honestly i wasnt listening w/ heylog, abbot, polar (prod. vedh)

prod by @mydria

(mydria)

you need to give up on my love
cause i'm not good enough for you
cause all i ever do is make you cry
and make you think about the things i could've done but i never did for you

you need some time to rest
cause I know that you hurt
from the fact, that i'm not always there,
when you need me the most.

(casperrr)

i dont deserve you
i dont deserve your love
from the fact that im always absent
im so sorry that im not enough

you need some time to rest
i promise i tried my best
so lay down and rest ur head
ill be gone when the night ends

im nothing but a waste
leave me here to rot away
cause i've been stuck in here for days
but i made a peace treat with the blades

scars and blood
hate and love

you need some time to rest w/mydria

i’m sick of crying sick of feeling frustrated
i lose the words as soon as i try to take it
i’m tryna make it sick of feeling sedated
stare at my phone wondering if you gon’ say yes
i wish it didn’t take me so much effort to say this
i’m never thinking about if i’ll be famous
too busy stressing bout the day by the day shit

i could picture many things there no more reason to paint it
if you wanna take my heart from me could you make it painless
still gotta eat can’t choose the silver it stainless
so much for discrete but you won’t tell me you hate this
it’s so hard for me to sleep i pace around like i’m brainless


threw a rose the abyss you let me leave alive
through the gap in the orchard i see the end of time

i’m frozen something’s coming out the swamp
it always finds me every time i run
(put my foot down like i’m poppin the clutch)
feels like i’m fighting for the knife that’s buried deep in the mud

leaving soon as there’s nothing left you can take
its always better than getting burned at the stake

paint

The footsteps over madison
The names im left to guess inside the woods like we’re there yet I know now
Ghosts in the cottage that cling to your body
When everythings changing and im busy watching

The footsteps in the Midwest 
I heard he overdosed over killed himself but they don’t know yet
Its so strange 
Im just waiting to wake up
In the back of the old bus
And I hate it so much
But I miss it so much

Don’t sleep im waiting
Don’t keep it here
It’s all been changing 
Its all so real

Amazing what your thoughts say
I smoke so much inside my room til I cant feel my hands shake
Im too soft
I know that we said that
But im in the same place
So we could forget that

Memories of the last time that you went home cause you cant stay
Im just fucked up and its bad luck that you picked up in the first place
Shapes im contorting, a voice in the basement
It says im important but I couldn’t take it

Put it in a place where it stays I don’t want to feel the kick back
And why you gotta hit so hard if youre never gonna hit back
With dinny in the stu all day and he gonna make the shit slap
Putting words to the verse and murder it, a minute before we did that

Sit back, roll a couple and we hit that
Late night, playtime, hit a triple when we play nice
My reflection in a black mirror
Hard to get there when im not here
Tied together but I don’t care
Kinda special yeah this shit rare

November

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rREhojTzoQ

lyrics:
Roll this gas up lets get stupid high
I get money daily don't wear no suit & tie
Fucked up in my head but everything's alright
She say that she love me but I know she don't oh
Oo oo all this shit the same
And its just me myself and my brothers don't want no other friends
Damn
V12 engine 150 on the 5 tryna to end it
Whatever I say on this bitch I meant it
And its fuck you niggas I'm tired of pretending

Im just speaking my heart
Everybody acting hard to play a part that shit piss me off
I don't even wanna do this no more but really I don't have a choice
She keep calling my phone like everyday saying I miss your voice
Oh oh my life too complicated
Old friends hit me up saying congrats I always knew you'd make it
What the fuck are you talking about
Im still right here
Same spot that I was all year
Beat that case bitch I'm all clear mmm
I put the trunk in the front
So whenever they front I know they don't got my back
Oh oh oo
Don't wanna tell you what I know
Babygirl your lies are getting old
Even with this money I feel alone
Let me find my weed right now I need some strong

Roll this gas up lets get stupid high
I get money daily don't wear no suit & tie
Fucked up in my head but everything's alright
She say that she love me but I know she don't oh
Oo oo all this shit the same
And its just me myself and my brothers don't want no other friends
Damn
V12 engine 150 on the 5 tryna to end it
Whatever I say on this bitch I meant it
And its fuck you niggas I'm tired of pretending

Stupid High

spotify

stupid high [p. ozi]

Don't go, just stay, it's fine
The storm will pass in time
The ceiling falls inside
The light it burns your eyes

I don't wanna break my back
Frida Kahlo
Shedding all the weight I had
Feeling hollow
Yet I take another pill
Hard to swallow
I'm just living for tonight
No tomorrow

