Miss this shit, so nostalgic even thought the shit I was going through at the time sucked. It gets better yall I peomise

i feel this song in my heart. it describes my own life so well. thank you shini for putting this into words and i wish you the best.

I was really young when I found this song I am now 29

today i turned 18. i first listened to this when was 13. i remember vividly on the first listen that i was literally 'blown away'.

They just wouldn’t understand so whats the point

suicidal thoughts

This is a preview of my first song of my new album : DIscovery. I hope you'll like it.

Discovery

Left Behind (feat. Damian) ConstelAries

itunes: http://ftrbnd.co/ityttmom
spotify: https://play.spotify.com/album/69UxOX12PC4ukcyTigpNhD

tour: ftrbnd.co/tour

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shes in love with the concept
as if were all just how she imagined
cos were in love i just dont know it yet
well tell me how am i supposed to see the magic
cos i dont believe in it no more
but i wont tell her
cos i always imagined
its easier if she thinks she won
so imma let her

and she said
i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
girl i dont think you know me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but i dont love you
and i never did look at us
burning down in flames for kicks
but just know
im not singing for your xo
im just singing cos its over

came and went like the summertime
was that a sunset or sunrise
looking back like whered the time go
so much for trying to keep this moving slow
cos i dont believe in her no more
but i remember

how we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
and i still remember what she said

i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
but i dont think she knew me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but im no liar and i never hid anything
you shouldve seen it coming to this
just know
im not singing for an ex tho
im just singing cos its over

i think you think too much of me

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crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

Sad Song - We The Kings Ft. Elena Coats Nightcore

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Lyric:
yatto me o samashita kai sore nanoni naze me mo awase ya shinaindai?
“osoi yo” to okoru kimi kore demo yareru dake tobashitekitanda yo

kokoro ga karada o oikoshitekitanda yo

kimi no kami ya hitomi dake de mune ga itai yo
onaji toki o suikonde hanashitakunai yo
haruka mukashi kara shiru sono koe ni
umarete hajimete nani o ieba ii?

kimi no zen zen zensei kara boku wa kimi o sagashihajimeta yo
sono bukiccho na waraikata o megakete yattekitanda yo

kimi ga zenzen zenbu nakunatte chirijiri ni nattatte
mou mayowanai mata ichi kara sagashihajimeru sa
mushiro zero kara mata uchuu o hajimetemiyou ka

dokkara hanasu kana kimi ga nemutteita aida no sutoorii
nanoku nankounenbun no monogatari o katari ni kitanda yo
kedo iza sono sugata kono me ni utsusu to

kimi mo shiranu kimi to jarete tawamuretai yo
kimi no kienu itami made aishitemitai yo
ginga nankobun kano hate ni deaeta
sono te o kowasazu ni dou nigitta nara ii?

kimi no zen zen zensei kara boku ha kimi o sagashihajimeta yo
sono sawagashii koe to namida o megake yattekitanda yo

sonna kakumei zenya no bokura o dare ga tomeru to iundarou
mou mayowanai kimi no haato ni hata o tateru yo
kimi wa boku kara akiramekata o ubaitotta no

zen zen zensei kara boku wa kimi o sagashihajimeta yo
sono bukiccho na waraikata o megakete yattekitanda yo

kimi ga zenzen zenbu nakunatte chirijiri ni nattatte
mou mayowanai mata ichi kara sagashihajimeru sa
nankounen demo kono uta o kuchizusaminagara

☆RADWIMPS –  前前前世 Zen Zen Zense (OST Kimi no Na wa. (Your Name.) 『Acoustic Ver.』

Gustav Ahr's Album

hellboy (prod smokeasac x yung cortex)

instagram.com/harvestdusker
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jYjccpOVYyhSSjs6di9DH?si=aSSs6oZVSjmj_2Pw0xiDkA
every night i close my eyes like i'm alright, tell myself that i'll be okay i'll be fine

vocals: @lilxlotus - twitter.com/LILXLOTUS

production: @harvest - twitter.com/hr_vest

spotify

wasting your time w/ lil lotus

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

luna

download

lite brite ✨

luna has risen

also available on:

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apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

nobody 😔

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
i constantly let down everyone around me

my heart it glows
my soul it floats
i stay awake cos i cant breathe
when demons haunt me in my sheets

have you ever felt like you were dead?
like nothing feels the same 
so you just lie in your bed?

light a cigarette 
put your woes to rest
im a fallen angel baby im not like the rest

i try to hold on to the things that i once loved
my heart and emotions are something im void of

youre wasting away
are you okay?
please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

hold on to your memories and youll be safe
this may be our last chance to leave this place

its like i hold myself back
crying wolf to all the sheep
singing lullabies to ease my mind
safely drifting in the night

but nothings ever as it seems
waking up from fever dreams
ive counted every single sheep
but i still cant fucking sleep

a fallen angel 🌟

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami

shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr) [NOW ON SPOTIFY, ITUNES, ETC.,]

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

nobody 😔

shinigami

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