lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

forgetme (p. ryankelly + nihil2free)

(prod. heyzbee)

(3x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied 

i don’t lie when i say the things i do 
girl i promise everything i say is true 
not gonna lie my life you have consumed 
i’m in a place that you can not presume 
girl i might just, blackout 
i just need you, right now 
i was lost but, i’m found 
girl i just need, your sounds 
let me promise everything 
i promise there’s no better things 
i want this, this is not no fling 
like girl you are my centerpiece 

(2x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied 

i don’t want just pleasure 
i can’t breathe my head hurts
the love i have is for sure
but at some points it’s torture
girl you’ve become my home 
the one place that i go 
promise that im not stoned 
these are honest words oh 
i’ve been going, babe you know it 
even struggling, still focusing 
you’re my focus, have you noticed 
how i’m moving, it’s only for it 
yeah, okay, i’m really just moving different in your face
okay, i know you be hating on the low but that’s okay 
okay, this scene got me feeling some type of way, i hate 
okay, that positivity is damn fake
okay, won’t catch me in the those circles, yeah lame 
(3x)
okay, i promise that i’m never gonna change 

(2x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied

i’ll die

definitely not apart of the main timeline but i dont mind it 

Useless

Underneath (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Turnstiles (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Paralyzed (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & IzoBeatz)

The Saddest Place on Earth (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it
I can’t keep a secret
I can’t keep a secret

My love, gave it up for
Some drugs, what a fucking bore
I swore, I swore I loved you more
I swore I loved you more, I thought I loved you more

Gave it up for her
I feel like I’m losing myself
And I’m an addict all again
I don’t feel the same even with my friends
I don’t feel the same watch me do it all again
Fall in love again
And then lose some friends
Make a bad mistake and do it all again
History repeats every single fucking time
I wonder why I’m losing my mind this time

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it

I’ll skip 1000 steps just to be with you
Too early to tell if this loves true
Too early to tell if this loves true
But I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I know I know
I just hope it’s true
Just hope it’s true
Hope it’s true,believe in you
Hope it’s true, that’s what I do
Hope it’s true, believe in you
I just wanna see it through

secret (prod. babieyummo x cl6udy)

Got bad dreams, make it go away
I’ve been doing nothing, I can’t see a new day
I ain’t taking pills no more
That shit just fried my brain
I think I’m insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away, and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero 
I’ll take my time back 
but I can’t fear you, No I can’t hear you
And I can’t see you, I’ll take it back and know that I’m not near you
No, I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight.
 I just wanna feel you.
And fill my mind 
with all the time 
that passed me by

pass me(BiscuitBoi)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
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I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (prod. wraithontheporch)

Healing 
 Just trying to do better
   Kinda over it all
@deadwoodcollective TM pending 
  ⛓️💀🪵⛓️
Gang of divines

pass me(BiscuitBoi)

IcarusLurks