I need this shit in my vein
Tell me why there’s no other way
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
Tell me why there’s no other way 
I don’t wanna change but I can’t keep living this way
Gotta change my face before I go out and start a new day
I don’t wanna start a new day 
another day, living this fake
Another day,I’m making mistakes
Another day, I’m pushing these brakes

Keep giving away what my mind can’t comprehend, stop tryna fix what my heart can’t mend

Another day of feeling this way
while I write these words on a page
before I tear it out and throw it away
Fuck I wish I could treat this shit like my life and just throw it all away
But I still got too much shit to say 
too many words on my brain
Cannot change, just throw it away
Think that I might be insane I can’t change, just throw it away
I don’t wanna stay this way I’ve been trying to fix this pain
I can’t get no pay
I need to change my way

What broke in my thoughts I know it won’t pass
Might as well leave it in the past
I really hope it doesn’t last

Just throw it away, I keep on growing more gray
Just throw it away, I’m growing older every day
Just throw it away, and maybe I made mistake mistakes
Just throw it away, turning old and gray
I will throw it away
Just throw it away
get the fuck off my case I won’t throw it away
Stay the fuck out of my way 
got too much time to pay
Just throw it away, just throw it away

throw it away (secre x sorrowbringer)

Keep it up I’ve been missing
This thing that I feel is drowning out
Try to keep myself afloat I can’t keep up. I’m losing steam I know that I might regret this thing I’ve done. 
I know I can’t keep secrets from anyone.
So if I peaked your interest and I don’t see it , means I don’t need it so pass it on

It’s just all been in our offset
So tell me what comes next
I’m losing hope that I’ll ever find love yet, I keep to myself and 
I think it’s upset. 
I think it’s upset.
This ghost is upset 
it follows the sunset
I keep to myself because I know what comes next
And wait for the sunrise to feel that regret
I don’t want to regret the things I protect
To keep it safe and I know it’s not 
real

Talking to myself, I think it’s real
think it’s real
I’ve been writing this note and I think it’s real
Really wish it wasn’t real

Still by the coast while I write this note
A note to a ghost that I’ll never grow
All for a girl that will never show
Up at the spots, we love the most
I can’t let it go
Just wanna know why try to hold on to things that closed
The door is closed
Just let it go 
they always tell me just to let it go but they’ll never know
How I felt when she held me close and told me she’ll be here for the worst of it
She’ll hold me when I need it. 
She’ll give me my fix like I’ve been feinin 
But I’ve been bleeding
Why the fuck did she never tell me she was leaving?
I came home to a door that was leaning
A chair knocked over
A throat no longer breathing

notes to your ghost  (secre x babieyummo)

just a diary 
Healing... not really tho
Just trying to do better
still a mess
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
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notes to your ghost, throw it away(secre)

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