i love to listen to your voice when you’re laughing </3

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mileage
recorded @ goblin haven 8/17/22
art by @kickfliptommy

ALL PLATFORMS

u r not the moon (+ mileage)

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

crystal clear [kuromee + junoes]

winterfalls ft. chloe stankowski & vexle (johnnyfriend)

DEAD INSIDE - ft. YOUNG4N (prod. gray skies)

03/27

prod by z3nny
https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

fucked up w/ sendflowrs

her skin like silk i trace all night and day
i just cant find the right words to say
id try everything in my power just to make this work
and i hope someday i can find those pretty words

heal the cuts help my heart stop bleedin
im not lying this is what ive needed
i havent felt this way in a long long time
ill try my best just to make you see it
ill be here i promise im not leavin
i know ive made up my mind

in time
itll be
you and me 
wait and see
i know that we can make it happen (x2)
they dont want us together but i wont have it
i think about it til my head hurts take aspirin
i feel my tears hit the sheets stained fabric
i love to listen to your voice when youre laughin

heal the cuts help my heart stop bleedin
im not lying this is what ive needed
i havent felt this way in a long long time
ill try my best just to make you see it
ill be here i promise im not leavin
i know ive made up my mind

butterflies (king theta)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6MZLcjqQlWXy3TJ2uQmi3G?si=lo1YXkIbRCG9fILAOnuybw

lyrics:
oh my god 
i just stopped giving a fuck
one night one text we fell in love
all those long talks 
she don't care what i want
i can't hold back
shawty singin along 
i-
i-
i don't wanna go
i've been fucked up 
and she don't know 
i can't hold back
what is that for
i'll scream fuck you
from the top floor

look down on you from the top floor
got the drip I ain’t talkin bout Tahoe
I’m wasted on the daily
so jaded I been faded
wasting all my time
by taking all these lines
I can’t see the signs
to which slip I define
alone it’s unknown
oh my god I just stopped giving a fuck
just met you but I’m falling in love
hope you mean it yeah I’m calling your bluff
one look one kiss shawty that’s enough

oh my god 
i just stopped giving a fuck
one night one text we fell in love
all those long talks 
she don't care what i want
i can't hold back
shawty singin along 
i-
i-
i don't wanna go
i've been fucked up 
and she don't know 
i can't hold back
what is that for
i'll scream fuck you
from the top floor

hopeless (feat. gab6)

ive been running in circles, baby
just to save the time
ive been wastin my time
i cant waste my time again

they say its hard to miss the people that you dont love
thats a bluff
or else i loved everyone thats ever left
and i bet
that its all my fault again
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i wasnt so dumb
i wish that i didnt fuck up
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb

i feel my will cant break, i tried to kill myself today
i cut myself, i hurt myself
why wont anybody help?
im begging help
i need some help
i feel like im in my head
i feel like i should be dead
i wish i wasnt but
i am my enemy
i hope that it ends with me
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i tried to kill myself today
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hate the pain, but its the way i cope

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i been through a lot of pain
i tried to kill myself today

but everything is in the way
im in the way of everybody else
i do my best but i cant help
id take my meds, but they dont help
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i could just go numb
i feel so dumb and lonely
i cant let more people know me
if i do, than they might hurt me
they might turn around and stab my back
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy

i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i wish that i could just go numb
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me (prod. king theta)

V1
Warm winters on the Florida coast
Then Dogwood Spring in Carolina
Cool summers in the Rockies
While Texas feel like it’s on fire
Follow Fall foliage from Vermont
And track the colors to the Ozarks
But before the snow starts flying
I’ll find a sandy place to park

Chorus
I’m from nowhere….
….I’m from everywhere
Where are you from?
…Yeah, I’ve been there.
The wheels on this ol’ bus
…Go ‘round and ‘round and round
I don’t need much along the way
From getting’ lost to getting found

V2.
Next Spring I’m headed westward
To the city by the bay
Then I’ll drive up to Seattle
Pass through Redwoods on the way
The mountains of Montana…
…Will be my summer home
There’s thousands of lakes in Minnesota
To explore before first snow

Chorus
…I’m from nowhere
…I’m from everywhere
Where are you from?
…Yeah, I’ve been there
The wheels on this ol’ bus
Go ‘round and ‘round and 'round
I don’t need much along the way
From getting’ lost to getting found


Bridge
I’m on the road
I’m in the wind
I’m right at home
Wherever I am.

Chorus
I’m from nowhere…
…I’m from everywhere
Where are you from?
…Yeah, I’ve been there.
The wheels on this ol’ bus
Go ‘round and ‘round…
I don’t need much along the way
From  getting’ lost to getting found
From  getting’ lost to getting found

Getting Found

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memento music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAQ0ZAEHE3o

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