noitzmezee

perfume (prod. gee)

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

##cutter freestyle (prod. thayerperiod)

visuals - https://youtu.be/jlJIFKoOcII?si=GrP4Ng2EwTkazK74
coprod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. & prod. by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvr nvmbr]
the snows white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die..

hard times inside
i won’t survive

her light, it shines down
it burns now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now

[etai s0]
i'm crashing & burning
i left shawty in the past
now i'm actually hurting
didn't know i could do that

now i been through that
now i been through that
how could you do that?
you knew you would rue that

cryin’ all night
‘cause i hate this place
pure codeine in the sprite
cause i don't like the taste

hope you're feeling alright
‘cause i'm in disarray
just popped 3 bars to the face
& i'll fly away

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t wanna be alive
if i can’t live here by your side
now she’s cryin’ in my sprite
sip that elixir for the night

mixin’ up my suicide
she told me it was ride or die
so i guess that i’m gonna die

so now i’m goin’ towards the light
it’s alright
baby, look me in my eyes

you put a hex on my life
now i’m tellin’ it goodbye
it’s alright if i die
yeah, i’ll do it with some pride

end my life in the night
yeah, i’ll do it outta spite..

the snow’s white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die

inside, i’m out
never go outside
her lies, they hurt

hate her voice now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now..

cryin' in my sprite

iTunes

cryin’ in my sprite [mv in desc.]

Too many nights of saying fuck it I’ll fix the problem tomorrow
Everyday I gamble my life but there’s no chips I could borrow
The chance to hit keeps me in but I pull the lever with sorrow
could I stop viewing it as battles Huh, I don’t know
I have no choice when I wake up but just to get up and go
no choice but to make a change when I’m Sick of the status quo
I used to live way too reckless, but I let go
Will I find reason to leave the house today, I don’t know
I chose to give my life, To you I bestow
I chose this to be my quest So long ago
I pace around in a circle, In limbo
Will I ever reach the end? I don’t know
Too many thoughts, too many tasks, I overflow
Try not to go over the edge, I tiptoe
But I’m still keeping to myself, I’m lying low
Will I end up going unnoticed, I don’t know
The hands keep on moving around, but time’s feeling slow
It lies inside what I wrote, the highs and lows
the weight that lives upon my shoulders never lightens its hold
struggle to find a new reason why I dig deeper holes
I try to climb my way out but I’m swallowed by the ground
I try to send out a message But it muffles the sound
It all goes out into the void, I just hope that I’m found
Ran out of gas in the lighter, no rescue team is inbound
But I just wanna be honest, I think my time’s overdue
I know The house always wins but it’s hard to accept the truth
the wound cut deep in my skin it doesn’t seem to close
Will I break or just bend? I don’t know

american idol (prod. remghost + shini)

shinigami

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