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#sleeplessnights (prod.methboiswag) mysic video in description

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

mental - angel number (jolst)

american idol (prod. remghost + shini)

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐭 (𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝟎𝟎𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

have you no empathy?
i know you’re sick of me
this shit’s been killin’ me

just reach out a hand to me
i’m close to insanity
she’s not a fan of me

i just feel so empty
the bottle, it tempts me
i’m sippin’ this whiskey until it’s all empty
she won’t accept me..

bad bitch in the moonlight
she’s readin’ my star sign
she’s settin’ the bar high
while she smokin’ on starlight

& i know it didn’t matter at all
get the fuck off my balls
now i fiend from withdrawals
i needa sip some Cîroc

trust me, i love it when you crush me
i don’t need no love
i need a bitch who gon’ fuck me
..fuck me

i’m ##ugly
my world is self destructing 
the light of God ain’t touched me
how could i let it just be?

i know you love to watch me struggle
break me down until i’m rubble
the way you make me feel ain’t subtle..

i’m so ugly on the inside 
but outside i’m in Robin’s
i got money in my pockets
yeah, these bitches get to flockin’ 

i’m so ugly on the outside
& inside, it’s so rotten
babe, you were my only option
now you’re gone, i’m slowly fallin’

have you no empathy?
i know your sick of me
this shit’s been killin’ me

just reach out a hand to me
i’m close to insanity
she’s not a fan of me..

she don’t miss me
i drink whiskey
it’s gon’ kill me

you don’t feel me
you don’t feel me
you don’t feel me

bad bitch in the moonlight 
she’s readin’ my star sign
and settin’ the bar high
while she smokin’ on starlight

she said i don’t matter at all
i shouldn’t have answered the call
now the bloods on my palms
i’m so sick of these songs..

american idol (prod. remghost + shini)

shinigami