Turning all the dials
Nothing changes
Try to find myself in different faces
Never gonna help
I can't erase it
All the pain I've felt but I'm complacent

Broke ankles
Still on my feet
Psychotic dreams like Dali 
Cold hands keep dropping my keys
Still falling

Miss me, miss me
Why you gotta kiss me
Through the bedsheets
Girl it's not a mystery
Can't breathe
No oxygen
Leaves turn brown and fall again

Miss me, miss me
You weren't even listening
I'm the Bloodletter
Read about my history
It's fine for now 
And then I'll fuck up
I'm confident

In Absence of Identity

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

heylog burns

Forest Cover

Serpent Omega meld sludge, doom, metal and crust into an unique and sordid brew. The first and self-titled album was sold out in a few months back in 2013. The long awaited sequel “II” was recorded in Stockholm, Sweden by Jonsson at Dark Prod Studios, mixed at Studio Humbucker by Robert Pehrsson (Runemagick, Death Breath, Robert Pehrsson’s Humbucker) and finally mastered by Magnus Lindberg Productions (Cult of Luna). To say it sounds grotesquely heavy and good is obviously an understatement. Seven years since its debut, the Stockholm-based quartet offers perfect soundtrack to what may well be the end of the world as we know it. It’s all here…despair, hopelessness, fury, and perhaps a glimmer of bloody triumph and distant hope in the inevitability of a new beginning. The songs are a pile of bleak upon bleaker riffs that move from a slow and low crawl into d-beat and black metal territory with a smattering of NWOBHM in for good measure.

The death/doom single “Land of Darkness” is the second single out and is a showcase for vocalist Urskogr’s rasped and guttural delivery, filthier than ever but tempered by clean passages, adding elements of both strength and vulnerability which only deepen the overall sense of a looming end. Urskogr from the band explain:

 - ”Land of Darkness basically sums up the essence of Serpent Omega with its brutal energy and simple yet complex sound. The lyrics were written by me and Jonson while we were recording the song. Like most of the stuff Serpent Omega does, we do it together and everyone contribute with alot of passion. That is usually a really time consuming process since we rarely agree about stuff in the band, but Land of Darkness was more like binge drinking with Lemmy in comparison to our usual way of working. The riffs were written a while before the lyrics but when they merged together it was a perfect fit. The song were just there. Land of Darkness needed to be unleashed and it basically wrote itself.”

Serpent Omega has recently changed drummer and behind the drums on this new release is the well renowned Peter Stjärnvind, a.k.a Fast Feet Pete (Entombed, Nifelheim, Merciless, Unanimated, Murder Squad, VOJD, to name a few). The other members are the original line-up and it consist of;
Urskogr - Vocals
Brief - Electric bass
Jonsson - Electric guitars

Serpent Omega has played crypts to festivals, all around Scandinavia since the debut in 2013 together with bands such as High on Fire, Bongzilla, Hooded Menace and Grand Magus. The new album “II” will be released September 4 on Icons Creating Evil Art.

D I S C O V E R
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/serpentomega
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/serpentomega
Bandcamp: https://serpentomega.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6TYDhQnCSqqZD9mjHC2xxV

Land of Darkness (single)

Land of Darkness

Serpent Omega - Land of Darkness

Astral [Alternative Version] (Feat. sewerperson, Days to Waste & ghostsocial)

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 1: ghostsocial]
Always inside my head
I think I'm going insane
I feel the pain that you gave me
I've been feeling the strain
I think I need Novocaine
I feel it numbing
I feel it numbing myself
I'm out of strength out of dopamine
I'm young and dumb only seventeen
I lack a will lack a self esteem
And I feel dead I can't feel a thing

[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 2: From the Crowd]
Just a kid this system was taking
Writing songs about my health I'm decaying
Thought it would get better now I've turned 18
Still make mistakes I think it's routine
All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable
Try to fall asleep but I'm unable
People text my phone like they're my label
Do you love me or is this just a fable?

Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I miss all my friends
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I've lost all my friends

[Verse 3: sewerperson]
Yeah, yeah
The world is burning out
And I lay wide awake
I lay wide awake
Baby I lay wide awake
Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane
Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away
This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open
I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions
I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.
Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet
Say what you mean
Baby do what you got to
I made the choice so
If you need me girl I got you
Tell me what you need
We going anywhere you want to
We thought we was living free before
The futures gonna shock you

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FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
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Produced by: Ramsey Beatz
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Single Artwork by: Pexels

© Lost in Hope Records

Astral [Alternative Version] (Feat. sewerperson, Days to waste & ghostsocial)

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