prod number48 <333

waking up with tears on my face
guess i had a bad dream
couldn’t be a nightmare cus i got u here with me
it’s hard to taste this love
i can feel it
the scent is thin 
i can smell it
u can’t really spell it out
it comes from within us
when i try to talk to u
it feels like i’ve gone dead
take me to the doctor
get me in a hospital bed
i cant feel my heartbeat

can u feel my heartbeat?
i wana walk around like ain nobody staring at all
baby i’m sorry
i know i promised u i’d never let u see me fall

lately i wake up n i’m scared
wishing u were here
never leave my home
i miss u on my phone
every single day
fading into grey
say it once again
everything’s the same

i’d rather be alone pls jus stop ima take this shit til i drop dropping dead i regret all the shit i ever-_

i promised u id never let u see me fall

@heyyitsbenji
@troiner

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

shawty i just want it back
everybody kno i need it bad 
fuck it imma go and get a bag 
i aint worry bout that
she say whats the problem why u mad 
i just hate it when u talk like that 

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

and i aint got a doubt i know for sure i got my brothers by my side
free fridvy (bro is alrdy free) yea u kno its synthetic for life
i want it my way
i been having thoughts bout how ill end up in a coffin
im sorry, yeah i think about it often 

(benji)
Start slow pick it up then Put that shit in auto,
 dont wanna c me yea i fuckin thought so, 
run it up its spenny but that sht was worth the price tho,
standing jn tbe rain feeling like i hit a new low
So its like that, i just want my motherfuckng life back,
i just want to get up on a new path, 
i just wanna look up at your face as you hold me, ill tell u that im sorry

I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU JUST TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND, TELLING ME THA YOUR FINE, YEAH IM RUNNING OUT OF OPTIONS
HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH COZ IM ON THE DECLINE, IVE REACHED THE END OF MY LINE,AND ITS BURNING UP MY CONSCIENCE
N IM OUT HERE FORGETTING EVERYTHING DONY HAVE A PRICE TAG I JUST WANT MY MOTHEFUCKIN LIFE BACK
I just want my mf life bacm



<3 <3 <3 

yea i started living but i cudnt even finish

Wait a Minute +heyyitsbenji [troiner x safe]

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

art by @/melanarc0tic 
prod. tenoji

Damn it’s been a minute had to come back to my throne
I put them on game and now they taking all my flows
Everything I got, I done got it on my own
We can put em in a blunt if he said he want some smoke
I count racks up, lil bro you don’t know about that shit 
Better back up, in case you ain’t know we stay equipped
We gone pass them, because they ain’t whipping what I whip
And I passed them, because they ain’t doing what I did

I was dedicated, and I was motivated 
I took what ColdWorldGang left me and I renovate it,
And my whip the latest; damn I really made it
And I wish that you were here mom cuz your son the greatest
Virtualworld we on top, I could never stop
I could never lose baby I been on my grind
I count all my guap, I don’t fuck with thots
I know imma star baby they know imma shine
I walk in this bitch and everybody know me
They like we had school together shit but that’s the old me
She asked if i know lil wonka I said that’s my homie
Yea but they like some fake shoes, I can smell they phony
I could see it in their face they ain’t bout what they say
Walk up in this bitch I got my drake I got my K
I don’t wanna talk unless the money come my way
I knew I was the one ever since the first day

Damn it’s been a minute had to come back to my throne
I put them on game and now they taking all my flows
Everything I got, I done got it on my own
We can put em in a blunt if he said he want some smoke
I count racks up, lil bro you don’t know about that shit 
Better back up, in case you ain’t know we stay equipped
We gone pass them, because they ain’t whipping what I whip
And I passed them, because they ain’t doing what I did

Never Lose (tenoji)

