Fuck its been almost 3 months and fhe dagger is still buried dfsmdm

The Upload

well

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

ＳＴＡＹ　ＩＮ　ＹＯＵＲ　ＬＡＮＥ　ＩＦ　ＹＯＵ　
ＫＮＯＷ　ＷＨＡＴ　ＩＳ　ＢＥＳＴ

//ファック・フェイク//

we've been sitting on this one for a while. i hope you guys enjoy it. thank you so much for all the love and support recently. this means the world to me. please give some love to huskai. he did erryting from the beat to the mixing.

i also dropped some new merch today. you can peep that here
https://teespring.com/stores/guardin

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huskai x guardin - what i got

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

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an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

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what i am (ft. guardin)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody
art by @ihateshota
prod by https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

this song means a lot to me bc i don't really hold anything back and it felt so good to say all of this. that being said, im still not in the best mental state, but i'm trying my best.

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

i talk to my friends like i talk to the people inside of my head
and sometimes i ask them for closure cause i never remember what i said
so tell me what i have to do to feel grown up in this world
maybe ill ditch my old life and just try and go fall for a girl
cause its been a long time since i've felt a thing called trust
and i don't think i've fallen for a girl without feeling a bit of lust

break me down
to my core
and you'll see 
that im the enemy

my age is a factor in this but i feel like im falling too quick
and if i dont slow myself down maybe ill just mess up and ill slip

can someone tell me why i feel this way about love
and why i try to hide my emotions behind these drugs
my friends just tell me its apart of growing up
my bones seem to get much older but i never feel in touch

growing up

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

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[PROD. NATIVE] @nativeb3atz
LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS - @iamcjcarter

Lyrics:
[FRVR]
I can feel her eyes on me 
Looking through me, please consume me
The way youd always make me bleed
What did you to do me
The way you used me

where is she
I cant see
I been fucked up so completely 
Say you hate me yeah say you need me
She only loves me when shes dreamin

I dont wanna do this anymore
I didnt wanna lose you 
Everything is way worse then before 
I fucking did everything i could do
For you 

[EVOL]
& everytime i wake i start to shake
freezing cold while burning up i need a break
i dont wanna do this anymore
wake up w my face against the floor, again
i can’t pretend
that im fine because im not
is this is real or in my head?
all of these intrusive thoughts

[FRVR]
I can feel her eyes on me 
Looking through me, please consume me
The way youd always make me bleed
What did you to do me
The way you used me

where is she
I cant see
I been fucked up so completely 
Say you hate me yeah say you need me
She only loves me when shes dreamin

I dont wanna do this anymore
I didnt wanna lose you 
Everything is way worse then before 
I fucking did everything i could do
For you

DREAMING [FRVR X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS]

@joshuasageart
(Josh hook)
I been searching for the lights
I’ve been running all my life
And before it is my time
Ima make the sacrifice
Is this a dream or is this how reality seems
Far away from escapes that I need
I wrote these songs in my sleep
I have no time for rest I’m not weak
But the crystals of the future gleem
And the house on the hills at the peak 
That’s exactly where I wanna be
That’s exactly how I always dream
(Josh verse)
Tell me you need me
Tell me you want me
Tell me you need me now
Wait move fast, there’s a mission to be dealt with gotta
Zoom past competition to the stars I got the
Truth yeah, everybody wanna see the way I choose paths
Choose paths choose paths, keyblade make you get back
Riding on a warpstar like I’m Kirby know you hate that
And I got that mastersword, swordsman like my name is roy
Your girl hit my phone ima play her I don’t talk to toys
(Josh hook loop)

✯ within a dream ✯ [+ Yago Beats]

💖 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝓅𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 💖
💫 @iamstarinthesky
💫 https://www.instagram.com/wyastar/
-- lyrics --
Your love was my drug...
(Yea, yea, yea)

Your love was my drug
Caught myself overdosing
Withdrawals keep me cold
And I can't keep my eyes from closing...
I'm mostly mad at myself
But you played your part and you know it
Why don't you show it
Now you look at me and you just can't control it
Like you tried to steal my big dream
But that's mine you can‘t own it
U were my most unlikely opponent
But u didn't win my heart u actually stole it

Fingerprints left on my heart stiletto scuffs on the tile
Right after I taught u all u know about ur style
I got you cuz I wanted to always did it with a smile
Poppin tags on Gucci bags and Louis shoes up on Mag Mile
In chicago, oh but why tho?
I gave u everything now where my'd time go
I'm getting older, more jaded and lonely
Spending money only thing that consoles me...

Your love was my drug
Caught myself overdosing
Withdrawals keep me cold
And I can't keep my eyes from closing...
I'm mostly mad at myself
But you played your part and you know it
Why don't you show it
Now you look at me and you just can't control it
Like you tried to steal my big dream
But that's mine you can‘t own it
U were my most unlikely opponent
But u didn't win my heart u actually stole it

It's not that I don't wish you well
But I recall it felt like hell
7 layers still I fell
I guess ur right oh well oh well
Shoot ur shots load more shells
Put this story on the shelf
Gather dust if it must
Don't think there's much more left to tell	
Ok i'll be the bad guy
Bae bae u can keep ur bad vibes
Those days, always kissed u goodnight
These days, u can fuckin kiss it goodbye

Your love was my drug
Caught myself overdosing
Withdrawals keep me cold
And I can't keep my eyes from closing...
I'm mostly mad at myself
But you played your part and you know it
Why don't you show it
Now you look at me and you just can't control it
Like you tried to steal my big dream
But that's mine you can‘t own it
U were my most unlikely opponent
But u didn't win my heart u actually stole it

I showed u the finer things...
Cant believe I let u try on Cartier rings...
it's like when I rap my heart still sings...
Cut! that's a wrap.. on to better things....
--
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SHINIGAMI - ROBITUSSIN [PROD. VAGUE002] **LEAK**

lock shock & barrel ft. Keshore & Savage Ga$p prod. dariuswe

lyrics
--------
(you said i could be anything that i aspire to be
but no one in this world could ever want to be me)

this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you
this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you

bet he drives down all the same roads we did
it's okay i just hope they're still scenic
i can't help but feel like the world is ending
why did we waste time together just pretending

stolen

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

growing up

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