i remember when i found this song ages ago b4 i couldnt even drive, still perfect

t h o u g h t s 2

take ur time :) [prod. Sekko]

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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

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random old old song i wrote a long ass time ago with my friend daniel

Six Feet Sleep

Album Photo Credit: brennyngrace https://vsco.co/brennyngrace

HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Stardew

idle

ghosts

no samples.
Lyrics:
My lungs are getting weaker
I been breathing all these lies
cuz my secrets gettin harder for me to confide
and i've lost all my pride
I'm 40 years below death 
so when i meet my maker
i hope it runs and hides
sitting in my guest room
cryin over all these pictures
of me and you
and i dont wanna feel alone
i guess i got you by me with your soul
and life is a fucking gift
man i dont even know
i guess i got some coal cuz
i'm never satisfied with anything
so i'll tie the rope tight 
and i'll never think of you again
waking up i'm pissed
i don't wanna get up now
reading text off my phone
remind me that i'll never amount 
to anything that i have
i cant even fucking smile
i just want you back
haven't seen you in a while

closed casket.

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-

free fall for now
desert air wont drown you out
and for a second i thought the world was ending 
and i couldnt breathe in
and so this isnt your time
been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
cant you realise
fuck the summertime its you
so scared of overgrowing youth
when its not done with you

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

so what you rushing for
who said its now or never?
i think youre taking on the wrong advice
but its alright if these are your worst times
you know youre good
youre good

and if you want you can breathe on your own
this isnt what i thought but its beautiful
make peace with your mistakes and theyll turn to gold
weightless i let go

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

call it what you want but i call it growing up
and im done

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gold

no samples.
lyrics:
if i can could turn back time
i would do it my way
13 reasons why i
left...
so get out my face
i dont wanna hear that shit shut the fuck up
before i get up and leave
cuz baby
i know 
that you know
that i know that i love you
you broke my heart
i knew from the start
that this would fuck up
my day
another monday 
on a saturday
it was our 1 month
and you just let it lay
and i dont wanna know
what you wanna do
if you wanna fuck up
thats up for you
cuz imma leave
yeah imma leave this place
if you could turn back time
i wonder what you would do and why
would it be to make us be together
or would you do this to me feel better
cuz i,
i been swervin at night
gas light
yellow bright
and i can't see the lines

deadbeatteen - how did we wind up here? (acoustic)

@youngburial

lyrics:

i'm about to crash now
driving down a one way 
wylin with my hands up
asking can you see me or do you not care?
do you just not care?

and i swear i'm lying when i say i wanna be alone
if you could be there
i'd feel at home 

(fats'e)
if you were here i would feel at home 
i have no hope watch me crash and burn 
i lost my way and i’m better off 
i’ll just sit here never say a word 
if you were here 
i would feel alone yeah i don’t know it doesn’t go away
i lost my way and i’m sleeping way too much 
yeah i can barely get through the  day

(scumby)
i swear i'm lying when i say i wanna be alone 

i'm about to crash now
driving down a one way 
wylin with my hands up
asking can you see me or do you not care?
do you just not care?

crash w/ fats'e (prod. crashing boi)

@supachefm @notmorgn

ive been feeling lost through my days
think about the times when i could go and fly away
if they wanna know im alone aint a thing
i stay in my lane getting money been the same shit
she gon get up on me get to show me what i want
i feel like im drowning never wanted nor involved
it feel like I'm costing and you begin for the profit
im not even bugging i just gotta keep it honest
bitches love to run around and do the taunting
im astonished never been the one to
eva fall in im the one who started
who exhausted ima keep on falling
x2

keep on falling
ima keep on falling
you aint even shed skin
why you keep on talking
idek fuck wit you like anyway
ive had better days trapped inside these memories

ima ghost
its unknown
what am i supposed to feel when im alone
its like the pressures on me when I'm home
I'm staying stoned ima die inside the smoke

ima keep on falling
getting money regardless
yungins and we ballin
smokin when i want
bitch i smoke whenever i want
watch the smoke come outta the sun roof

show me what i want (prod. notmorgn)

guitars written & recorded by @nothingnowheremusic
https://www.nothingnowhere.net

vocals written, performed & mixed by lifehold.
visual/lyrics: https://youtu.be/T4QMhVbYI-0

EXPiRED - single

free download

EXPiRED

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I wonder what you think of me but
god I know i shouldn’t
fall apart every time that you come when
I’m standing still alone and fucking stuck
wish I didn’t care about you so much
miss the way we used to talk
lately you’ve been gone
so far off from what I thought I would want
I love you so much 
you can use me just know I love you and

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I don’t wanna waste my time with you
spend a couple months now I’m back into
this game that I hate and I know its forsure
that you’ll leave me broken when you walk out the door
wish I didn’t fall so easily
cuz I feel you start to walk away from me
and I know I gotta get my self together now
feel so small underneath this ground
can you tell I’m breaking
with every word you’re saying to me now
all my bones are shaking trying my best somehow

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over

gonna keep loving you
cuz its the only thing I know how to do
I’m useless I’m used up
your perfect I’m in love
holding onto pieces that would keep us connected
pouring out my heart I should have kept you protected
I don’t wanna lose you after all that we went through
if it has to be this way ill never forget you

send help (feat. kaiyko & familypet) [prod. curtains]

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked

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never come back ft. Shinigami & fats'e

HO HO HO BICH GET ON THA FLO 
MERRY WHATEVER, LUV U!!  
#FREESTYLEALERT
ft. @ihateshinigami
prod.mix.mast @93feetofsmoke

FUCK JACKFROST

XMAS SUX WITHOUT U ft. Shinigami

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

Follow me <3

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

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crash w/ fats'e (prod. crashing boi)

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