Baby Don't go w/ guardin

check up on your friends <3

lyrics:

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me

every time i look at you
i can't believe my eyes
you were loved, you were cherished
you felt abandoned, you were mine

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

(one more time, one more)

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me
(haunting me!)

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again


avery

written by XLHC & 93
Prod. XLHC & Aaron Osborne

lyrics: 
I could be a minute away
I been gettin sick of the wait 
I dont have a second to waste
I’ll be on that next plane

I thought id call you today
Still i dont know what i’d say
And every breath that you take 
Seems to blow me away

Dont wanna hear its too late
Dead on arrival these days 

I checked in
You checked out
Getting drunk 
on the couch
I stay up
You go out

(XLHC)
Now I’m sleeping all alone
With my clothes thrown ‘cross the floor
I been feeling like a ghost
When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touch me and feel nothing

(93) 
Empty bags at TSA
with photos of our second date
(oh oh oh ohhhhh x2)

Looking at the mess we made
From a thousand miles away
(oh oh oh ohhhhh x2)

oh oh oh oh…

(XLHC)
Now I’m sleeping all alone
With my clothes thrown ‘cross the floor
I been feeling like a ghost
When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

oh oh oh

When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touch me and feel nothing

touch me and feel nothing w/ XLHC

Lyrics:

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you 

I feel like an asshole half of the time
'Cause I don't want to be brushed aside
I just want to be recognized
For how hard I always try
Talking to the ghosts up in my mind
They kind of look like you I'm not gon' lie
We kiss and it tastes like formaldehyde
When you're gone I close my eyes
'Cause it's a place to hide
But why can't I just be there for myself
If I love me then I don't need nobody else
I like to think that I'd choose heaven over hell
This life is purgatorial that's how I feel

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you

what if I was dead

prod. acey

stalkin me baby ill leave by the morning
you make me scared thers no point in ignoring
you every night, and leaving you afraid
i know that you never wanted it this way
talk to me

ill show you what you mean to me my darling
ill be honest
hold me in your arms

just please
call me back
ill be there
even if you needed some fresh air ill drive to you

ill be there in a second, dont you worry
i know youre hurting

my soul is on your body
my mind is yours, my heart is
attached to you my darling
my life is yours dont worry
oh i love you

happy as can, but girl youre hurting
youre strong i notice

im proud of you my darling
although i cry a lot its just cause i adore you
cant live without you

Oh Lord Jesus
help me and my precious
i trust in you i mean it
my love for her is seamless

just please
call me back
ill be there
even if you needed some fresh air ill drive to you

ill be there in a second, dont you worry
i know youre hurting

call me back

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

lyrics:

Round and round
And round again
Might blink twice and lose a friend
And say things I wish I meant
Well do you even know me at all

Why you tryna grow up so fast
Got your heart all heavy
When I know you would laugh
But you gotta keep it all a matter of fact
Or no one listens, no one listens
Does it feel any better when the sun sets late
Got a couple more hours just to hesitate
Tell everybody you gotta go home
‘Cause we’ve said it all, we’ve thrown it all away

Round and round
And round again
Might blink twice and lose a friend
And say things I wish I meant
Well do you even know me at all
Running, running off again
Through places we never left
Maybe save up a couple cents
Well would you even miss it at all

I don't wanna leave again, ‘cause I've been way too down
And I don't wanna play pretend, that it's not all about you
All the nights we stay up and all the days you've been on my mind
I miss our connection, times I wanna hit up your line
This is the last I swear, let’s get far away, far away from here

Round and round
And round again
Might blink twice and lose a friend
And say things I wish I meant
Well do you even know me at all
Running, running off again
Through places we never left
Maybe save up a couple cents
Well would you even miss it at all

round and round

sap

lyrics:

if i slam my hand on the steering wheel
i'll have another bloody knuckle that i'll have to conceal
it's another dumb episode of "how old am i ?"
i let my feelings take control like almost all of the time

if i drive straight off of the sellwood bridge
i wonder who would talk about me like i'm someone to miss
it's another stupid episode of what do i do
i measure nothings gonna change if i have nothin to prove

i've got bloodshot eyes and a beer in the fridge
i think a little big of buzz will give me some of a fix
in 26 years i'll be a miserable sap
i never thought that meeting her could make me feel so sad

i'll dream of you like i always do
i'll dream of you like i always do

if i slam my hand on the steering wheel
i'll have another bloody knuckle that i'll have to conceal
it's another dumb episode of "how old am i ?"
i let my feelings take control like almost all of the time

if i drive straight off of the sellwood bridge
i wonder who would talk about me like i'm someone to miss
it's another stupid episode of what do i do
i measure nothings gonna change if i have nothin to prove

i've got bloodshot eyes and a beer in the fridge
i think a little big of buzz will give me some of a fix
in 26 years i'll be a miserable sap
i never thought that meeting her could make me feel so sad




Stop Hatin, Cause You Ain't Me

„Schwarz & Weiß“ ist kein Song für die Lauten.
Es ist ein Song für die, die verurteilt werden, bevor sie was sagen.
Für alle, die gelernt haben, still stark zu bleiben.
Ehrlich. Direkt. Ohne Maske.

Baby Don't go w/ guardin

m4x