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Cuts are on me now

Kms - 2

Somebody 2 Hold (skellington)

welcome ft heylog

i'm not myself w/Zebatin

split (santana x reidenshi)

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

beamer passenger side
its nice to look in your eyes
I missed your face when you lie

she think I'm cute when I sigh
heard you with a new guy
so why you binging my line
guess you think about me sometimes

you still wear my shirts in your bed
I know that fuck with your head
all the blood that I bled 
and all the shit that you said

I can't sleep at night
when I know your right
fucked around and went cold
I could be the hand that you hold
but I've been trying not to fold

fuck me up again
with the texts you send
I can tell you aint grown
imma stay here alone
from what I've learned and I know

beamer passenger side
its nice to look in your eyes
I missed your face when you lie

and how does it feel
to be, what you've become
what you said you would never be
cause I don't feel anything, anymore
so take me away

youth (santana)

sprawled out on this park bench
bloodshed
take a look at what the note read
lighting darts, but the smoke bled
cherry red
lush trees now they all dead

guarantee they don't know me now
ghast rain on this old town
muddy soot in my background
vexation when the suns down

in the coupe now
imma drown it out
with these subtle sounds
theres nobody around

sprawled out on this park bench
bloodshed
take a look at what the note read
lighting darts, but the smoke bled
cherry red
lush trees now they all dead

how could I have knew
understanding you
would never come to view

she hate me under suns
she love me under moons
wish I could smile too
x2
these shadows in my room
the way the flowers bloom
telling me its June

starlight through the roof
my hands ten and two
what do I pursue?

sunsets over anguish (Irby)

Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Dustin Gill

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Dragonborn Chronicles: Chapter II

homesick

prod. michael harrison

i should probably go 
ill take the long way home 
so i avoid your dorm
so i don't think of whats unknown
you could break all of my bones
you could take me out of my zone
we could smoke a blunt and get stoned
we could fall in love on the phone

and it's all fun and games
until someone falls in love
and it's me, it's me
yeah it's always been me
when you took those three months
just to lead me on
i just wish you had come
with a warning label on
and it's got to the point
where i probably should leave
but i can't cause i still 
hope you're coming home to me
when your lips touched my hips
i thought we we're meant to be 
i just wish you could love
me a little more free

i should probably go 
ill take the long way home 
so i avoid your dorm
so i don't think of whats unknown
you could break all of my bones
you could take me out of my zone
we could smoke a blunt and get stoned
we could fall in love on the phone

warning label

prod. neverforever x weepings

I watch days march on by
See my friends live their lives
while I'm frozen in place
My passion's left no trace
~
I was once filled with life  
A glimmer in my eyes
But that boy has died
and I've no where to hide

(Do you know how tiny you are?)

I must find myself; but don't know where to look
I followed my heart; but I swallowed the hook

Now I'm being pulled in like every direction I can't make a choice
I been so damn quiet these days I fear that I'm losing my voice
I don't have a purpose; I don't have a path to break through the noise
Now all of the things that used to bring joy have left me devoid

smthn hella different

apathy [prod. neverforever]

lyrics:
blood across ur lips and ur face
drag me away and give me taste
so i can feel a little closer
to u, but all i see a is a blur
blood across ur soul and ur name
u wipe it off with a little more hate
so let me get a little closer
to u, but all i see is a blur

everything is hitting me one by one
and i scream for help but no one ever comes
ever comes
im stuck in this pit u put me in
and theres no room for me to escape again
escape again

break 
my face
and everything i loved
and everything i loved

blood across ur lips and ur face
drag me away and give me taste
so i can feel a little closer
to u, but all i see a is a blur
blood across ur soul and ur name
u wipe it off with a little more hate
so let me get a little closer
to u, but all i see is a blur

blood across ur lips and ur face
drag me away and give me taste
so i can feel a little closer
to u, but all i see a is a blur
blood across ur soul and ur name
u wipe it off with a little more hate
so let me get a little closer
to u, but all i see is a blur




lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

1 I Could Love U Like I Hate Myself (prod. Kuroime)

prod. sapphire2001

lyrics:

i can feel in the air tonight
smoke seeping from my lungs tonight
i dont wanna disappoint you
i dont wanna disappoint you

