The footsteps over madison
The names im left to guess inside the woods like we’re there yet I know now
Ghosts in the cottage that cling to your body
When everythings changing and im busy watching

The footsteps in the Midwest 
I heard he overdosed over killed himself but they don’t know yet
Its so strange 
Im just waiting to wake up
In the back of the old bus
And I hate it so much
But I miss it so much

Don’t sleep im waiting
Don’t keep it here
It’s all been changing 
Its all so real

Amazing what your thoughts say
I smoke so much inside my room til I cant feel my hands shake
Im too soft
I know that we said that
But im in the same place
So we could forget that

Memories of the last time that you went home cause you cant stay
Im just fucked up and its bad luck that you picked up in the first place
Shapes im contorting, a voice in the basement
It says im important but I couldn’t take it

Put it in a place where it stays I don’t want to feel the kick back
And why you gotta hit so hard if youre never gonna hit back
With dinny in the stu all day and he gonna make the shit slap
Putting words to the verse and murder it, a minute before we did that

Sit back, roll a couple and we hit that
Late night, playtime, hit a triple when we play nice
My reflection in a black mirror
Hard to get there when im not here
Tied together but I don’t care
Kinda special yeah this shit rare

November

with the boys <3 (soundcloud.com/cupids-funeral)

Greenwood:
i could see the body from the water
never read the signs as well as most
i can see the problems that we foster
never take the chances that you don't
maybe it just feels like i've been altered 
deconstructed long before you know 
all of this means nothing like you taught her
try to turn these strangers into homes

this close last year
so much so dear
i went back home
there's nothing here
one word breaks through
two lives in bloom
lost mine in june
white skin turns blue

tell me when you realised 
tell me when you realised

AutumnIsEnding:
The uncertainty is unbearable 
I can’t sleep can’t eat it’s so terrible 
You call me the worst and tell me I’m nothing 
It’s okay I’ll use the hurt for the cutting 
I’ll keep on running back you’re the owner I’m your dog 
So I’ll let you do what you want 
They say it’s not over til it’s done 
So I’ll die fighting for you love 

We look happy in all the picture ever took 
Long sleeves hide the knife seams I made just the other month 
But it’s not like it doesn’t hurt me when you ask for a little blood 
And I’m just numb to you I’m worthless 
And that’s just us behind the curtains

Greenwood:
could we pretend you haven't seen me cause i was getting help
and i got out from all that i'm swimming in
and i could start to love you unobstructed by everything
i've been in a dark place, think it's my fault
and it's all grey, and i can't stop
and you loved me til it's all gone
and i hold that like it's someone
and the winters just been so long
and i spent it with the wrong one
learn to let go when i hold on
cause she looks like you, yeah she looks like you, doesn't say much
tell me when you realised 
tell me when you realised

Sleeptowns (w/ AutumnIsEnding)

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

lstmiley-urhead3 (drylids)

(I’m like a bird
(Huh?)
I’ll only fly away
I'll only fly away
(Awayy)

I’m like Satan
(Uhhh)
I’ll only burn away
I'll only burn away
(Awayyy)

Are you unhappy?
Do you wanna go away?
N leave behind all of the people
That you met along the way?

Do you feel more like a Raven
Then a human being
Like you’ll only fly away
(Fly away!)

When we die do we go up there I’m asking
All I know is my body’s below in a grave
Death brings life below me
Will I turn into a tree?
Gotta wait and see...
(Wait and see!)

You think the view is better 
Looking out the window of a plane?
You wanna reach a different plane
Atmospheric clouds in 3 layers
But down here it’s just one layer
It's 2D
(It’s 2D!) 

My eyes are always glued to a screen
Been alone for too long
I get hallucinations

My tv’s talking to me!
They’re all talking bout me!
The voices don’t stop!
They just keep on coming!

Till my mind is full of noise
Static
Static
Can you hear the static?

Can you see the static?
Static
Static
Everything is static

Now that’s it
I’ve had enough of this!
Over stimulation
I just need silence!
Drain my battery 
So I cannot hear it!

All this Artificial Intelligence
It’s all fake 
This love is fake
When was the last time I saw a face?!
Who was the last one I was with?
I don’t remember none of it
I guess I blocked it out
Guess I blocked them out
Then I blacked right out

Blocked myself out
Of this existence
N' I left without a trace
I burned myself away!

STATIC

STATIC (Prod. SORROW BRINGER)

Are you still the same? (ft. grxves) (prod. matebusi)

system failure… (+deathinmay & rubbish)

Fresh outta hell, still ain't getting over you.
I'll fight these feelings if it's what I gotta do,
you should know me better girl, I'm getting over you.
I don't like attention, but there's nothing I can do.

for you,

she done lost control, girl pick up yourself now,
you need to be alone, you can live with yourself yeah.
you be too deceitful, think you need help yeah.

its all the time
you so pretty but you evil,
its all the time,
I think you need help yeah,
its all the time,

please don't let me fall, forgive me,
girl you knew you look so pretty,
I'm still moving on, so steady for her,
back in California,
she think she gonna be a model,
hope it never works out for ya,

you'll be working at Sephora,

you can fiend now, 
coz baby I ain't see what you see, yeah.
I hope you get the message in your dreams,
you could meet the man of your dreams, yeah.

All The Time

i hate that shit too *p. polarcaine*

adha x lil sabb - its been crazy lately (prod. adharmasatru)*on all platforms*

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

No matter where you go it always feels like it’s snowing.
Even when you get to where you want to be,
There’s always something else in the way.
Always another vice to make you fall deeper,
Into the pits of ice hell.
It’s never ending.
You cannot escape the dreadful fate of this iceworld.
Even when you cease to exist, 
Your heart is eternally frozen over.
The overwhelming anxiety that consumes one whole,
And leaves you frozen in ice, 
Space and time,
Constantly longing to reunite with the outside.
Only Satan remains.
No one cares,
And no one relates. 
Your alone.
You dissasociate so far from reality,
That you don’t know how to get back.
You can’t no matter how hard you try. 
The past and future do not exist.
Only now is real in this hélice iceworld.
- ICEYSLURKIN
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