tysm to everyone :>

ft @auxina3

drums and mix by @toemuro
mels by @miomagurodesu
pad & fx by @whyawe @ecromusic @suji_lament
prod and arrangement by @sensuku

@sensuku
a difference? cant see it
ur canvas in the distance
and ive fallen, at limit
just breathe in and listen

am i worth it, i cant give in
to forgive and be forgiven
cos i love u and ur fragrance 
and the photos are my prison		
the single time that u looked back feels old now
the final line is over, the face u knew is long gone
wait for me, no closer

@auxina3
what you’ve taken can’t be retrieved
I’ve written these thoughts on notes long gone
I thought I wanted proof of your love
but I’ll know if its true through your resolve
you can say that it’s childish
I wanted dreams to come true, I feel like I am owed this
everything I went through was like an omen
the only thing I wanted from you was to be open
but it was hopeless
one damaged wing can’t sail free- I wasn’t chosen
I’ll never know the motive of stringing me along
blew my heart away in an explosion

in the mean time
I’ll retreat back to the fog near the horizon
you’ll see me behind your eyelids
falling forever in hell- that is what I wish 

@sensuku
feel nauseous and nauseous
cant breathe or face it
my stomach, it kills me
love me or save me
what is emotion to you- a mere surface?
what is emotion if you cant tell me?

a difference? cant see it
ur canvas in the distance
and ive fallen, at limit
just breathe in and listen

canvas w/ auxina (toemuro, mio, me)

I'm so sick of playing pretend.


w/ @drewalongtheglare


lyrics:

naws/

i could never feel the same way again 
busy playing pretend 
i can't wait till it ends 
don't wanna sit right in the same place
look right at my face
doing the same thing again 
ends in the worst way

i could never feel the same way again 
busy playing pretend 
i can't wait till it ends 
don't wanna sit right in the same place
look right at my face
doing the same thing again 
ends in the worst way

drew/

and baby honestly
you were a godsent
don't wanna lie anymore then i wanna pretend
you say it's alright
i say it's my bad
wish i could fix it
i want you to see that

girl you really changed my point of view 
swear i couldn't do this without you
don't cut our ties
ill feel loose
stay by my side
like never move

this is my position this is where i am
i just wanna see you, i just want a glance
im not asking for too much, i don't think that i am
it could be so much worse, like you have no idea

never feel the same w/ drew (prod. spaceboyry + motd)

hii it's me again , hope you don't mind these little side songs being uploaded here a bit .. i like this one but i didn't really know where to put it

what a rly weird past month and a halfish .. both good and bad !! i've met some rly cool ppl lately ;D but i've been rly busy irl with things that make me wana scream hh

hmm .. i wanna mention this too .. i'm kind of getting tired of making diary (or whatever i've been making can be labelled as)😭would u guys hate it if i were to start making different kind of music? (albeit spiritually similar to my older stuff) i haven't really felt a sense of improvement in a while .. 

also if u didn't notice, i'm in the process of changing my name .. i've been elixio since like 2017 and it has some rough memories attached to it .. so safe to say i'm ready for something new

if we've collabed, no need to recredit or anything ! just in the future i'd really appreciate it if you would credit this new name from now on <3

i originally made this song almost a year ago , and i still like it but it definitely could use a makeover so .. here's this hehe

new vocal music soon i thinkk

original https://on.soundcloud.com/rvqP04igSRafAHAvLH
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

.. i totally didn't use this song as an excuse to talk my head off

curl up and cry

#aftermath
note: this was supposed to be only a short song to tease @ritsuzuki but i kinda enjoyed making it bro😭✌️w feature @iowgen🩷🩷

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

do u wanna touch my body
cause i know you've been gooning lately
no need to hold back baby
if u wanna fuck just say it
just say it, i will let you taste me
oh baby tell me what u want yeah
do u wanna lick all over my body 
baby tell me can i slide it inside yaaa

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

suck my soul off, i know u cant get enough of me
let me hit it from the back so i can please ya
edging on the bed yeah let me finish
let me finish on your face

@iowgen:
i don't care if its longer than mine
I'll take it from the back
I'll do what you want
all i want is u
I'll do anything-
I'll do anything if you stay with me bae

(@ritsuzuki voice message if u r wondering:
nah twin
imma just be a femboy that's--
that's enough, that's enough for me)

my little femboy
my little femboy
vex yeahhh

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life
i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

(end - @ritsuzuki):
woah, this is really fucking hot

vex/my little femboy + iowgen (kyoshi)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

Shoutout my boyfriend @1sunsuu 💋💋 for letting me drop another song before 2026
I got carried ngl

Shoutout prod.

