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suicideyear remixes Skylar Spence's "Fiona Coyne." The A-side to his "Fiona Coyne/Fall Harder" 7". Out now. 

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Skylar Spence - Fiona Coyne (suicideyear remix)

Ryan DeRobertis on "Affairs" :
"'Affairs' is the song on 'Prom King' i hold nearest and dearest, and i was so stoked to hand it over to one of my favorite producers. Everything that Qrion has touched this year turned to gold, and her spin on "Affairs" is spellbinding, easily one of my favorite remixes of the year (biased as i may be)"

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tour dates: http://carparkrecords.com/tours/?sort=skylar-spence
October 14th - Vancouver, BC - Fortune Sound Club
October 15th - Seattle, WA - Chop Suey
October 16th - Portland, OR - Holocene
October 17th - San Francisco, CA - Treasure Island Music Festival
October 22nd - Los Angeles, CA - The Echo
October 23rd - San Diego, CA - Soda Bar
October 24th - Santa Ana, CA - Beach Goth Festival
October 25th - Phoenix, AZ - Valley Bar
October 26th - Tucson, AZ - Solar Culture
October 27th - Albuquerque, NM - Stereo Bar
October 28th - El Paso, TX - Lowbrow Palace
October 29th - San Antonio, TX - Paper Tiger
October 30th - Dallas, TX - Cambridge Room
October 31st - Austin, TX - Stubbs, Jr.
November 2nd - Norman, OK - Opolis
November 3rd - Bloomington, IN - The Bishop
November 4th - Chicago, IL - Schubas Tavern
November 15th - Richmond, VA - Strange Matter
November 17th - Carrboro, NC - Cat's Cradle Back Room
November 18th - Atlanta, GA - The Earl
November 19th - Orlando, FL - The Social
November 20th - Miami, FL - Bardot
November 21st - Mexico City, DF - Corona Capital Music Festival

Skylar Spence - "Affairs (Qrion Remix)"

Lyrics


Tell me why, why these demons wanna unrobe me
In the cut like maggots, unholy
Comin up outta the city thats below me
bitch tell me why

Why the fuck this life gotta work like this
Still gotta front like im the nicest
Still over they head like some lighting so tell me why

Why the motherfuckin ground break beneath him
But still I cant tell if im sleeping
Running through my head thoughts of leaving
Can you tell me why?

I dont ever wanna leave the goddamn crib
Like a baby wit no legs
Lil bitch go head
I still dont fuck wit em
Still stay wondering why?

Why the hell do I love the cold?
Why the fuck do I change at all?
Why the fuck I befriend the walls?
Why the fuck do I get involved?

MANA - "Why"

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

random old old song i wrote a long ass time ago with my friend daniel

Six Feet Sleep

produced by: @saviorrosebeats
cover photo by: @garetmcmackin

November (prod. savior)

idle

ghosts

lyrics:

i wish i had some control
but we all know how that goes
i lost my mind for the 100th time
yeah i'm alright 
no i'm-
fuck this shit
i wanna quit this shit 
i  wanna fuck my head until i'm pale and dead 
and lie
but no one really cares about you till you die 
no one really cares

no one really cares they're just really unaware
they don't really wanna know how you feel 

all my life i have felt so alone 
even when i'm with my friends
it's not that i don't love you it's just that i feel like you don't feel the same way
and i don't really know what to say
i guess it's all just in my head

no one really cares (prod.4evr)

no samples.
Lyrics:
My lungs are getting weaker
I been breathing all these lies
cuz my secrets gettin harder for me to confide
and i've lost all my pride
I'm 40 years below death 
so when i meet my maker
i hope it runs and hides
sitting in my guest room
cryin over all these pictures
of me and you
and i dont wanna feel alone
i guess i got you by me with your soul
and life is a fucking gift
man i dont even know
i guess i got some coal cuz
i'm never satisfied with anything
so i'll tie the rope tight 
and i'll never think of you again
waking up i'm pissed
i don't wanna get up now
reading text off my phone
remind me that i'll never amount 
to anything that i have
i cant even fucking smile
i just want you back
haven't seen you in a while

closed casket.