yeah you are so toxic like a poison i just threw up in the bathroom
medicate myself until i feel like i dont have you
stab me in the hall, leave my body by the stairway
bag me up and throw me somewhere nobody will find me
you cut me off so the cuts are on me now
i was by myself, now im choking claustrophobic
medically diagnosed depression from my therapist
you say im faking, check the fucking trash bin

disappoint myself and everyone else thats around me
you wish you were richer oh my god now thats astounding
i wish i could be a different person than myself yeah
ive been making plays might book a show at the foundry

chemically engineered they say that im so toxic
everyone around hates when i sing cause im obnoxious
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna fucking be me
ima shoot myself the day i see my face on tv
ima get a bag like my name was louis v
ive been making music vids im on a shooting spree
i dont wanna live and i dont wanna make you cry now
all the voices in my head are telling me to die now

u cut me off so the cuts r on me now..

mixed by Casey Bales: https://instagram.com/swinghighswinglow_?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=1p80i1yoycp9k

cover art: https://instagram.com/bigheadriver?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=kgngmg92jx2l

Lil Edgar Allan Poe  feat. Emo Fruits (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

www.fawlin.com

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Lyrics:

Verse 1 (Braden Ross)
I wanna figure it out
It’s like there’s no way around this distance
But I would give up my life to fix this
I let you down
Woah
We ran out of time; at least, that’s what she told me
I said it was fine, she said she needed the old me
I’m losing my mind, yeah I just wish you would hold me
You know me

Chorus (Braden Ross)
Yeah I just gotta say what’s on my mind
‘Cause all this time I’ve just been living for nothing
Yeah I been fighting for my life
Won’t take it back to yesterday

But I can’t even see the end
Can’t believe I’m breathing when
You took back everything you said
But now you’ve left me here for dead

Verse 2 (fawlin)
I never thought I’d get this feeling
I’m waking up so fucking cold
I used to have a way of dealing
I used to have some ground control

You told me you would always see me
You always asked if I was fine
So why’d you care if you’d just leave me
How can I now be alright

Chorus (Braden Ross & fawlin)
Yeah I just gotta say what’s on my mind
‘Cause all this time I’ve just been living for nothing
Yeah I been fighting for my life
Won’t take it back to yesterday

But I can’t even see the end
Can’t believe I’m breathing when
You took back everything you said
But now you’ve left me here for dead

on my mind

spotify etc

on my mind (with Braden Ross)

Hey, guys! Sorry for the hiatus; I had to wait a while to put this song out but I'm glad you're finally able to hear it! This song is being released on a collaboration album organized by the people of Bangers Only, and I am so excited that I get to be a part of this. Please check out the rest of the album when you get a chance, it is so good :) I hope you like this song, and I promise you'll be hearing from me again really soon 🖤

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Gear:
Ibanez Exotic Wood AEW40ZW-NT Acoustic-Electric Guitar
Focusrite Scarlett Solo Audio Interface
Audio-Technica AT4040 Cardioid Condenser Microphone

DAW/Plugins:
FL Studio
Stock FL Studio Effects

Without You (with Bangers Only)

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

ALIT

Listen to my music :)
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Check out Days to Waste:
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Check out fawlin:
https://linktr.ee/fawlin

Lyrics:

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

I notice I've been distant; there's a lot that's on my mind
And I know that I should fix it but I haven't got the time
And so I'll find another reason for my emotional decline
Because the way that I've been feeling has been no one's fault but mine

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

Just stop me like a barricade
Lay down let's both become a serenade
(Because I'm terrified)
It felt so true
Like you were everything
But never dropped the loss
And now I'm way too deep
Blood drips like cherries down my lips
Sharpen your teeth and say you miss me
Let's love unless never loved me
Say it back, or else I'll end up 6 feet

And if I end up six feet
Don't you try and say you miss me
Because the reason why I'm this deep
Is the way you up and left
They say that young love ain't the real thing
Now I'm twenty something, still got that feeling
That I would fucking die to be in your arms
I guess that only time can heal a broken heart

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like you

Or else I'll end up six feet
Don't you try to say you miss me
'Cause I remember when you kissed me
I could tell there's nothing left
Like blood stains, you're ingrained in my head
Your love changed, you left pains in my chest
My hearts drained, you missed out on my best
Yeah, but that's your misfortune

warning label

shattered