takin all these drugs but I jus feel worse
i been wantin to die since I entered this earth
i ain’t ever feel happy i jus think that it’s a curse
nd the only time u wanna see me is in hearse
always beat me down somehow I’m still the bad guy
come nd ride with me I’ll make sure we both die
i been drinking way 2 much always sip when i cry
never stay sober love it when my brains fried
love it when i pop all these pills nd i get high
i been tryna reminisce when i didnt feel so hurt
always shakin wen we spoke it was confidence i learned 
then jus like a kurse it all got wished away
friends gotta hate they deceive me everyday
parents got no love beat me down and they shove me into the darkest corners wit no help from above
built me a ladder and i jus climbed out 
now im stuck wit no voice nd i cant even shout

[extended + mixxed] i take so many drugs, why do i feel worse?

sorrow