Found this back in 2019 and been my fav ever siince.. luna 4ever<3

I have the exact same keyblade in my room

i would cry to this song so much when i first heard it. glad i found this gem again, thank you for getting me thru depressiom shinigami ❤️

this song came out so long agao and yet i still find myself here hurting. it never changes.

Miss this shit so much. Was in such a bad place when I discovered shini so feels weird to say that. It gets better yall I promise

Hold on to your memories and youll be safe. Still holding on 7 years later

i counted every single sheep but i still can't fucking sleep 🤟🌠

moo sick

afraid of losing u** (prod.hajdove dobroty)

luna coming soon

lyrics:

i lie here awake at night

so stressed out cant shut my eyes

cry about how fast time flies

forever after

heartless im hollow inside

tears shine bright like the night sky

i cant stay im just passing by

forever after

theres nothing left
dont love that bitch i just wanted the neck
no money no hoes got no reason to flex
remember all that fuckin time that i spent
tryna get that bitch out of my head

i still hate myself yea not that much has changed
im wondering why nothing has been the same
since back in the days
when life wasnt grey

i cant do this anymore
might pass out on the floor
please dont knock on my door
when you dont hear from me anymore

days are passing by and things will be alright
the darkness is alive i cannot find the light
with blood shot eyes i stay inside
im hoping i can stay the night

holding on to nothing
hoping i can make it something
i waste my time by chasing ghosts
and its me i let down the most

all i am is skin and bone

rather stay in bed alone

restless legs i shiver cold

and lie awake forever after

we hope our sorrows end and that our hearts will blend
im hoping everything works out before the end
so here i lie under the night
maybe our paths are intertwined

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forever after 💜

luna has risen

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i wake up every morning thinking way back when
the days are growing longer
but im not getting stronger

used to get night terrors and cry to mom 
but now i fear the day this will all be gone
you know i never can admit just when im wrong
wiping tears away as i write this song

growing up
time moves faster
than i can
sick an tired
of lying
to myself

i cannot fucking stand this
im sick of fucking standing
on my own
on my phone
without a fucking purpose

and yeah i hope its worth it
you know im fucking hurting 
i think that i deserve this
(i know that i deserve this)

i wake up every morning thinking way back when
i felt like i was nothing
i turned it into something

used to get night terrors and cry to mom 
but now i fear the day this will all be gone
you know i never can admit just when im wrong
wiping tears away as i write this song

luna

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night terrors 🌔

luna has risen

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

all that i know 🌌

luna has risen

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lying in the snow
so cold 
please dont leave me tomorrow
pressure on my shoulders
feels like boulders
i might crumble

be my sanctuary
you might save me
let the waves take me
on on on i wander
all alone
beneath the surface

watch me drift among
the stars and moon and sun
my journeys just begun
but all ive done is run
take away the pain
the silence of the rain
skin and bones remain
fragments of fragile remains


its time we stopped this pointless nonsense
pick yourself up its not worth it
they just wanna see you down
but miss you when youre not around

youre wasting all your time on this
thats all you do is overthink
i know you wish for this to end
i know you wish for this to end

i cant fucking stay this way
burn my body to a blaze
ash and skin and bone remain
lay me to rest in the rain x4

sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

luna has risen

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

lite brite ✨

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

nobody 😔

luna has risen

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lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
i constantly let down everyone around me

my heart it glows
my soul it floats
i stay awake cos i cant breathe
when demons haunt me in my sheets

have you ever felt like you were dead?
like nothing feels the same 
so you just lie in your bed?

light a cigarette 
put your woes to rest
im a fallen angel baby im not like the rest

i try to hold on to the things that i once loved
my heart and emotions are something im void of

youre wasting away
are you okay?
please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

hold on to your memories and youll be safe
this may be our last chance to leave this place

its like i hold myself back
crying wolf to all the sheep
singing lullabies to ease my mind
safely drifting in the night

but nothings ever as it seems
waking up from fever dreams
ive counted every single sheep
but i still cant fucking sleep

a fallen angel 🌟

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

occam's razor

in vain w/ kaiyko

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

artwork by @rizaaguasin on twitter

stardust it falls from the sky
somewhere inside my dreams
i see a world with you and me
far from reality

shinin so bright like the night sky
i see the stars in your bright eyes
you haunted my thoughts on the drive home
a ghost with a smile that i know
you lay in a garden of roses
i lay in a garden of corpses
you light up the shadows in darkness
im nobody im jus a heartless

the closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes

within the depths of a nightmare
i hear the voices inside there
they say im too weak and too fragile
to save my princess from the castle


stardust it falls from the sky
somewhere inside my dreams
i see a world with you and me
far from reality

stardust✨

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr) [NOW ON SPOTIFY, ITUNES, ETC.,]

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

brr brr brr brr brr we not Gucci hoe!!

lyrics :-0 :-)
Lilac incense burning out inside my Mercedes 
So reminiscent of the times when I would call you my baby 
Autumn leaves fall from the trees just like our feelings they changing 
But I remember what u told me life is just what we make it 
Cherry blossom Shawty breathe your life into the wintertime 
Memories of you and me u interlocked ur hand in mine 
Memories of conversations destinies that intertwine 
Icicles around my fuckin heart I feel like Gucci maine
Brr brr brr brr brr 
We not Gucci tho 
East Atlanta Santa in the phantom feeling Gucci tho 
Used to wake up with u, now I wake up in my Gucci robe 
Text me like “I miss u”  hit u back like naw I’m Gucci hoe 

I’m like Gucci this and Gucci that um 
Gameboy games in Gucci bags 
Gucci jeans all on my ass um 
Lil cream on her face no Gucci tat um
Brr brr brr brr brr we not Gucci hoe 
Text me like u miss me hit u back like naw I’m Gucci tho 

Like why u tryna call me bae Bitch 
I’m up in that Tesla why u tryna test my patience 
Cause I been livin day to day shit like this life a vacation or maybe 
Now they all be singing my cadence its validation 
Fuck That fake shit 

Im on that wake up give me top shit 
I’m up on my boss shit 
Fuck her then I teleport lil hoe I feel like Noctis 
Damn my ex is all up on my shit I feel like Roxas 
Had to cut that bitch off she like koffing hoe is toxic 
Gurren lagann Shawty how she bout to give me face bitch 
She turned off my PS4 u bout to run my fade bitch 
I don’t take no shit lil Boi u sounding like u take dick 
I just took flight I’m out in Paris w my main 
Bitch 
I’m w my lil Shawty tho 
Yellow diamonds wario 
Whippin Maserati vintage Tommy drizzled on me tho 
Got a bunch of thotties rubbing scented lotion on me tho 
Girlfriend feed me takis while I’m fuckin on ur auntie tho

Feeling Gucci ☾˙❀‿❀˙☽ (prod.Meltycanon)

gamer guy, anime activist, youthful yandere.

a fallen angel 🌟

shinigami

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