this city blows + xslimex (p king theta)

lyrics

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

take my heart and teach me how to love
take my sight and lead me to the doves
beat me in im desperate for a hug 
leave me dead i swear i try to trust

talk me down
i know im acting dumb
break me in
and drain me of my blood
take me out
i do this how i must
bring me up
before i start to rust

i scratch
at the cellar walls
i attack
at the end it all-
i mask
what i thought was wrong
i promise u im trying im just fucking up
dont u try to leave me i will kill us both
meet me in the middle i will see u dont
everytime i die i wake up in a world
that i dont recognize but its fair enough 

broken bones and disembodied voices guide me to safety

lyrics:

i know who u are
can u see my scars?
is it a maybe?
ur driving me crazy
i wear sweaters and hoodies
to cover my scars
oh my gosh i’m lazy
i don’t give a fuck
oh and i’m trapped in ur backseat trying to get out
why would u trap me
i won’t leave
oh u messed up
u won’t get apology
trapped in my own thoughts
i’m anxious and it’s tiring
u rlly fucked up
now you’ll see a part of me
i keep him locked up
and now he’s unleashed
i wear sweaters and hoodies to cover my scars x2
 
u don’t care about me
i’m left in the dark
all my thoughts surrounding 
i’m left here to rot
all my friends are playing, toying with my heart
don’t care if it’s a joke, u took it too far

do i ever lie and say ur not the one
no i don’t, i always say that ur the one for me
i’m in my own head, i’m crying
yea i swear it’s blasphemy 
don’t try to pat me on my shoulder
yea ur the enemy
u cannot tell me that it’s over
yea ur a fucking beast 
u don’t care about my feelings, u don’t care about me
i’m a new man, i’m not the same from 23
u think it’s funny when u lie to my face and then u cheat like

sweaters & hoodies (p. nevrfall)

kick from da pump
double the pills 
im feelin slump
double my cup
pockets of bills 
been gettin bucks
know what you want
get it improper 
said that he shot ya
it was a front
bustin out blanks
we got an imposta

depression almost took me out 
lets not get cynical 
ive gave depictions of christ and death 
walkin miracle
please dont forget the words i write
when im not here and gone
i tried my best but you could never get the visual

fuck what you think im smokin
blacken my lungs 
zip from the top shelf 
he4vy get what he want
ive asked you countless times
much more than i want
how many times i have to say it
i aint the one

THERE'S A REASON I DONT F*CK WITH EM' (CANNONTOOCOLD)

theres too many silhouettes to tell apart
faceless figures lurk inside the voided dark
left a mother sore left a father lost
just a stillborn without a beating heart

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

our own amends
i wont play pretend
anymore make it end
what if youre not a friend
you can take what you want
cuz im already dead
and i dont wanna front
so

im a mess without a purpose
im so fucking worthless
dont you ever fall for me i never could deserve it
you might get deserted
hope i made you nervous
please just stay away from everything that i reverted

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

rot inside this mess of a world
take a look and find what youve never been told about
somewhere deep inside you theres a part of you thats holding out
please embrace the fact or itll haunt you til ur coming down

silhouettes

silhouettes (tothegood)

boy i got my money up u got ur funny up thats bitch shit
passin out on oxy but i swear im not addicted
noddin off heavy headed headbutt you yo head dented
tyler1 wit the headphones on oh no he didnt

boy u think u funny but u never got my ass to laugh
only joke u ever told was music where yo plays b at?
everybody hates you in the scene boy im just statin fax
remember when you started talkin shit n tried to take it back?

boy i got my money up u got ur funny up thats bitch shit
passin out on oxy but i swear im not addicted
noddin off heavy headed headbutt you yo head dented
tyler1 wit the headphones on oh no he didnt

boy u think u funny but u never got my ass to laugh
only joke u ever told was music where yo plays b at?
everybody hates you in the scene boy im just statin fax
remember when you started talkin shit n tried to take it back?

boy u think u funny but u never got my ass to laugh
only joke u ever told was music where yo plays b at?
noddin off heavy headed headbutt you yo head dented
tyler1 wit the headphones on oh no he didnt

NO DOUBT

NO DOUBT (HYPNOTIZE)

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again

CENOBITE! | prod. Ari Vega

made a song with my bro 🎶much love to the goat

THERE'S A REASON I DONT F*CK WITH EM' (CANNONTOOCOLD)

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