if I killed myself my online friends would think I ghosted them

(Lyrics)

I’ll pick a flower that matches your dress
You can open your eyes
I think this violets what matches the best
Yeah, the best I’ll find
For you, will you be mine?
Do you think you could fly? Oh

At least I’ll try
I don’t know why 
I think that I could reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

But “at least I tried”
I don’t know why I thought that I could
Reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

You touched my mind
You’re so vile
Another lie, add to the pile
You left me crying and so defiled
You let me die, you let me die
You let me die, you let me die
No-no, oh-oh

icarus

pride

turned me to stone w fenix

[che mannequin remix]
lyrics;

if its me and you there's no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judas, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back
i was being nice when i said yo shit wack!
Rick Owens on my feet bitch you know I'm always stacked
and my pants never be correct cus you know how i sag
i got grams in pockets and they prolly from the past
turn yo fuckin music off that shit is ass (that shit trash!)
im bumping fenix in this bih im boutta crash
spend my money on a pretty bitch buy her a bag
huh fenix never on that bullshit he only speak facts
(you creep)
pussy boy he can not do a one on one
i aint basic im a legendary one of one
yea im wasted bitch i got the gas up in my lungs
he cant say dis, bitch im hot asf just like the sun
ha, ha
yuh told this bitch sit criss kross,
she dont that she be fucking with a boss
haha, talking on my name you gon get socked
i dont tell no business i keep it locked
yea this pretty hoe just left in a thong
and dis freaky bitch got a fucking tongue of a frog
why you all up in my business i aint do nun wrong
finna rip it, like my name is wreck it ralph out this bong

yeah, if she cut her wrist then let me know
you can show yo funds but you know theres nothing you can show
HAHA! huh? groupie bitch and she love doing coke
they be talking bout me but they saying fenix the goat (im a goat)
if you packing up that fye you better use it
if you use your hands jus kno im abusive, and yo bitch a groupie she loving my music
if its me and you theres no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judus, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back

fenix - ##ZOOTED // #RUTHLESS [che mannequin remix]

awful - bastard

pacifist - bastard

you dont really trust me
you say i dont love you
yeah, i say you trippin
cus i want you mine, boo
you the one im cravin
the way you behavin
makes me think
theres somethin up
how you feelin?
oh, have u been right, girl?
i hope u been tight, girl
cus i need u by my side tonight
and whether you been runnin thru my mind
it dont matter as long you get my signs
girl whats yo type
i know im right for you, love
this time
this time
this time
this time
this time, oh-woah-oh
this time, girl
this time

want u mine

Running Back

hit it'

prod.blacktea

어느새 나의 손목에 칼이
쟤네는 손목에 두르지 catier
I don't give a shit about your problem
진짜든 가짜든 전부 다 떠나가
하나 둘 사라져 가 내 친구
등 뒤를 맡길 사람은 누구
사실은 없더라 전부 다 요구 뿐
내가 약해지면 전부 다 이용할 뿐
I don't give a shit about your problem
밤이고 낮이고 널 또 찾아 넌 날 이용하고 날 또 버려
쓰레기의 본망 같아 우리 사이 원망 같아
차단한 너의 인스타그램을 보니 다른 남자가

I don't wanna talk with you no more
널 잡아주던 내 손목도
상처투성이가 된 뒤에 난 너를 찾아가
또 털어 benzo 오 xanax
내 입엔 또 valaryan
이거 마저 없음 안돼 나는 널 찾아 매일 밤
I just wanna chit chatting with you
너와 나의 사랑 없이는
난 사랑할 수 없어 난 널 찾아 매일 밤
I just wanna chit chatting with you
너와 나의 사랑 없이는
난 아무 것도 할 수 없어 난 널 찾아 매일 밤

if I killed myself my online friends would think I ghosted them

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