i sampled this song ! https://soundcloud.com/ssaranghae/yokubokuwontseeuagain

prod me + @luvlxckdown

cant we just talk abt this?
ik my sorry's overused :/
sometimes i start to doubt us
cant we just use a word or two?

she wna fight all night n waste my time
y shld i sit back for all my life? 
she wna see my eyes for one last night
y shld i sit back pretend it's fine?

so dont cry
tell me it's alright
i taste it all on ur tongue
point to my head with loaded gun
don't text or call back
ik u want that
i taste it all on ur tongue
on ur tongue
sit back pretend it's fine now :/

taste of melancholy

cover of jungkook's cover of paper hearts by tori kelly

paper hearts

prod @recyclexbin

@ihatebixby
i know i talk a lot
i'll give u the time
just know im not enough
ur so out of line
look at the stars tonight
i'm falling apart
i know it's all a lie

@1endie 
i know by the way you move
and understood how could i be such a fool
she's not over him like she said she was
you dont have a clue
love is hard to find would you open your eyes
i know that i might
fall all over again
one more step me and roan hit the dance floor
all of my exs they tryina say hello
fuck it say goodbye to all my ops
im leavin in 40 i leave on the dot on the clock
so what are you waiting for
i dip out the function they say that its boring
fuck it too many text i ignore it
i take your girl then skrt off in a foreign

@whoisroan
i know we talked last night and we argued a lot 
and girl i hate to fight but sometimes it can’t be helped 
and girl you know i try to fix what we have 
cause i don’t wanna go back to the way it was
girl i keep trying but it’s hard, what u said made me feel apart
and ive been in my bed all day and i’m just hoping that u stay
and if u need to take a break i’ll try and give u all the space that u need because ur everything to me girl

throw ur life away w/ endie & roan (recycleBin)

@prodbyjoshwa

said ur coming back but i won't lie
u dont wna act try to fool me twice
heart trapped in the moment
i see it untapped looking in ur eyes

cuz u dont wna fall
on and off baby
slow
breaking my own heart lately
it's hard for me to breathe im
comparing endlessly

fucked up the memory
know what u said to me
wasting all my time
cant afford to let u see
take all thts mine </3

endlessly (joshwa)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

prod. ST4ND4RD

cuz i know you burned the bridges that we had its getting old
i used to we used to 
its all up to you
lately i dont know how to feel anymore

can we just talk it out
cuz im falling but i dont know how
you treat me like i dont exist 
cuz im the one to keep 
a million promises
honestly 

I know you wanna spend your time with me again
dont have to worry about the things i say to you
oh i dont feel like i can keep this up anymore x2

i know its hard to tell you i dont feel the same
sometime i wish that i could fall in love again
dont wanna pretend
can we put an end
i never wanna fall back to you

too many times that i just told you that its all of my fault
we had the something that you chose to never realize at all 
cuz this is something i thought of 
you ignored it all too many things to resolve

Anymore

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

With @ihatebixby
Prod Joon, @aidanhan, and @prodbyjoshwa
Mastered by @yoshi (Christian Blair <3) 

Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/ihatebixby/
https://www.instagram.com/aidanhanbeats/
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/

I think I died again
So we could stay as friends, yeah
I think it all depends
On the truth
I know your friends just hate me 
They acting kind of crazy 
They always laugh and gate-keep
But it’s cool 

People, they always quick to judge
We know, I’m never leaving ya
Bedroom is a haven
We put on our favorite song
Details, the ones I'll never know
She sells the things I’m letting go
But, way to push my luck 
I've been alive when you talk like you do

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

Your hearts grown weak
Enough to keep me your dirty little secret
When you last saw me, baby I couldn't speak
Oh, you'd never really mean that
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Oh, when you're far from me
It becomes so easy to figure it out
So, fine
I know your waiting for-
I don't wanna fall
Oh baby you're the one for me

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

(Yeah my hearts got weak I know)
(Saying I should let things go)
(But my time)
(Got me crying)

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause

Thank you to everyone involved this song wouldn't have been possible without you all!

by my side (feat. bixby)

sad song i made hope u like it

fucked it up, lost someone i trusted
after all maybe im just nothing
oh, don't go
laugh it off, guess it's always something
lost it all, watch it turn to dust and
fall, don't go

lost inside my mind i won't come back
i'll sit idly by cuz u like that
waste my time i'll wait till the morning
i can't lie, wish i could control it

reach

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

the grass is always greener on the other side.

i wish i was perfect.

tlk to myself behind closed doors
crying 4 help im on the floor

fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt
got what i get
fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt

break what we had.

wish that i told u i nvr cld.
but baby u wldnt have understood
getting ahead of myself again
ask me if im doing fine but i never wld
i guess im a little bit selfish
baby i cant really help it
gtfo of my head
im trying my hardest 4 u
2 be perfect.

taste of melancholy

bixby

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