Lyrics:
(@1sunsuu)

girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time
girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time

can we be us
girl you all that I want 
can we make up a time
and stop with all this distrust
don't you know that I'm done
I'm stuck here laying in the dark
come and show me your lights
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna know how to be love

(@aspaapsa)

Ion wanna follow this conversation
Ion wanna think it all night
You just want some compensation
I don’t wanna fall that way this time

Yeah, I know what’s true and all
But I still crave to fall
Even if it breaks me down again
but At least I’d feel it all

but At least I’d feel it all
Thinking ’bout the times that I’d fall 
I wish u could see it too
I Wish I belong to you

All I Ever Need w/@1sunsuu [runawway & over]

prod by @shikaiii - !yukik0

verses:
@ihateyouohm - ihateyouohm
@k4rson - karson
@crossnecklace - crossnecklace
@peiflowy - pei flowy
@tiubryan - BahYan
@jinja-yagi-3rd - jinja
@1xene - xene
@jrenclozyloveheronly1 - JRENN!
@braxiey - braxey
@kxngzzzz - bunnyyuii

forever2 w/ 10 people (p. !yukik0)

so im dropping songs from my EP on an interval since i am not that famous 😂 😂 the reason I wanna do an EP is because i saw my friends drop their own EPs and Albums which made me think if i should lock in and make one too which got us here lol

track 1- sober (prod. irisv)

i dont wanna see u bae
can u leave me all alone?
cleaning up the mess u made
i can do this on my own
stuck laying down in my bed
tryna get u out my head
tryna get this all to end
i just want my heart to mend
i dont wanna see u bae
can u leave me all alone?
cleaning up the mess u made
i can do this on my own
stuck laying down in my bed
tryna get u out my head
tryna get this all to end
i just want my heart to mend

girl i dont miss u, can u go now?
cause u aint about us, you broke me apart
and u weren't there when i need u the most
i knew u gon leave me, i should've let go
girl i ain't sober, i got drugs in my system
i know this aint over, don't tell you're the victim
you made my heart bleed and u tore me up
don't want u back, i don't want u back

sober (irisv)

#4s

-- lyrics --

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau 

this time
ill do all i can do make it right
everything i do is for the sight
of you, i couldnt lose this view
in the sky i
see the stars i
feel the warmth of
it holding me tight
you're the side of myself i
couldnt hide, i couldnt hide

i dont have more for you
i dont have my life thought through
i dont know what to do
and you saw

but you say that its fine
as we're falling back through time
i see your face
you look into mine
i follow its trace

you told me to stay
you told me its fate
i dont know what to think
it keeps making me break
your message remains
i feel lost in your name
every feeling it wanes

oh its never enough, oh woah oh
ive become so numb, i know
i just want the both of us to grow
as we lock our eyes in the nouveau

falling traces

falling traces (xternalz)

produced by kuzm33

lyrics—

@peiflowy
one step,
closer to the other side,
one chance,
just to fuck it up every time.
why can't we run it back?
I thought you had my back,
everything is so fucked up,
where's the shit we had?
I didn't want to let go,
why you letting everything go?
all the chemistry we had,
hanged up on the fucking phone,
I didn't want to go through this pain again,
better off alone do not take the chance.

@1vetri
why'd you let go,
never thought that you'd get over me,
standing here alone,
we always end with the same thing.
take one step in the right direction,
I did it all for you, I don't even get a mention.

if you were here then you'd tell me that it's okay,
and this feeling, I hope it goes both ways.
wish I could take it back,
'cause honestly I'm getting tired of trying,
you don't react,
you played me off like you turned blind.

@peiflowy
one step,
closer to the other side,
one chance,
just to fuck it up every time.
why can't we run it back?
I thought you had my back,
everything is so fucked up,
where's the shit we had?
I didn't want to let go,
why you letting everything go?
all the chemistry we had,
hanged up on the fucking phone,
I didn't want to go through this pain again,
better off alone do not take the chance.

forever2 w/ 10 people (p. !yukik0)

ohms archive

Recent comments

1LilJume (@1LilJume)

flojy

!yukik0

OGMaTrixx

Related tracks