(30 in my cup i can feel my heart beat
i just wanna make u mine
came 2 the party just 2 c u
but its dark and i cant find u and i realized i wasted my time
we were on the molly and u didnt turn the lights off
talking 2 u felt like a ghost
it was like a nightmare or a fairytale
thinking i could hold u close)
u sit there w yr arms wrapped round yr knees
wanna scream so loud in the library
hot pink dyed hair hope no one sees
staring off into nothing but the neon green
1 cough 2 hi not a clear lung
public spaces u dont rly fear none
u would trade places if u knew sum1
made the same paces less close 2 the sun
boxes ive packed myself in
release my soul for profit
dont kno just y it happened
think i need 2 get off this
train on a loop of a track going 1 way
always never coming back around in the wrong way
right time 4 it but i saw it on the wrong day
next stop on the timelines such a long way
away from me u moved yrself
i had 2 b w sum1 else
2 realize the mental hell
yr in is where i am as well
and if its in yr interest well then
hope the leave yr taking will treat u well then
im a whole other person than how i felt then
treat me like u deserve me i never felt it
i guess i just dont deserve 2 b treated well then
holding grudges like yr climbing out a well then
mix the metal w fire just like im welding
i just never know what 2 do cuz i cant b selfish
familiar w the feelings u felt 4 the fact i held them
longer than the hope that i had 4 u c it seldom
anything thats valuable 2 me yr saying sell them
u kno u would b the lowest bid at the auction
how low will u go now
yr hands dirty the ground
yr on shakes @ the sound
u scream but never loud
enuff 4 them 2 hear
check back w u in a year
c where im @ cuz i kno that
neither of us can stay here
(how will i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres a 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love
how do i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love)
trash bag like yr throwing me away
bagged up bagback i’ll be gone for days
i still smell your clothes here i’m want for waste
i can’t tell if ur sincere in trauma chased
on gang i’m rolling the wrong way
your holding on to my face
i’m blowing like pompeii
swerving the marque
it’s always a dark day
read it all in my face
i’m trying i can’t change :/
i found a way to be with someone
who would never leave me for
that seasons that became before
ur still moving the same way
of course
i still touch in the rain
the force
scars can’t measure the pain
we walked over the lane
it’s in the back of my brain
i can’t give up anything that i claim
forever the same

written by bedhead, lil wet wet, and Reghan Patynski (borrows from heart2heart/30inmycup https://soundcloud.com/2envii/h2hfinal)
performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead and lil wet wet
produced by cascadia
recorded at the gloss temple and the dollhouse 03/04/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

neon green w/ lil wet wet (+ cassie) [2envii sample]

hangwitya (feat. rexv2)

PUNK

interchange ft. glaive (prod pitfall)

pls check out the actual track and follow luvlxckdown <333

https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown

luvlxckdown - cant believe im gone (remix) w/ poorbryan [northeast lights x odece]

prod. me (obviously) shoutout @luvlxckdown for co-mixing <3
(LYRICS)
(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive”) 



(“Gamer Girls”)



(“Samara”)



Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do x2





wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Bash my head into the wall.





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do 





Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2

bash my head into the wall (samara)

<3 <3 <3 [: <3 <3 <3
Written and recorded by Me
Prod by @viinssoo
Mastered by @imanidxl
Cover-art by https://twitter.com/carssere

Demons in my head told me take that lil' 30
Imma be straight know this shit wont hurt me
Better off dead girl please don't worry
Take my place I'm behind gotta hurry
I been fucked up since I was like thirteen
Get the fuck from me boy you irk me
Issa newsreel this clip keep bursting
I'm too real nothing like you earthlings


Walk around the spot face lit I'm cheesing
Fucking stole my heart please stop that's treason
You ain't even opp but I got my reasons
I ran out of wok imma sip my feelings
I just bought a flatscreen I don't even need it
I don't know what you mean you ain't even preaching
They might know the past me they don't know the present
Please don't even ask me if you wanna reset


I don't even hate you but you're gonna make me}
It's not even day two and you're tryna date me
I know imma break through I know imma break free
Imma be who I want to be


Demons in my head told me take that lil' 30
Imma be straight know this shit wont hurt me
Better off dead girl please don't worry
Take my place I'm behind gotta hurry
I been fucked up since I was like thirteen
Get the fuck from me boy you irk me
Issa newsreel this clip keep bursting
I'm too real nothing like you earthlings


Go away you bother me I'm getting cheddar cheese
Don't wanna talk to you, you drain my energy
I live on borrowed pain passed down from centuries
Can't even say my name I forgot how to breathe
Put me in a whip and you know I'm finna speed
Cause I cant fix all this shit about me
I don't need a grip imma need about three
Took another pill imma grind my teeth