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gold
8 of 13

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free fall for now
desert air wont drown you out
and for a second i thought the world was ending 
and i couldnt breathe in
and so this isnt your time
been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
cant you realise
fuck the summertime its you
so scared of overgrowing youth
when its not done with you

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

so what you rushing for
who said its now or never?
i think youre taking on the wrong advice
but its alright if these are your worst times
you know youre good
youre good

and if you want you can breathe on your own
this isnt what i thought but its beautiful
make peace with your mistakes and theyll turn to gold
weightless i let go

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

call it what you want but i call it growing up
and im done

pre-order

gold

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

SPOTIFY

Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

no samples.
lyrics:
if i can could turn back time
i would do it my way
13 reasons why i
left...
so get out my face
i dont wanna hear that shit shut the fuck up
before i get up and leave
cuz baby
i know 
that you know
that i know that i love you
you broke my heart
i knew from the start
that this would fuck up
my day
another monday 
on a saturday
it was our 1 month
and you just let it lay
and i dont wanna know
what you wanna do
if you wanna fuck up
thats up for you
cuz imma leave
yeah imma leave this place
if you could turn back time
i wonder what you would do and why
would it be to make us be together
or would you do this to me feel better
cuz i,
i been swervin at night
gas light
yellow bright
and i can't see the lines

deadbeatteen - how did we wind up here? (acoustic)

lyrics: 
i wanna trust you
i wanna let you in 
but if i'm honest 
i don't believe a word you say
i am so useless
why would you want me?
i am so ugly
what the fuck do you see in me?
what do you see in me?
cause i am nothing
so please don't keep me around

i wanna trust you(prod. derateo)

21O BLK

SMRTDEATH
@smrtdeath
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath
https://www.instagram.com/sloppymakeout/

LIL AARON
@lilaaron911
https://twitter.com/lilaaron911
https://www.instagram.com/lilaaron911/

LIL LOTUS
@lilxlotus
https://twitter.com/LILXLOTUS
https://www.instagram.com/lilxlotus/

ARTWORK
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN
https://www.instagram.com/wolfdrawn/

https://twitter.com/whtverrrr
https://www.instagram.com/dedgrl6/

Rendezvous (Prod. Shinigami)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e14tf0Lk6FM

something I made for poetry class.  

[HOOK] X2
In the distance I hear a cry for help 
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself?
Cause surely nobody wants to go to hell 
But the closer I get the less I hear the yells  

The sweet aroma of death is his favorite smell  
Would it make a difference if I had a soul to sell? 
Too many questions and no time to dwell
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself? 

God has his headphones too loud   
The life of a dog or an entire crowd 
I was told sinners were not even allowed  
Even allowed  X3 

Is food nothing more than slaughtered cows ?  
Is it still my life if the point is to make another proud? 
Before I make this choice please tell me where art thou 
Tell me where art thou  X3  

[HOOK]


production https://soundcloud.com/karlrolson  

https://twitter.com/originalg6d
https://www.instagram.com/originalg6d/

Can I Still Go To Heaven If I Kill Myself? [prod. ultra]

https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl
vocal mix by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

only when your 
world caves in
is when your
true colors
start to show 
beneath your skin
cash out on 
all of my feelings
i just want you 
to be feeling
all of the shit that
I’m feeling
i don’t know
where I’m going
but I’ve said that
so many times
i can no longer lie
I’ve been stuck here
for far too long
now I’m taking its toll
i know why you
wanted to go
with all the things i want
ill never make it far

with all the things i want
ill never make it far
i always ask for too much

after all is said and done
ill have to move back home
because ill never be 
on my own
cash out on 
all of my feelings
no one really 
truely knows 
what goes on 
behind closed doors
no one could ever show
the type of emotion
i put into writing 
all of this bullshit

with all the things i want
ill never make it far 
i always ask for too much

make it far (prod trxpicvl)

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

@youngburial

lyrics:

i'm about to crash now
driving down a one way 
wylin with my hands up
asking can you see me or do you not care?
do you just not care?

and i swear i'm lying when i say i wanna be alone
if you could be there
i'd feel at home 

(fats'e)
if you were here i would feel at home 
i have no hope watch me crash and burn 
i lost my way and i’m better off 
i’ll just sit here never say a word 
if you were here 
i would feel alone yeah i don’t know it doesn’t go away
i lost my way and i’m sleeping way too much 
yeah i can barely get through the  day

(scumby)
i swear i'm lying when i say i wanna be alone 

i'm about to crash now
driving down a one way 
wylin with my hands up
asking can you see me or do you not care?
do you just not care?

crash w/ fats'e (prod. crashing boi)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

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