Unintentional Intimidation

one day i'll be in the trash can

Call out my name (cover)

follow my twitter / instagram: @drinkingmud

*this song was made under my old alias, Nine Callisto*

nine callisto - hentai [prd. renob]

https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
https://soundcloud.com/vanilla
Demxntia has me on the FF/ classic JRPG wave so expect an aesthetic change soon lol hope ya'll enjoy this :3
*file updated on 11/18/18*

Spotify

The Lifestream ft. demxntia

something quick. 

next EP titled Adult Swim.

art by @Yunzidraws (IG)

Keep Swimming [Adult Swim EP]

just to feel again (prod. Khail)

It's Cold, but It Aint the Weather

Yokai Town

Doujin Addict

Singles

PSYCHO100

Melty x Cherry-Kun (❁´◡`❁)

Melty: https://twitter.com/meltycanon

You Love Me? (prod. Meltycanon)

(•_•)

prod. eris 
https://soundcloud.com/alsoeris

died twice for this (prod. eris)

Make 'Em Sweat (prod. eris)

huge shoutouts to @remytheprophet and @draffish they're both amazing and i love them very much.

also, this came out on my 22nd birthday, on may 22nd, 2020 haha that's a lot of twos :)


lyrics::
[remy the prophet]

only notice seasons passing when the clocks have changed
maybe we can hash it out, i've got a lot to say
nothing like a chokehold; pills in piles i grasp
with a drunken high and vocal fry to heal a violent past
terrified of cars at speeds faster than the stars that bleed
glowing like the mark that keeps its place as faded scar on cheek
different from the ones i made, hidden as my arms in sleeves
"it'll pass", another day with limbs that look like cars were keyed
it'll pass, it'll pass, it'll pass
as your plane is passing over, in the dark i breathe
nicotine or any little thing that sends me off to sleep
pretend that everything that's messy's just an awful dream

[gayrat]
i found it hard to breathe when i first saw you again
the notes that i had written on paper were now written on my skin
your eyes looked like broken glass, reformed to perfect spheres
once broken but repaired, i saw them whispering “i missed what i left here,”
i had capsized in retrospect,
swallowed whole by the unforgiving seas
you were a jesus, walking on the water,
i was sitting on the sea floor, wondering who that could be
i have fallen, faltered, i was flying through the sky like i was 
icarus, but my wax wings were melting long before i even began to take flight,
my heart was on fire, i fought the flames with all my might
but when the flames extinguished by the waves crashing around me,
i saw you there, coming to my rescue 
years passed by me in an instant
i saw you every day, either through passing or just by closing my eyes
i don’t know how i was so blind, how i missed it, or why i didn’t see it before
why was i not something more?
i drown myself by reliving the past
nothing is holding me here, why can i not go back
i don’t feel like the person i was anymore
breathing feels so useless, i fade to black

It's Cold, but It Aint the Weather

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