And ik that i cant stay young forever but im waiting outside in this shitty weather😩😭 sad boy shit

I KNOW I CANT STAY FUCKED FOREVER SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE MY FRIENDS NEVER WANT ME GET BETTER

unreal

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

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ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

Produced by CapsCtrl
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@sendflowrs
I see the sun shine down on your face 
A kiss from the clouds
You're a worthy mistake, yeah
Baby slow it down, think we need to hit the brakes
Your love it throws me down
Grit my teeth & I brace, yeah yeah
She said "I think we should take a break"
I know what that means, no such thing as a break
Baby I just sit & cry
Love left marks on my face 

Yeah, the moon so bright
Think it's close to morning
I'm callin'
Please don't hit my phone, you're fucking boring
I need a quick hit
Roll a blunt, then I'm snoring
I got no fuckin reason to be here, I think I'll call it 
Like where you at
Tell me where you been
& I just saw you in a photo, so I'll fuckin ask again
I'm like, who is that
Tell me who is him
& I don't wanna close my eyes, but I'm slippin' off again

@betweentheveinsandi
Don't come to me for attention when he won't give affection
Tonight I felt the tension, but I never thought to mention 
I was well crossed when I picked up that phone
I hide it well, substance deep in my bones
Wired in my head, 'til I'm dead & maybe then some
Could you lay me down in the ground & send my soul home
I might catch the train that go right up the side the mountain
Spent so many nights here that I swear that I could count 'em
Burn me & hurt me
Turn me
Oh, its so deserving 
Snakes across the ground as I walk across this house
With the cold light of the lantern & that's all that's left to guide me

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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sendflowrs & betweentheveinsandi: Worthy Mistake (capsctrl)

produced by sk8miles

completely non profit

lyrics

so who showed up to ur funeral?
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)
only saw your family pulling up with all their caseroles 
(I been, I been, waiting on a hearse)
for every moment u spent living I sat here alone
( I don't, know why, u make me think of funerals)
but at the gruesome end I ask u where'd ur friends go
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)

we live our lives online and wonder why we're so alone
i go outside to get reminded not to leave my home
you should lighten up and maybe then u'll find a bit of hope
you should be shutting up man I don't even care a bit at all

computer screens and actors
lights off n my back hurts
car wheels roll backwards
lives lost like captives
dying youngs in fashion
I live that gutter life no mansions
no handouts no pensions 
wear my body out for my paycheck
don't say nothing, don't spray it
I been in my head of late just brain me
take a .45 or a mil' o' 9 and send the lead out of my cranium
brain splatter on pavement
all of the grey matter just wasted
if u want something just take it
can't be assed complaining bout it

thoughts tracked on a post it
can't connect at all with humans (humans)
something broke in my brain machine
I can't talk to u without booze in me
(did u find ur halo?)
so friends come n they always leave
but that's fine tho it's alright with me
I've found the way that I'm meant to be
all alone I can finally breathe 
(did u find ur halo?)
let me breathe
bury me in mulch n rotten leaves
(did u find ur halo?)
July will mark the two years that I've grieved
why waste ur time I beg you don't believe in me
(did u find ur halo?)

so will u show up to my funeral?
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)
only saw my family pulling up with bottled alcohol
(I been, I been, waiting on a hearse)
keep the numbers low I had no friends that they could get involved
(I don't, know why, u make me think of funerals)
shout out to my ones across the world I'll never see at all
(I been, I been, banking on a funeral)

banking on a funeral (sk8miles)

7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

please don’t step on my heart 
i’ve been over and over this
many times before 
please don’t get out my car 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart 

call my bluff, we play cards 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve 
i can’t ever recall
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me 

and those cold eyes make me panic
what do you want 
i can’t manage 
and those bright red lips 
make me vanish
what do you want with me 

stop the crying and the shouting, im sorry 
but maybe you’re better off
i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me
i’ll do anything no matter the cost

cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming
ever since you were the one i lost
i can’t be here without you, im dying
one kiss will finish me off 

please don’t step on my heart (stop the crying and the shouting i’m sorry)
i’ve been over and over this
many times before (but maybe you’re better off)
please don’t get out my car (i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me) 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart (i’ll do anything no matter the cost)

call my bluff, we play cards (cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming) 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve (ever since you were the one i lost) 
i can’t ever recall (i can’t be here without you, im dying)
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me (one kiss will finish me off)

banshee (wisssery)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

9tails- sober (skip to 1 min)

Lyrics:
[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
To all these people that flaming me (To all these people that flaming me)
You think you got a lot of fucking good opinions (You don't)
Huh, don't you (Don't you)
And I don't give a shit about your feelings (Nah, I don't), I chose to
My friend pop a couple beans and now we up the ceiling (Give a shit)
You guys are crazy
My friends friend pop xans till he get to sleeping
Damn, you guys scare me (Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1]
Knock on that door, fucking kick it that door
Thought this was a party, I'm drunk from before
She solo and sour from scattered the floor
You guys still going, I'm ready to go
Man what are you on, I've been talking to the ghosts
I swear they take anything, I do the most
End of the night man, it's not even close
We ordered the uber it came in a ghost

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, Ghost, Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost, yeah
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

[Verse 2]
Got a man but wanna text more
At a party that she need a nice dress for (Yeah)
You looking lame why the fuck you wear a vest for (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Looking icy in the dress shorts, no
Haven't talk bout a month now
She updated on my life via SoundCloud (SoundCloud)
Im frustrated with the way things worked out (Yeah)
If I'd pushed for it, we'd be doing good now (We'd be doing good now)
Gatorade frost and a beef patty (Yeah)
I make music but the rest of me is mad average
It's too cold to go out so I'm always making music (Yeah)
And I think it gave me mad leverage (Mad leverage)
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones (I'm on my ones)
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)

[Bridge]
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done (Yeah)
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)
Smoking on skunk (Yeah, yeah)
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck
(Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah)

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, ghost, ghost)
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking Gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

9TAILS - ghost (prod. light blending in)

4 the love of money

lyrics:
i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me 

yeah you hate me
but you wanna date me
stay a little while
and baby you could save me
spinning words around my head it's getting hazy
you could never love me fuck it i'm too crazy
fuck it up again when i see you around
kinda getting nervous when you try to bring me down
kissing in the back of your whip
we're going 80 now
driving to the end of the world
we're never slowing down
woahhhhh ohh oh
we on a comedown
looking at the stars while you're looking for your coat now	
drunken off your love so i'm looking for a kiss now
replicate your dreams and live through me
open up your mind to find the key
woah oh ohh
and i know that i can't stay young forever
but i'm waiting outside in this shitty weather
hoping that you can love me tonight

i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me

i can't live like this forever w/ lil skele (prod. irby)

star dust (hxrxkiller)

drifting (p. lxve)

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

i can't live like this forever w/ lil skele (prod. irby)

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