lyrics 

as the sleet pours on me
i
seen
in a whole nother
light
can u stay with me
r u feeling me
im not feeling me
why
ive 
spent plenty nights alone
but you feel a little bit like home
do you love me how
im loving you
is it even true
or not

ready or not they take me quick to my hell
and if this is my life i wont take it well
flooded concrete 
dying cells
bleed my dry
for my cards are dealt

break my back
crack my head open
and drink from the hollowed out bit of my skull 
days turn nights
like 50 times
still it continues to take a hold

burning circles into the wall
i been here a week n already i been mauled
havent ate in 3 days but i still hold on
i still hold on
promise i still hold on

nighttime
isnt so fun
with a wooden bed
chained to the wall
with daggers pointed in my head
i must admit 
im sorry for being mia
just be glad rn that im not kia

as the sleet pours on me
i
seen
in a whole nother
light
can u stay with me
r u feeling me
im not feeling me
why
ive 
spent plenty nights alone
but you feel a little bit like home
do you love me how
im loving you
is it even true
or not

Twigs

Sleet + Icy Roads

Sleet + Icy Roads (p. hollowprpl)

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what kinda question is this  p. emory x elaudi

shout out kay for the artwork <3 
will add lyrics later...
 
Wonder bout my past lives

Wonder what I slept like 

Wonder if I loved right 

Must've been good just to earn your light

You're everything I needed, everything I pleaded for You've given me and more. 
I'm that again, I'm back again. Feeling like myself, I'm not sad again.
I'm not mad again. 
Moving on from some shit that had me twisted. 
So please don't rock the boat, you might make me seasick. 
Last one I was on went down with a weird wind. I don't feel the same now, this is not a fair wind. 
I was forewarned of a sea that was covered in wars, like you. 
You were covered in thorns and I felt like the warning wasn't needed before. 
And I still feel like I don't need it. 
Cause I don't want my love to be a secret. 
Cause I couldn't keep it, our love a secret. 
I know you really mean it, I know you really mean it. 
When you say you love me, I can fucking feel it. 
I really hope your love can't be depleted.

I wonder about my past lives.

I wonder if I slept right.

I wonder if I loved just right. 

I must've been good to deserve your light.

In the end this ship was just the fodder.
I still have time before it sinks underwater. 
I still have time to raise a son or daughter. 
That's a lie, I don't have that time left. Like a good captain I'll go down with my ship. 
Even in the end I don't wanna leave you with this.
This guilt, this trip. 
You pulled me in and I thought I could win but I guess not. 
and these thorns I've been pulling on my chest a lot. 
In these memories I've been trying to guess a lot. 
In these words I wonder if they were mine or not. 
Your life I wonder if it was mine or not. 

I wonder about my past lives.

wonder if I slept right.

wonder if I loved right.

 must've been good to get this light.

wonder about my past lives.
wonder about my past lives.

seasick (prod. secre x jolst)

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

lyrics at some point.... idk yet x_x

Fucked up again I’m fucked up again
I think I did too much 
I think I’m losing my shit
shit i’m losing my trust can’t find it
I know you notice it
It’s true now
That everything is running out
I’m running low on a life I love
I know it’s true
I know it’s due, It’s due to you
I know it’s true, I fucked you too

I can’t stand this no more I just wanna end it all
Take it all back again, my life again
May lose some friends for this, but I think that
I’m better in a hole than living on my own
And even in the end, you know it
It all ends well, but when it goes well, it gets harder to feel well when it all drops
nd when the ball drops
Shit, when my heart stops
I feel it in my lungs, I can’t let em pop
And let my breathing stop
Cause if it goes too slow, I think it’ll all go downhill
Cause if I let it go, I know everyone will know the real me and I can’t keep that up
Keep it up and push my luck
Cause it’ll drain and run dry again
I’m dry again
Phones dry again
I really miss my friends
Where the fuck are my friends?
I’m fucked up again
I’m fucked up again 
I think I did too much
I can’t find my way I can’t find my trust
I think I did too much
 think I gave too much
think I sold my trust just for some bucks
Ithink I sold my love just for one fuck
But the drugs were good
I just do too much
I do too much
I’ll always do too much
I’ll always do too much
Single-handedly sniff eight ball
I drink a fifth and then I’ll go AWOL
Go MIA and take a nap n sleep for a week
And I might not come back

And let the dream drop out
I don’t feel the same now

K.I.A in my dreams(p. OutOfPlace)

Bandit

My perfect victory (prod. sorrowbringer)

Saint

luvva (remix)

Healing 
 Just trying to do better
   Kinda over it all
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