visiting this song 10 months later really really hit me

let it go dude ghaaaa damnnnnnmm

Prod. By: Tyler Banditt
Artwork By: @bankruptparadise

Hold on Me

Prod. By Tyler Banditt
Artwork By @bankruptparadise

On The Run

Conceited

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

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heylog - the widows home

DOMO

lyrics:
I don’t know what to do
  I’ve been stuck and glued
Runnin round in circles right back to you
Ya everything gets misplaced
Can’t fix all of my mistakes
When its time to pick it gets hard to choose

Im off the Molly she off the rock 
Im dripping water my rolly a clock
Im sipping wok she drinkin ciroc
Used to take perkyys thank god that I stopped
That was way back when I was fuckin Kiana
Nowadays I do whatever I wanna 
Aint got no worries hakuna matata
Im dating a model her name is madonna
She sucking my d*ck and she cant even swallow
Call up a friend and I’ll see her tomorrow
Im counting up guapo I just won the lotto
Im leading the crowd and they all wanna follow 
I pull up to the scene and they all want a photo 
swimming in checks and I got me a boatload 
i live like a god call me yung kronos

 I don’t know what to do
  I’ve been stuck and glued
Runnin round in circles right back to you
Ya everything gets misplaced
Can’t fix all of my mistakes
When its time to pick it gets hard to choose  I’m confused I just wanna be with you
Act like you’re my muse 
I quit taking greens and blues
Tell me what am I to do 
Life is better from inside my bed
All these drugs I invite my death

Can’t see through my window tint

Back seat of the limo lit

Listening to citezen

Dive into my sun again

The price is right I’m gonna spend

Yea I get young thugga lit

This shit don’t break it just bends 

I don’t know what to do 
 I’ve been stuck and glued
Runnin round in circles right back to you
Yea everything gets misplaced
Can’t fix all of my mistakes
When its time to pick it gets hard to choose

crystal lake club: circles

actress 🌟

think2much (greyrock)

lost boys (siemspark)

follow @branwenmusic

https://youtu.be/OJoA9VIzM0M?si=KLxReJWCFJ0HfvZx

lyrics:
when i'm around you i'm feeding off your dopamine
yea your dopamine and for that baby i'm a fiend
don't wanna mess it up but baby can't you tell that's me 
too many zippers on my jeans yea can't you tell it's me

dressed up like this is my fuckin final fantasy 
i'm tryna take you places that i thought that i would never be

(when i'm around you x2)
butterflies up in my stomach when it's us two
goosebumps when i'm touching you, that's why i fw you
passing out with you in my arms, that shit was overdue
not rich yet but we'll have to make due
lemme invest in me and spend the rest on you
all day at work, at night i'm in the stu
been working on my craft, yea ima pursue 

who tf vexle i thought he was dead
i got headphones in i'm laying in bed
my playlist found guardin again
she hit me up said she could slide i said when
yea take your time cuz i prolly should to
i know that there's so much that we've both been through
look at chu oo
your hair is so pretty and blue
(i hope i'm not being taboo x6)

dopamine (prod. branwen) (music video in desc)

shag & scooby w/ eccntrx (toyema)

[he4vy]
(i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills
they help me with the get back)
i still manage with the pressure i feel
you could never even get that
only time im good is off of the pills 
they help me with the get back
jet lag
flight again i get that
pay me just to pop out
dont expect less
thats my petty interest
no i never get rest
do it til i hit check

[nallie]
baby your love was so electric
turns out it was parasitic
makin bad decisions
mental re envision
words hurt they cut me like incisions
diamonds gonna glisten
i dont want you please just listen
cuts that get so deep i think i finally need some stitches 
glad its all over cause im sick of all your bitchin

préssure w/ nallie (toyema)

care2much

Ballin ft KASHKING247

myworld

I been smokin on the blunt while my memory fades 
I hate myself I hate my life can’t pray for better days
I hate the feelings that I get where I can’t mask my pain
I feel the rotting deep inside it’s deep inside of my brain
I hate the way I fucking talk like I think I’ll be okay
enjoy
But deep inside I really lose my mind like everyday
Cant stand the way I fuckin treat you how I push you away 
I wouldn’t blame you if you left me know you don’t wanna stay
Epiphany of you inside of his car I’ll just break another line, life shouldnt be this hard
I used to take those bars had dreams of bein a star but all that shit got cut right down soon as I gave you my heart

Crowded places 
Thought I saw you on the street 
Just the other day
Memories fading 
If we sat and talked 
I’m sure we’d catch them all 

I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die
I hate the way I’m never right when it comes to all the nights 
Sitting alone inside my mind I hate the way I live my life 
I hate the way I make them happy, but cant even maintain mine 
I hate the way I act okay when I’m rotting deep inside 
I hate the way way I hate myself 
I hate the way I want the wealth 
I hate the way I had these dreams and I’ve just put em on a shelf 
It’s like I’m stuck inside a hell I call depression can you tell 
It’s eating me away so slowly suicide just rings my bell ://
I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die

stop talking, ill be dead by next week anyways (Prod. CapsCtrl)

rip teej ):

memento music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAQ0ZAEHE3o

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

stop talking, ill be dead by next week anyways (Prod. CapsCtrl)

he4vy

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