Music and visual art made by me.(Malcolm Alexander Leinberger)Copyright 2021.

Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
with these mushrooms and a bag of bud i grew
floating up on the clouds
they don't make a sound and I don't really even want 'em to
could you now, please just accept me?
And I'd still be stressing
i know people feel similar to me
and i find some comfort in the dream of a team
sometimes i wish i could be like them
...but i never really liked them
now i'm smoking on a pipe stem
and i wonder where my life went
and i wonder when the night ends
guess i never really had friends 
up all night like a crack head
staring at my phone will you call back? when?
i was good, now in withdrawal
with the paint we would draw on walls
got this pain and all the drugs
crush em up like it was in love
orange crush, when i lean mix it up
co - dependant, I'm leanin' on your love
see me wit the cuts, bleeding in the cut
cut up the blunt stuff it up, then do it all again
i'm not what you would call a friend
bi polar, i wanna talk to them
at the worst time - they wanna talk to me?
Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like the clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
upside down.

Release Date: April 8th 2021

ALONE IN A CROWD (PROD. GRIM JONES)

Manhattan Skyline - Tanner Tankersley

Long Shower

Fate(L'arc - En - Ciel Cover)

Blame(L'arc - En - Ciel Cover)

MACHINE【BUCK-TICK cover】

"Cybernetic Melancholia - 電脳メランコリア" is the fifth album by OKURUTO, an experimental Japanese electronic artist known for blending J-pop, chiptune, vaporwave, anime aesthetics, lo-fi, and retrowave into immersive soundscapes.

This concept album tells the tragic yet beautiful story of Shizuka, a sentient android who awakens to self-awareness, only to realize that she is an anomaly—a ghost in the machine. Hunted by the system, she must erase her most cherished memories, escape relentless cybernetic enforcers, and ultimately face oblivion. Each track unfolds like an anime episode, taking listeners on a journey through bittersweet nostalgia, high-energy digital chaos, and haunting electronic dreamscapes.

Through glitchy synth textures, distorted vocal fragments, melancholic melodies, and cinematic 80s-inspired arpeggios, "Cybernetic Melancholia" captures the fleeting beauty of a digital soul on the verge of deletion. The album oscillates between ethereal lo-fi ballads, pulsating cyberpunk techno, and euphoric synthpop climaxes, delivering an emotional narrative that lingers long after the music fades.

For fans of Yasutaka Nakata, Porter Robinson, Mitch Murder, and cyberpunk anime soundtracks, "Cybernetic Melancholia - 電脳メランコリア" is an introspective, futuristic odyssey exploring memory, existence, and the fragile connection between human and machine.

🔹 Genre: Cyberpunk J-Pop / Chiptune / Lo-fi / Retrowave
🔹 Mood: Melancholic, Dreamlike, High-Energy, Nostalgic
🔹 RIYL: Cyberpunk anime OSTs, Virtual idols, Future nostalgia

A memory erased is not a memory lost.

Cybernetic Melancholia

Data Dreams

[CM03] データの夢 (Dēta no Yume – Data Dreams)

White breath(T.M.revolution Karaoke)

Dedicated to Robert Hazard and Axel / NeonVice 

4. ESCALATOR OF LIFE 
(originally by ROBERT HAZARD, 1982)

Got my Plymouth at the E-Z Park It
At the rock & roll supermarket
Muzak music makes me feel so funny
I went and spent all my money

We're riding on the escalator of life
We're shopping in the human mall
We're dancing on the escalator of life
Won't be happy 'til we have it all

We want it all

Escalator of life - up and down
Escalator of life - round and round

There's 111 choices
Don't listen to those little voices
I don't let the guilty feeling shake me
You can have your cake and eat it baby

We're riding on the escalator of life
We're shopping in the human mall
We're dancing on the escalator of life
Won't be happy 'til we have it all

Hey girl, I'm a personal friend with Tobias Bernstrup
I got all the gold in the world around my neck
Come ride the steel dinosaur
Run wild in the jungle 
It's a dying nation
Seduction, sacrifice, a new sensation
Nothing ever changes

We're riding on the escalator of life
We're shopping in the human mall
We're dancing on the escalator of life
Won't be happy 'til we have it all

Under Cover Of Darkness

Escalator Of Life

Smells like guilty beauty spirit

Effervescent

Effervescent

Σigma

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